
"Mother Rinjani can already be taken, please for her husband can wait." I heard the voice of Doctor Vanya calling my husband. Is Kaysan here, does he want to accompany me. God, I'm not ready to see his face, he must be disappointed.
After receiving approval from Kaysan by phone, Sasmita's mother asked Vanya's doctor to operate on the developing fetus outside my womb. I cried, still can't believe that God hasn't entrusted me and Kaysan a baby. What could this be the meaning of the rush that Kaysan was doing. All impacts are not good for everything. Finished the operation I was taken to the pre-opration room.
I heard a little debate between them outside the room. Until Nanang looked into my room, his lips curled into a smile.
"My wife..." Nanangs! I really want to chop his mouth, but what my day, to raise my hand I am not strong. I'm throttling.
"Mas Kaysan is outside, would you like to see me?" asked Nanang while sitting near me. "May." I replied softly.
"I'm your husband, Kaysan, just think of it as our Om. Understood."
Nanang actually used this opportunity when Kaysan and I could do nothing but have to play a charade of love in the hospital ward.
"In the meantime, I'll call our Om." I wanted to laugh as Nanang blinked his eyes.
Nanang came out to call Kaysan. After a few minutes, Kaysan came, his face was sad. His steps limply walked towards me, while Nanang was busy closing the curtains and closing the door. He stood like a ticket keeper for the RRI auditorium.
After smelling a forehead, Kaysan clasped my hand. Very close, but no sound came out of his mouth. What Kaysan was thinking made me anxious.
"Mas." call me slow.
Kaysan puffed up, his sad eyes looking at me, if I could, I would atone for the limits of those eyes, diving into everything he felt.
"Jani disappointed ya?" my many. Kaysan let out a long sigh, "I was more disappointed when we failed together, only that this was all out of our will. There's nothing to be sorry about, just you come back with me later in our house."
The self-styled husband snorted dejectedly, "It seems like it's been quite a mas, as long as Rinjani is in the hospital, I'll be her husband. Just go home, I've been used to taking care of Rinjani for two years."
Kaysan shook his head, "I leave my 'wife' to you. Do not act outside the limits! Understand you're BRM Nanang?" Kaysan stared fixedly at Nanang.
Nanang turned his head, "Understanding GPH Kaysan." he replied in a tasteful manner.
"My wife, push the emergency button if Nanang has acted beyond the limit. I know you don't love her." Kaysan repeatedly kissed the back of my hand.
"Let me do your college work instead of me not being able to take care of you right now. Understand that our intimacy is limited in public." Kaysan bowed as he wanted to kiss my forehead, "Get well soon, promise me that after you get out of here, you will still be cheerful." Kaysan kissed my forehead.
I restrained Kaysan's arm as he stood up, "I'm sorry Jani made Kaysan worry."
"I'm really asking Nanang to take care of you, a very valuable deposit." Kaysan tried to smile, "Take care of yourself baby." Kaysan turned around, now that he was approaching Nanang, he patted Nanang on the shoulder and said, "He is only your past who is now your brother, there is no need to use memories while with him."
Nanang nodded, "I am indeed just his past, mas. And, I need to remember. Forever me and Rinjani will meet. Making new memories takes the form of family." Kaysan closed his eyes while looking down, he said,
"Nang, if you're not my sister, you already know what I'm going to do to you. It's just that for now I thank you, for taking over my position. It's just a false status. Let's keep it all right."
Nanang screeched, "It's good to start working on Rinjani's college assignment. He'll be in the hospital for three days. For three days I'm gonna skip college, please fix the reason." Nanang smiled witfully.
"You're like a banana tree, you have a heart but no heart." Kaysan opened the door of the room and his shadow began to disappear.
From the top of the bed I wanted to laugh, but to cough I had a tremendous pain in my lower abdomen. "Basic of a rowdy husband!" my grouse as Nanang sat beside me.
"Based on a lying wife!" balas Nanang did not lose his laughter.
"There will be a treatment that will replace your sanitary napkin, because I can't replace it." Nanang nodded his shoulders, his head shaking as if reluctant to imagine what had happened.
"Mother go home to the main house to take your change of clothes" explained Nanang while playing online games on his HP. I didn't ask any further, I chose to look up at the air, thinking about how my footsteps would be after this. It seems like the universe is giving me many obstacles before becoming a Queen.
Dumbly yawned as a nurse walked in with a smile, she pushed the patient's dinner table along with the medicines I had to take, "Time to take Rinjani's mother's medicine, after dinner."
Silly, Nanang interrupted, "The same wife is hungry, Sus. That's why his face is pouting."
The treatment named Andini was increasingly smiling, "I understand him, please wife sir..." Nurse Andini paused her saying, "Nanang, I'm Nanang" Nanang said proudly.
"Please Mr. Nanang, his wife is helped to eat. Because of the condition of his stomach that should not be shaken. It is better that Mr. Nanang's wife remains lying down for 24 hours after the operation. But make sure Rinjani's mom has farted first before eating."
"My wife, have you farted?" ask Nanang. I smiled shyly and nodded.
"Ready, Sus. After this I will feed my wife, with pleasure."
If there were a mosquito racket here I would have cut his lips sober. "Just say yesterday that my husband is out of town, there's no need to confess to me if you're my husband." I put on a sour face.
"Later during my coronation, if there are parties who divulge if I ever married how, and Kaysan mas get a widow. Especially if the media knows who married me his own sister. Can runyam his business." said I menguebu in alterning pain that makes my face repeatedly frowning because of pain.
"Having eaten first, hunger makes you fierce!" said Nanang while lifting the plate containing hospital food. "It's a healthy food, unlike most micin foods, so it tastes rather bland. Like us." I don't know for what reason, there are puddles of tears that have filled my eyelids.
"Don't cry when your tears are gone." Nanang took a tissue and wiped away my tears, "Have not wept for my condition. Come eat, if not I spend it alone."
I sulked like a child, "Find a boyfriend so I can calmly step with Kaysan's mas. Complete your happiness, Nang. I beg you."
Nanang rubbed his face roughly, "After this, I'll find a girlfriend. If you need a girl who makes you jealous, then be my boyfriend."
My eyes sharpened, "Don't Siska, she's not a good girl!" sergeant hurry.
"My hands are sore holding a spoon, open your mouth." Nanang said.
I don't want to obey my fake husband. He ate all the food he mixed into one. Until it's all gone, "Your stomach is getting wider." Nanang smiled, "Not changed." he continued, putting the plate on the table, after which he took water and medicine that I should drink.
"Cepet cured people's wives. After this sleep, because I'm going to dinner too."
Nanang helped me lift my head, five grains of medicine I had a throat at once with white water that slid freely in my throat.
"Thank you, Nang."
Hospital parking area.
Kaysan kicked the wheel of his car, "Why is everything messed up, why can't everything go the way I want." Kaysan fumbled to himself, he thought his grievance was only the wind hearing him.
"There are past sins that you must pay for, maybe now is the time for God to give you a lesson with the presence of Rinjani at your side." Mother Sasmita just arrived at the hospital parking area. He found Kaysan cursing at his own car.
Kaysan turned around, he was quite surprised by the presence of Mother Sasmita, "There were many girls you rejected, until now you are afraid of losing a woman who means a lot to you. Maybe this is fair with how the girls feel. They once put their heart to you, while you're indifferent to them."
Kaysan shook his head, he just stared at the darkness of the night without the moonlight. "My son, said one poet, you are the main character the women crave, while Rinjani is the rose they age. Like a parable, your relationship is on a rose petal dangling a gontai." Mother Sasmita patted Kaysan on the shoulder, "Patience, the storm has not yet receded." Mother Sasmita breezed into the hospital, she brought a totebag containing Rinjani dressing clothes and Nanang order luggage. As Kaysan stiffened his jaw, he grew increasingly disheartened with his condition.
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