Merantau To Riau Islands

Starting from zero

Migrating to riau 91 islands

"Now what's your next plan, Ray? Mama saw at least be able to refuse the request of the woman. Now your debt is piling up in the bank, in what way is it paying?" Sure enough mama dizzy with hundreds of millions of debts in the bank, not counting how much loss we have to bear, the money wasted. My brain is dead-end thinking that appetite is also reduced.

"Look at me later, ma! I'll just give the money back to the bank."

Mama looks at "Cok that? The debt is not a little, loh,"

"I'll invest. I don't know in what way, I'm dizzy now. So, don't mistake me again. I'm dizzy, Ma!"

"What do you want to open?"

"No idea, Ma. Never opened a business before. Yes, yes, I was not feeling well.

"Ryan! Finish the food." I ignored Mama's call to the room. Sitting in the blankon of my bedroom drifted to a year ago. Nana and I work in one office but rarely meet because of different shifs.

I don't know how I paid the debt. Do I have to be willing to take my car to the bank?

***

See social media there is already a status update from jihan. She married the man who impregnated her. I'm blocking the one that's related to him. Butesan he dared to invite me to do something turned out to be the cause of his I was almost deceived.

Not wanting to be heartbroken for too long, I decided to contact Nana. Thankfully, the number is still the same. I asked him if he already had a candidate it turns out that until now there has not been at all. Does nana still want to? Try aja.

Nana refuses I won't waste any more diamonds. The past that made Nana angry will not I repeat again, it is enough I have been a stupid man all this time.

As long as the yellow streak has not curved, I will try my best. Nana suggested Layla unfortunately I felt she didn't fit in. Talking is connecting. His knowledge is extensive but I feel he walked alone when alone with him.

***

Surfing the virtual world what business I fit into. If trading we must have profit skills to promote our trading. Dare to raise capital, many names are also investments that need capital.

Switch to youtube food efforts. Starting from zero is hard. Not all recipes on youtube are complete. We have to take courses if we want processed food we like the community.

Nana used to say she had a cooking course in her hometown, learning to cook from her mother. Managing boutiques, working in factories, skinny sewing and music. He has skills for his future. I'm more confident that with Nana, we can help each other to open a business. What Nana still wants while I owe a lot also my past feels unfair to her.

Now I'm in a lot of debt to bring him back. I'm just bringing back to pay off the debt? Maybe that's what he thought.

***

[Assynoltomodel. Na's! Couldn't we meet this week] Sent, still tick one I've been waiting for hours.

[Wa'alaikum salam. Just say it here. What's up] Thank God he finally answered.

[It's unethical that we're talking about in wa. Good thing we met in person. Yes, can]

[Can't do much of my work that I have to finish at the boarding house]

[Somewhere are you, Na! Is there no more trust for me]

[I believe it. I think trust is expensive. Because you begged me to be cheap]

***

"Niel! I'm taking it to the roundabout terminal Hi. There's Layla!" Undeliverable

"Yep!!!!" Listen, there are girls directly tancap gas, turn to ask for help a long time to say yes. That's what friends don't remember remember we once helped him.

"You're coming too, Na! I guess not."

"I feel sorry for you so I came. But, the one who is loved never pity me."

"Yes, I'm sorry to be so excited."

Tit

It didn't take long for Daniel to come. "What's calling me here?" Daniel.

"We learn to be entrepreneurs."

"Well, ryan's finally back on his feet."

"Pump! We're walking."

Silent in the crowd, it is Nana's habit if it is not important she will not speak. "Yes! It hasn't been 8 years since we've been friends on Facebook."

"Yes!"

"Come, Na. I know from the bottom of your heart you want our relationship back. But, your mouth refused because you don't trust me anymore. You think trust is hard to find. What's wrong you sorry me, besides I also have got his karma. You must be laughing at my story."

"Why should I laugh? There's no reason for me to laugh at people's distress."

"Come, Na. You will not accept me back. Let's forget all the past and learn lessons for the future. We're adults, what are we waiting for if we don't find heaven together?"

"I want to too. But, you really said. Trust is very expensive to me. Once that person lies forever he remains lying. Once he cheated he would cheat again. I won't fall into the same abyss."

"You can think like that. Aren't you sure God is all about flipping people over?"

"Yakin hoot. The faithful can be cheaters d8 later."

"It's not. Ah, forget it, Na. By failing my marriage to jihan. It does not take until married, discovered that Jihan has been pregnant with another boy. Means we're not a soul mate. I don't know who my real soul mate is. I want us to live out a commitment like our old ideals. Forget our bad memories remember the good ones."

"Ryan! Ryan! Ryan. You are this when you come to me yourself. If you have a new friend turn away from me. At the time when you don't have a match with him, come back to me. When the most beautiful ex comes, you leave me. When I was disappointed you were looking for a replacement. When you are disappointed, you come to me again promising me a lasting commitment. What do you think I'm a stopping place? I am just a human being with feelings. I also don't want to be just an escape. It's hard to understand."

"You said it was beyond my expectations. Indeed what you say there is a point but not all wrong. We are never talking about it. Tiara came because we were in a match, because I wanted to be a filial son I accepted first. Marriage does not need a suitable, in line, can guide each other. Now tiara's found the right one."

The second I was looking for a replacement because I saw you have a special relationship with a man from your past so I backed off. But, up until now you didn't have anything to do with him."

"Third thing I don't make you a stopover, I'm leaving batam because I want to try to be the man you want to be. Now that we meet we are single just assume we are fighting for us to be a match. I'm sure about you."

"You're sure of me because you're broken heart are you leaving me tomorrow?"

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