Merantau To Riau Islands

Motivation of kak shela

"Assalamualaikum," upon arrival at home knocking on the door and say the usual greetings as an ethic we are a Muslim or for non-Muslims can also say hello to non-Muslims.

"Waalaikumsalam, you have come home Nana, how was your trip today?"

"Yes, that's it, brother," in a lethargic voice I replied in a perfunctory manner.

"What's how?"

Yes, sister shela is certainly confused as I said

"Strouble sis, I think it's as easy as I see it in soap operas,"

"You're this, Na, where there's as easy as in a soap opera, it's just a soap opera,"

"Yes, brother, where's Fatih?"

"Patih sleep, that's it, Na, to get it must be with struggle, '' I looked at kak shela with a serious look, the words "struggle" it's hard to do for someone like me.

"Oh, yeah, what was that brother?" I was wondering about the struggle of sister shela first.

"Son't been 5 months looking for him just got,"

"Huh, iy brother! 5 Months long warm," of course I'm surprised, the time used for overseas children should not be messing around, if messing around using time, how the next life.

"Yes, that's it, thank God it can also, many others who can not, they work what is important halal there are those who go home too,"

How, is that brother?" 

"Yes, because people wander it must be serious, good intentions, trying and praying, not with half-intention let alone to play, yes will not be able to,"

"My intention is serious brother, want to be independent, do not charge parents, want to find a fee for college," of course I do not forget my purpose here for what is certainly not to mess around.

"Yes, your words are like that, but your heart says otherwise" again I was made to gawk at the same words of Brother Shela.

"Of course, you know what my sister is about my heart,"

Nana thinks what her sister-in-law is saying is true, she is doubtful, lacking confidence, depressed and forced. Nana is not serious. His heart said he wanted to step on people's land while having a picnic and not to work, while looking for work if he could name it as sustenance.

"No, I'm serious, don't tell me I'm not serious."

Of course I still can't take shela's words just now.

"Nana, this sister has been a long way to travel, lessons, and associations and experiences, not just in the hills, but has been in several big cities, different people with different characters, different people, thousands of people whose brothers found thousands of characters. You don't think you don't know, brother,"

"Oh, brother, this, again yes brother, I am seriously warm, not playful, the intention I sincerely want to make my own money tampa burden old parents, brother, moreover, the mother of a widow, we can not have her child is now dependent on the same mute mother,"

Again shela does not believe in my words, must talk especially so that sister shela believe.

"Yes, the words that come out are actually good, the words do'a, Intention also do'a, fix the intention first, that "Nana, intend to wander to find work for college costs." Empty mind, do not think of anything, do not think you will not be able to, do not think of the results, intention only first, effort, effort, prayer, involve God in every business. You must have forgotten to pray like that. Honestly, what is said in someone's heart you know it's easy for you to know."

"Udah like a god, this brother easily knows the contents of people's hearts,"

"And you already said, this brother is far away from lessons, travel, association and experience. Everyone you know has memorized the same character, including you. Come if you want to work the intention in the heart not only in the mouth, here you are not alone, there is a brother, brother, the same Fatih. You also feel alone and live with other people here."

What was?" feel like you're staying with someone else?" I don't know I'm also confused, in one, I'm not familiar, not close and rarely communicate with Bang Faisal. Tib here also rarely chatting with Bang Faisal even often dabbling with brother-in-law. Second, I feel a dilemma.

"Why silence?" Just relax, here there is a brother, do not consider us other people, just relax, just consider being at home alone, indeed the feelings of people who first decided to wander it are mostly like you. Ahead of getting used to it, if you can work, already payday, have been able to buy goods that they want more at home here,"

"Tuh, finally you know," of course you already know a lot of experience mah.

"Ok, how?" change the intention first yes, intention, prayer, effort, and do not complain, never give up for those who struggle to get to the top,"

"Ok, brother, I'm ready."

"Yes, great.

Haha.

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