Merantau To Riau Islands

Draw up a plan

Migrating to riau 92 islands

"You're sure of me because you're broken heart are you leaving me tomorrow?"

"So, you still don't believe me?"

"Eat him don't mess with a people's trust. I want to go home."

"Help me to find a girl like you!"

"Girls like me. Yes, I'm alone."

"I need you not someone else."

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POV Nana's

Tired of this heart, heart oh heart, why can not compromise with the mouth anyway. I've always felt ryan come just a short stop as a guest after that he went to the host. Honestly, I want to take it back but I'm too tired to make a stopover again. I don't know where that many men there's no one that fits me. I don't want to be someone's bedmate, I want him to be my friend at home, in the field and in the afterlife.

According to Layla Ryan, who owes hundreds of millions in the bank, to follow the trend of young people now want to make luxury wedding receptions like celebrities. The marriage was annulled, ryan and the family lost their lives. The woman did not want to pay the loss because the loan was on behalf of ryan with BPKB guarantee the only hard-working car ryan.

Moreover, this, has not yet given her trust. Today he has a debt. I don't know what happens after getting married later do I get a decent living? Whatever it is, I should be thankful that it is the talk of a useless person. I'm not gonna let that happen to me. My mom worked hard growing me up in a boy's fall.

"If you marry her. You're worried about Nadia from ryan because of the debt. For me there is no man's debt if he is stingy he remains stingy. Mending you open your business."

"That's money borrowed in the bank. Riba, won't be a blessing."

"Borrowing at the bank is usury, make a business and then go forward does not mean it is not a blessing not to be too trusting With the talk of people outside we will not go forward. For me if you love him, you married still work do not depend on the husband later disappointed. Open business. According to Daniel, Ryan invites you to manage a business together, it's hard to be happy together. Than the loan free mending in made capital." Layla

That's right in Layla's words. The loan was in Ryan's name, and if he couldn't pay for the car, it would be withdrawn. But, many marriages occur KDRT including because of debt. Let it go first, let ryan pay his debt first. After that, leave it to the almighty. If a soul mate must meet.

"Easy, la. Open a business requires skill. I learned to help my mom and banh faisal. I let ryan fight to pay off his debt first. Marry kok luxury after that slow down looking for a fee to pay the debt to ignore the obligation as a husband lest I become a babu and a cash cow again amit-amit."

[Rim! One way to trust me again. I hope you're trying to pay off your debt for a year. If you succeed in paying it I accept you. . If you can't wait Can find another woman, younger, prettier and smarter certainly smart take the heart of in-laws] Teri sent

[It looks like your ass is round no longer believing in my sincerity. I want us to start from zero. Like your dream once was. Think of this debt as capital for us to open a business. My salary to pay off debt, our savings from income to trade like a faisal bang]

[I don't want to be your milk cow and milk cow. You who have my debt also pay. You know me, right? So, mending often pray tahajud]

[Well, that's dong]

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During this month I regularly pray istikharah. I asked that my decision not backfire on me. Do not imitate yes guys, if you have already married a man with a lot of debt yes it is okay to remain enthusiastic, keep trying and praying for his recovery smoothly his debt paid off. After all, it is very great if we try to pay the debt to ignore our obligations to spouses and children.

Until now my heart still hesitates, what's wrong with me? Is this how a woman feels about getting married? There are many things I fear. My life became monotonous with no progress.

We regularly communicate, routinely ask what are the complaints ryan undergo his business. For now there has been no progress of anything called effort yes need process nothing instant. After all, cooking instant noodles also needs a process.

Tired all day struggling on a computer screen makes my head hurt, taking medicine directly to sleep. Last night I slept very well. Mungin drug effect. The first thing I do after waking up carrying out the obligations of Muslims after that surfing the internet world.

I'm looking for a cooking chanel, there's no complete recipe for a dish. The recipe is in our own kitchen. Watching a korean drama. I saw her acting han so hee nice to make emotions mother-emak se country.

[Is the princess awake] Which princess? Ryan has a new princess.

[Which princess? Are you cheating again]

[you judge me]

[Yes, suddenly you called me the princess. What try]

[Wrongly yes? I call you name as usual]

[That's dong]