Merantau To Riau Islands

Ryan

Travel to riau islands

The Part 75

I admit tiara is very beautiful, smart, obedient and devoted son said father and mother. But all this time trying to love her, my heart refused. Many friends are married not because of love, because believing with him heaven is easy to achieve. Love lately.

But I'm not that kind of person. I don't know what drives this heart can't accept people who aren't in love. Istikharah prayers have been done hundreds of times but still this heart is still frozen. Poor tiara. I hope he gets a good soul mate.

My heart is still captivated by a girl I aspire to be made a wife. Before going to Java, I have expressed my desire to marry young Nana. But, unfortunately the boy was very firm on his stance. He wants to find a single, established man to make a husband. It means I was rejected raw. I am not yet established, just finished college it took a long time to get it all, indeed many young business people but reaching it all is not as easy as fantasy. Sick, yes, disappointed.

I did my trick to get a Nana's heart by bringing her family closer, her family is very good and welcome guests. It is very difficult to attract the attention of his family in the mouth may they quickly familiarize themselves with me but in his heart doubted me. I can feel that.

There are so many requests Nana after marriage she does not want to live in the house of in-laws, she wants to live in her own house, or her parents' house like husbands in west sumatra do. Because for people there, men who have grown up in demand to be independent after marriage live in the wife's house or take his wife away from home. It was all done to protect women from the attacks of her husband and family, good rangat.

Nana is not a woman who easily believes the promise of love, not a weak woman helpless, not a woman who likes to depend on anyone. Nana is a woman who does not easily trust anyone 100% including her parents.

For weeks Nana's heart still can not be melted. I decided to go home, work in Jakarta. I will try my best to pursue the dream of becoming a man of Nana's dreams.

"Ryan! Said mother. "What kind of woman do you want? Looking for a woman do not look beautiful, tiara is no less beautiful. We all know the seedlings, bebet and weights. What his father said was true. Don't look for a woman who doesn't know her origins, her relationships, her edges she can't be a good housewife." I just kept quiet to hear the babbling of my mother that I heard more than a hundred times a day.

"Ryan! Answer mama! as a child, you have to die to the parents of a great sin if you rebel." I kept circling the house and the whole thing wherever I went, Mom followed me. A sin? I was born in a modern world relying on kindness towards my fellow living beings to reach heaven. Papa and mama did not know his son was full of sins in the past. My dream is to find a good woman because as depraved as men still look for a good woman to be made a wife because they want to print a good next generation of good mothers as well.

"Ryan! We betrothed you the same tiara because we wanted the best for you. Not a woman out there who is neko-neko, married into the house of in-laws do not understand how to accustom themselves to the in-laws offended to say in-laws and zolim husbands." In-law? The woman I love does not want to be alone in the house of in-laws.

Didn't want to hear my mother's chatter I went into the room to lock the door before that mother had already entered the room first. Disturbing my mood that's been messed up since.

"Ma! Tiara is indeed a good daughter-in-law dream mama and papa. But please don't force me to marry her. You know what I look like, once said no yes no. I'm not against him but I don't love him. I can't marry the closest person. What time is it now? Still playing games? I am still young my journey is still long, work has not had, I do not want to trouble people's favorite children. Later my lack of living is also wrong, mama also got the sap said mama people can not educate mama's boys to be responsible children."

"God does guarantee the sustenance of every married servant but look around mama! It all takes a lot of effort otherwise it's like that." Show Ryan to the pedestrian. "Sons and wives were made beggars and sold crackers. I don't want to be a failed human being. Before I fail, I try from now on. I modeled them in developed countries that were successful before marriage and none of them troubled children and wives. Mom and Dad will be proud."

"Which woman I want. That's my business. I have my own type that can't be bothered. I don't care who he is, I love him and mom and dad don't have to interfere in my choices. Good bad, that's my choice. Let me take the risk."

Nana I always think about Nana. Did Nana think of me too? Every night I look at his pictures. Nana is aoa now, right? How does Nana feel I'm not going to say anything? Does Nana think I left because I couldn't accept her terms?

I don't know why I feel this round on Nana. The word love can make people smart but stupid.

Mr. Ratih was jolted not because he heard the words of his son. Not getting married before you get established. Men are the same as women, men if they are adults and not yet established let alone their bad image although never neko-neko. Girls in this village are smart, they are looking for a handsome man made a husband. Otherwise the handsome important established like that his mother Educates his daughter. Women are too mature but still girls, the rarer men who want to be the same they want a young man. Unless the widow's status is clear."

But that's okay, everyone has a right to an opinion. I will still persuade ryan to want to marry a tiara not willing it feels like ryan is married to another woman. He will rule my son completely.

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