Merantau To Riau Islands

Nana's heartache

Travel to Riau Islands

Part 60's.

"When? But meet my requirements first yesterday! How's it!"

Ryan was silent for a long time, again objecting to the conditions I gave. People say, so women do not burden prospective husbands with a lot of dowry and a living that is not in accordance with the ability. Because the best of the cheaper women dowry, married does not demand a living that is beyond his ability.

Hey, man. We are living in what age? I did not ask for a high dowry. After all, what's wrong with applying the conditions to test whether he wants to fight for me or not. If she loves us, she will fight for what she wants. Not that those who are less capable cannot fight. Otherwise, he would say that the woman was not him, many others.

Indeed, it cannot be predicted that those who successfully fight for their women in the beginning before marriage will still be responsible men and vice versa.

Likewise, those who fail to struggle at the beginning of their marriage will fail again to take responsibility when they are married later. Households are shaken, the cost of living is getting bigger. Less responsibility, wife and child are victims. Allah has guaranteed sustenance for all living beings. But, according to his ability as well, must try, otherwise there is no sustenance. Nor will God send money out of the sky. So, it's hard to double.

But this I did to protect myself from the wrong guy at least it's hard not to double.

Be careful when looking for a man, love is not everything. Marrying me once for a lifetime. You have to think carefully before it happens. But, if the marriage has happened is not in accordance with the will of the heart. Netizens say "patience, it's a test in the household. Everything has become a destiny to live." Uninspiring.

For me it was destiny before it was our choice. As long as we can choose, why not choose. by honing skills, working first, saving for tomorrow. Money can indeed be sought, all of it is not as easy as people in novels. But, back up again, if it happens it is not appropriate to want the heart. God knows, the important thing is that I have tried to choose the best.

Do not take refuge behind the word DESTINY for all the mistakes we make.

***

It has been a week since the chat in the flower garden, their relationship became tenuous. Ryan's hard to call. Phone not picked up, WA not answered. Nana felt, "Did Ryan stay away from her because the conditions were too heavy? Huh, just cemen. Not yet the war has lost."

"Kok, that friend of yours never came back, huh, Na?" Mother said, as long as Ryan is here often. Ryan was smart to take the heart of mom and the others.

"No idea, Mom. Busy cooperation maybe."

"Ryan, is it work?"

"don't know. Last time, he was busy working here and there." Nana told a lie it's impossible to tell the truth.

At night, Nana restlessly sleeps around left-right like clockwork. A difficult feeling to understand, between longing and jealousy. A blank look up see WA, no status or message from Ryan. View Blue logo app no status update.

"Well, where is Ryan? They disappeared without a trace. Yes, allah. My chest is tight, why is this? I can't be like this." Nana squeezed his chest. "Well, why so much pain?"

"Dude, Ryan. Reply to my WA. If you disappear due to an objection to the conditions I have proposed, I am willing to withdraw those conditions. I won't incriminate you. I don't want to be stamped on a bad girl either." Inner Nana.

***

"Ryan, Alhamdulillah. Where do we meet, where are you? Not calling me? Ryan I'm sorry I won't incriminate you. Trust me, don't fuck me.

Ryan was silent

Nana held Ryan's hand tightly like she didn't want to lose. "Ryan, how are you quiet? Mom and the others asked you, you know, it's been two weeks not home."

Ryan shut up and left

**"

"Astagfirullah. Just a dream." Nana woke up from a dream, feeling erratic, cold sweat pouring out, chest that felt hot and a rapid heartbeat like running out of a marathon. "Astagfirullahal'azim, Astagfirullahal'azim, Astagfirullahal'azim.

"I'm up to the alarm? It is rare to have such a night. My heart feels like it's pounding so hard."

"In Ryan's dream gone? Went where? That's like real. I don't know why my feelings are not bad, the longing that hurts the heart, the shadow of his face, he said softly but firmly. Ryan I miss you. Where're you?"

"Ryan, I miss you." Inner Nana, while taking the phone check turned out zonk.

Long pensive, Nana chose to perform evening prayers asking God to be given a good soul mate. If the soul mate is far closer, if close unite. Nana couldn't help but miss alone.

"Say people say that if we miss someone, does that person miss us too?" I don't know, only that person and God knows. Mending tomorrow I'm looking for Ryan to his boarding house.

***

Night turns day, Nana is still struggling in the room, checking all social media friends Ryan. Did Ryan leave a trace on one of his sosmed themes. Zonk.

Nana opts out alone starting to boarding Ryan turns zonk. The owner said Ryan had moved but did not know where. Meet up. Fero, Fero doesn't know where his friend is.

"What's up, Na!" Fero.

"You know, where's ryan?" Nana looked at Fero deeply hoping for a glimmer of hope.

"Not knowing where, he's gone, don't say."

"The truth is, you don't know where Ryan is? You're close, one local, another neighbor, don't know where he's going?"

"Oath, Na. Don't know how to. We're his friends nobody knows where he's going. Did you guys fight?"

"No, yes, that's it. Sorry to interrupt the time. I'm going first.

It's been all Ryan's friends he's met they don't know where. Including his girlfriend.

Wanted to ask Tiara but was disinclined

Go to Ranoh Beach, Marina and Flower Park near top 100 malls. Nana just daydreams of remembering the fond memories of the two of the three picnics and planning for the future.

"Where are you ryan I miss. Winds up my greetings to this servant of the Lord. Ryan."

Nana wrote in the diary.

Where is ryan ?

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