Merantau To Riau Islands

Fill Nana's heart

Migrating to riau islands 87

I won't let them fornicate.

Tok tok tok tok

Tok tok tok tok

After knocking on the door I left unfortunately I kicked the canned drink bottle.

"Who is that?" There was a sound from inside, I immediately ran away lest I be found out. I'm not leaving this town. At least now it is relieved to know the true nature of ryan. She doesn't believe I've never dated her like that.

"Nana! Wait!" No matter how Ryan's screams call me. Keep going right now I need refreshing. I felt relieved but also hurt tears fell down my cheeks. This time my heart was in a great pain. Whether the premonition of a mother is never wrong, until now reluctant to give blessing.

I had arrived at the ancol beach the first place we visited with ryan there was a tiara coming with us from behind. I'm ashamed of the tiara. I'm ashamed of my mother and also bang faisal.

I don't know how long I've been smiling, I haven't written in a long time. Spilling all my curses and complaints into a piece of writing into a story. Suddenly.

"Lady!" Suddenly ryan came and a woman named amelia ex ryan when in batam used to notice us from afar. He looked away.

"What's wrong?"

"I'm sorry!"

"You must be angry about that. Let me explain yes! It's all not true, it's not like you heard. I'm sorry I let you down."

"Actually, you don't need to explain. I already understand it looks like we are indeed not a match."

"What do you mean we're not a match? What about our struggle to get the blessing of our parents? What about my parents and your parents? Until I call off an arranged marriage with a tiara for you?"

"That's you know. Then why are you acting?"

"Let me explain. Amelia came from Batam because she graduated from college. Want to manage his parents' company in Jakarta no more. "

"You know what? When you first saw me, I was quiet. When you first revealed that you thought I wanted to marry me without going out. Maybe I was just ordinary at that time."

When you asked me who my boyfriend was, I said I never dated you never believed. By the time you approach my family until they're sure you're the only good guy. I gave you terms but you objected and left."

At that time my feelings were devastated to find you here and there, to your boarding house, all your friends in batam but zonk. My heart aches, maybe you object to the terms I'm proposing, while in the time together there's a beautiful woman fighting for you."

I was sad until a lot of daydreaming to depression because I thought of you who did not come. Until the village people are busy match me here and there all I think about is you. I'd be uncomfortable if I accepted you unconditionally, I wouldn't be in a match-up like that."

Women can accept their men as they are but different from men who rarely can accept the condition of his wife as is. At the time of the fight, the husband will always bring up the wife's past self-esteem is getting lower."

I regularly pray istikharah, ask the creator for the answer does not take long. God opened the way for me somehow I want to go to your boarding house turns out to be God himself who opens your secrets. My mother until now still refused to give her blessing even though she would make a black agreement on white and Alhamdulillah hunch me and mother was not wrong."

Now who explains the situation? You what am I? For me it's not fair for me to accept me back as it turns out you can't accept me for who I am either. So, forget our story look for another one that's better for you."

Finally, the strands that I had asked for answers in the third of the night poured out also even though the important tightness I was relieved. It's up to them to do it again. I am too holy for them.

"So we never did. I beg you. I'm sorry, I really never did. About those words. I'm sorry too, everything is beyond my logic. I'm not really talking about that. Just to cheer up a broken-hearted Amelia."

"Amelia your former. How many times have you done that? Do you have children?"

"Astagfirullah. How come your mind is so far off?"

"Yes, who knows." Opening the gold ring on the ring finger I went back to the owner. "This is your ring I'm returning again."

"Why did you give it back? Here's yours!"

"That's not mine it's yours. Give it to Amelia. I'll go first. assalamualaikum." On leaving unfortunately, Ryan pulled my hand.

"Nana wait."

"What else?"

"Give me punishment so that you will forgive me!"

"Punish me, marry amelia or tiara."

"Nothing else than that?"

"Nothing else."

"Nana wait! Nana! No I ignored ryan chasing me away carrying a cry, as hard as I was fragile also a matter of love. Not even married has been made to cry especially married later.

This is the third time Ryan has disappointed me. My target was to be disappointed just not that late I wouldn't allow myself to be let down by the same person.

Mom, bang faisal. Forgive me for not being able to walk away from my false love now that our relationship is over. I'll find another soul mate who will accept me for who I am. Tiara, I'm sorry. You who are good do not fit in with him either.