
The sun had not turned high, but its luster had already shone brightly through the open window. The light shone on a man who had soaked in a jaccuzi, sipping a cigarette in his hand. My husband, from last night, hasn't said much, even sleeping his back to me.
I know his heart is broken, so am I. I flicked the blanket that covered my legs and moved closer to my husband. He didn't notice my steps, his eyes looked dreamy, I don't know.
"Good morning, sir." The embrace of his hand has wrapped around his neck, I kissed his head too.
Kaysan was surprised, then replied with deheman, his mouth continuing another sip of cigarettes. "Do you want Rinjani?" ask me after switching to sit on the side of the jaccuzi.
Kaysan looked at me briefly, then nodded. I smiled knotfully, I took off my nightgown and joined in hiding the bottom of my body into the cold water. Sydney this morning is really hot, if in my city the sun is already overhead, but in Sydney it only shows seven o'clock in the morning.
Kaysan put out his cigarette, his hand then grabbed my shoulder. "Good morning, my wife." His tone was full of emphasis, as if he wanted to say to the world, if I was only his. Her jealousy was so funny, it still didn't change long ago when she found out I had kissed her sister, Nanang. It felt like the world was so narrow, my first love, and my last love was one family. This is the truth, for two years Nanang became an accomplished liar and for that long I believed.
"Mas, have you been copying?"
Inside the jaccuzi Kaysan was still wearing drawstring pants, his body was left open, displaying the part that made me comfortable leaning. "Rinjani likes your back mas." My head was leaning against Kaysan's arm, with the hand already curled up in his stomach. Hugging it in the water does not reduce the warmth created.
Some times the questions are only answered with Deheman. "Mas won't give Rinjani a kiss good morning? It feels like something's lacking, if it hasn't been kissed by Kaysan's mas."
Unfortunately, Kaysan then raised my body. "Say if there's only me in your heart, Rinjani?" I smiled sweetly, as I stroked his thin, growing mustache, "Just split my chest if you don't believe me, shouldn't Rinjani ask with Kaysan mas. Is it only Rinjani who will fill Kaysan's heart? Or will Rinjani only be made a temporary stopover?"
"Omong empty what are you saying, Rinjani. There's obviously only your name in my heart."
"What if there are other Rinjani out there, aren't you interested in them?"
"It's just that I'm taking you on a honeymoon, if you're just gonna fight here."
"Rinjani did not ask Kaysan to fight, Rinjani just needed certainty."
"If you need a confession, it's not Rinjani's time."
Kaysan took off his embrace, "Rinjani hasn't been kissed yet, are Rinjani's lips already dull?"
"What do you want, Jani?"
"Call me baby!"
Kaysan let out a long sigh, his eyes closed, "Well, if the mas who asked Rinjani who kissed can also, but Rinjani has not brushed her teeth? How's it?"
I turned around and sat on Kaysan's lap, "There is a limit, but not a distance." My whisper teases.
"We're not in college, Rinjani. So don't make the questions right now." Kaysan took off his pants, without telling me to stand up.
"I miss your laugh, be yourself with me, baby."
The fine feathers slowly bristled as Kaysan returned my whispers. Kaysan was provoked by his desire. It's so easy that it sometimes scares me with the women out there who tease Kaysan.
The water inside the jaccuzi was surging, the splashes of water had already melted flooding the floor. Until the cold water turns into warm water when our bodies are rhymed together in motion.
*
"What are you wearing, remove!" Kaysan stood behind me while drying my wet hair.
"The powder and lipstick, said mas Rinjani should preen to be beautiful."
"No need to dance, just going to the beach to accompany the sisters."
"It is precisely to the beach that must use a sun screen, otherwise Jani will be bored. Enough of the chocolate, Jani won't."
"Then why still wear shorts, want to show off with Nanang?"
"If jealousy says jealousy, don't twitch and prestige." I smiled witfully, Kaysan's face looked bent in the reflection of the glass. "Look, your forehead is starting to wrinkle mas. It's old otw."
"What if I'm old, you still want to be with me, Jani?"
"If Rinjani is allowed, until the hair is white all Rinjani will accompany. But if Rinjani is not allowed by the owner of the universe, mas don't grieve ya." I stroked Kaysan's cheek, "Thank you for opening the secrets you have. Nanang is part of my past story and unfortunately being my family, I did not expect that all of this was still connected. It must be hard for you, I'm sorry."
"I need readiness for all this, Rinjani. You and my sister mean the same." Kaysan held his breath for a moment. Then he let out a long sigh, "Please promise, stay here, with me until I'm old."
I nodded, "No promise. Rinjani wants to age with you at home, in our city, not here."
Kaysan smiled, "Alright, it's good that we meet the sisters, they're our responsibility here."
We both walked out of the hotel room, holding hands like newlyweds. Smiles continued to decorate our faces. The secret hill began to be eroded by compassion.
Arriving on the lobby floor, the three brothers were ready with their beach clothes. How my life is not happy, I am surrounded by handsome, handsome, and fragile men. Unless that one was Sadewa, his smile was already bright beating the sunlight.
"Jalan aja yuk, the beach is close from here" said Sadewa, "Wear sun block and glasses, let us look cool but not gosong." He preceded our steps with his passion. His style is like a tour guide
Kaysan with his flat face just shook his head, "Repot ya mas have a big sister?"
"You're more troublesome than they are, baby." Jesus, husband. He must have wanted to burn Nanang's heart.
Nanang and Nakula were walking in front of us, obviously they could hear it. The heat of the sun in the city of Sydney really burns the skin, too bad I even wear shorts. Coming home from here my skin must be mottled. "Turning to Sydney in winter alone, Rinjani had never seen snow."
Nakula turned her head with a mouth that sneered at me, "ndeso." [city ]
I'm squealing, "yoben. Mas still love the same I would, even though Rinjani looks ndeso." [Belaiin ]
Kaysan nodded with a smile that both mocked me, "Ra kakang, ra adi. Podo wae, nyebai." [Not brother, not sister. Same thing, bitch. ]
After a few minutes we were on the road not far from the beach, my eyes wide open, I was breathing my glasses, rubbing them as if I could not believe the view I saw. "Mas, why are so many fish dry." I stopped holding Kaysan's hand, "Mas don't look, I'll catch it."
On the beach, there are already many bikini girls who sunbathe, from toddlers to seniors, with a sexy and seductive bikini shape. Especially when I saw the blonde girl running towards us in a sexy black bikini, the beach water soaking her body, really messing with the minds of the men.
I turned Kaysan around, "Close your eyes!" So do the bodies of Nakula and Nanang alternately, "This view pollutes your brains of singles. You are also mas, later your brain is contaminated to look for the big and crazy."
Sadewa and her lover had already stretched out their arms to embrace, with lightning fast I prevented it. "You I am aduin to mother Sasmita, if you are naughty in the land of men." Like Nina, my mouth gave Sadewa an ultimatum. While what I was talking about was even crybaby, "I can also tell the world if Mbak and Mas Kaysan are married."
I grinned, "Revelation!"
"Still under surveillance, Ma'am. Relax."
"I miss you so, babe."
"Cuttie, you will be like a dried fish if you sunbathe for a long time."
"It's summer time, babe. Let's have fun."
I was heartbroken, Sadewa and her boyfriend had met while giving up longing. While the three men I was holding were still turning their bodies, they did not budge from their places at all.
"Babe, why is he here?" he asked while pointing at me.
"Cuttie, he's been our supervisor of the four of us."
"Babe, why don't they greet me?"
"They're having eye pain, Cuttie. You better not see it, you'll catch it."
I was fiddled with the conversation between the two of them, what a cool blend.
The temperature on the beach the longer the skin burns. I turned around to take Kaysan and the double N back to the hotel, but my eyes suddenly widened when I saw a bunch of cool girls lying down while staring at the three men I was holding.
"Based on the basket, you're the same!" I stomped my feet, and hurried away.