Married for Marriage (Haris And Hana)
Chapter 99: Hug Me, Don't Let Go Again!
If you're not the one then why do my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why do your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?
I'll never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
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Hana went into her room after Hajj and Hajjah Zakaria returned home. There was an unpleasant feeling that enveloped his heart. Can not be denied, the problem of children who had been a hot topic of their conversation made him feel uncomfortable.
Hana was sitting on her bed when contemplating the words of Hajjah Aisyah earlier,
"May God soon give you sons! Haris is 27 years old, soon 28 years old. The right age and very mature to have children. It's been a year since you got married, if in doubt, check your health with a doctor. The issue of children of this descent means a lot in our family, even our son Yahya must marry again to get it"
Hajjah Aisyah emphasized her tone on the Sentence even our son Yahya had to remarry to get her. The last sentence of Hajjah Aisyah felt like a threat to him.
Counting only a few weeks since his return and Haris from Madrid, could he be pregnant in a short time? The issue of this child is beyond estimation. He still hasn't finished college, he's not even 19 yet.
Many are envious to see his relationship and Haris, not the least of which is to say that he was very lucky in the editing by men like Haris whose Notabene religious, handsome yet well established.
According to the people, Haris is really a dream husband. They envy the harmony of their marriage. Haris and Hana. is really a compatible and balanced couple. Perfects.
Even though in reality, their relationship is not as good, many things must be realized in this arranged marriage. Even Haris and Hana can be comfortable with each other and open to each other after going through various marriage trials, and their union is also not even a month. How shiny!
Hana sighed in the air, He was too lazy and tired to think about all this, at this time all he needed was a stretch of prayer mats to evaporate all the complaints that were pressing on him.
Not waiting for time, Hana also took ablution and prayed 2 rakaat, After that he opened youtube and listened to cool lectures about housekeeping. He needs enlightenment now. He also set a lecture from Shaykh Saladin, his favorite scholar.
اَلدُّنْيَا مَتَاعٌ وَخَيْرُ مَتَاعِ الدُّنْيَا الْمَرْأَةُ الصَّالِحَةُ.
“The world is jewelry, and the best jewelry of the world is the wife who shalihah.” (HR Muslim from Abdullah bin Amr).
The Prophet said, “Will I tell you about the best of one's inheritance? That is a woman of prayer, who is pleasant if viewed, obeys if ordered by the husband, and can keep (treasure and honor) if left to go.” (CHR. An-Nasa'i and Imam Ahmad. Shaykh Al Albani says that this hadith is hasan shahih).
“Whichever woman dies and her husband is happy with her, she will go to heaven.” (CHR. Tirmidzi. 1161)
The words of Shaykh Salahuddin who carried the hadith sentences so slapped him. She expects and demands Haris to be as she wants, but has she become the wife of the shalihah whom Haris desires?
While they were just starting to improve, they had just begun to explore the character of each other. Too petty and arrogant if he easily says farewell sentences to Haris. Moreover, Haris dared to swear that the child in Arini's birth is not his child.
If it is ignored, if it is not cared about, can not he talk about it from heart to heart to Haris? Why is it so emotional. Does love make a person forget everything?
Hana was crying again, she was trying to think straight now. It is time for him to rise from the turmoil and downturn of the household he created himself.
True, she must indeed condemn Haris for the neglect and pain her husband inflicted. But this is not how it works. Religious standards should be a compelling reason here, not a run from trouble. Apparently, he was not as mature as he thought. He and Haris had to talk about which port they were going to take this household.
About the child's problem, Hhhh. What should he be afraid of, right? if God wills, everything will happen easily. *Come on Hana, you can get through this. Trust everything only to Allah semb**ata*! Do not be afraid and doubt, Allahu Ma'ana!!
Hana is sure that she can also have children like other women in general.
How much Hana was fighting against her Ego. It desperately encouraged itself, fighting off all the negative feelings that were enveloping her heart. If Haris did choose her, he promised not to let Haris turn away from her, promising to better control her emotions.
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After her feelings become more peaceful and relieved, Hana reactivates her phone. A series of missed calls went into his cell phone Bertubi-tubi. Haris' name was recorded there.
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It turns out that Haris did not give up, he called Hana again, maybe his wife's mobile phone was active. And sure enough, her calls again filled Hana's screen.
Hana wanted to lift it straight away, but. mas Haris did have to fight more!
For the feeling of ego and desire this one Hana heart still can not be challenged.
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Haris called her again for the third time, finally slowly Hana pressed the phone symbol with green on the screen.
"Haloo.. hello Hana, Assalamu'alaikum! " Sapa Haris sumringah from across there.
"Was... Waalaikumsalam" replied Hana.
Tessss, Haris' heart felt so cold hearing Hana's voice, a dewy groove as if dripping with aridness in his heart.
"Hana, from earlier I called you but your phone is not active, I'm worried you why napa, I'm too reluctant to ask Abah about your news, lastly I asked Ridwan for Yura's number and called him to ask him how you were doing. But unfortunately Yura also did not know her" Haris charged long.
Hana immediately checked her mobile phone, yes Rabb turned out Yura had also repeatedly contacted her.
"Ma, I'm sorry, I turned off the phone on purpose" Honestly Hana.
"You're still angry, aren't you?" Ask Haris limp.
"Didn't you miss me? " Lirih Haris, Hana just shut up.
"What do I have to do so you can forgive me? say it! " Lirih Haris again.
"Hana, don't torture me like this! My mohooon!" Haris begged again.
"Help me, hold me tight but promise not to let go again" Hana said with a tremble.
This time Haris was like finding an oasis hearing Hana's request. The pain in the head that is getting worse is almost gone.
"I'm going home tonight, I'm going to go home and hold you tight, I'm going to go home and bring you my arms. Then I'll never let go after him" Haris promised vigorously.
"Can I hold your word? " Hana Glazed over, wanting to feel like she was replying and saying that she also missed him a lot, but her stifled throat prevented him from saying that.
tut tut tut tut tut
Why is the phone turned off? Hana frowned.
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Haris again made a call after turning off his phone, apparently he wanted to make a video call with Hana. Hana hurriedly answered him,
"My Sweetheart..." Haris smiled charmingly as she looked at Hana with her veil on the glass screen. Now that Haris is alone in a hotel room, he has finished his work.
Soon Maghrib came, he would be ready to go home after his thirst was slightly satisfied by seeing Hana's face. Ridwan is still taking care of his other affairs out there. No less, Hana also replied with a sweet smile.
"Why welcome me with a hood, hm? " Haris asked in such a soft voice.
"It's a mukenah mas, not a veil" Hana showed her body down, a long face adorned her look.
"Let go, I want to see you with your hair down" Pinta Haris.
Hannah did what Haris wanted. She opened her face, and with a slow motion Hana pulled the rubber that adorned her hair. Slowly her hair was broken, Hana lightly combed the strung hair with her fingers.
Everything Hana did was so simple, her treatment was really simple, but it was all able to hypnotize Haris until this young man was longing.
"You're so pretty if you're..." Honest Haris.
"Hmh, but do it in front of me! " Continue Haris fast.
"Of course, even in the presence of Abah alone I almost never remove the veil, even though it is common and commonplace between the child and Father" Sahut Hana.
"I can't wait to see you soon" said Haris.
"Who are you back with? "
"Only alone"
"Lho, where are the others? "
"Following tomorrow morning. Their work is very dense, they can collapse if they come back tonight" Tukas Haris.
"Then I have to come back in the morning! " Pinta Hana suddenly.
"Why is that? "
"Mas will also collapse if forced to go home tonight"
"My work is not as heavy as theirs. I don't have to make a report either! All those who handle" said Haris. Could he not sleep tonight if he didn't meet Hana.
"But still have to go home tomorrow morning, I forgot that last night I just fainted?! " Hana raised her eyebrows next to her.
"I'm right, I'm gonna collapse if I don't see you tonight! "
"Excessive mas! I'll keep your promise, I'll wait for you to hug me tomorrow morning! " Seriously said Hana.
"Can't, I promised and I'll fulfill, God willing I'll be fine, as long as I'm with you, near you I'll be fine! Don't you worry! Wait for me, open the door for me and welcome me" Haris said, giving a smile to reassure Hana.
"All right, I'll wait for you. But be careful on the road, don't race! Don't forget dinner tonight, otherwise you will spend the food on my nightstand" Canda Hana.
"Haha, you still remember it, look how reckoned my wife is! Alright, I will not take any more of your food, but instead you will be the one I will eat! " Haris raised the corner of his lips to form a curve, he let out his smirk. Hearing the sentence Haris uttered, Hana's face turned red.
"It's over, get ready! adzan maghrib will reverberate! " Hana switched the conversation.
"Don't forget my message. O yes, about what time did mas depart from bandung? and what time will my estimate get here? " Tanya Hana's.
"God willing, at 8 I leave, probably at 12 o'clock I'm already there! " Sahut Haris's.
"Oiya, you want to nitip something? I mean something you like, special food here. I will also buy it for Abah, Ummi and for the people there"
"Well, I love all the special food from there! " Say Hana.
"Alright, cuuppp, assalamu'alaikum" said Haris while demonstrating as if he was peeping Hana's forehead.
"Greetings" replied Hana. There was a sense of reluctance in his heart to end the video call when Haris had to say a closing greeting. However, they do have to do it and be patient waiting for a meeting which seems to have been separated for so long.
Hana immediately got ready, he went out of the room and went to the kitchen to make sure raw food is available, he planned to cook Haris his favorite food.
How glad he was to make sure it was all there. Almost he jumped, but the movement half-finished captured by Ummi.
"Kok looks like Ummi's son is very happy? " Tanya Ummi was astonished.
"Hana can't be happy? " Hana asked sumringah.
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Haris is getting ready to go back, he's been wearing his backpack and his shoes.
"Lu sure you're home tonight? Are you sure tomorrow? " Ridwan repeated the same question for the umpteenth time.
"Know it. I want to meet Hana! Dilan Miss said it was Wan's weight! So quickly marry Yura let Lu understand" Haris patted Ridwan's shoulder.
"Yes, whatever you do, you stubborn bastard! " Ridwan is worried about Haris' condition, out there the rain also began to fall.
"Well, if so I say yes! God willing we meet tomorrow"
"Okay, fii amanillah, may Allah bless You"
"Siip Amiiin"
By saying bismillah and prayer trips, Haris began to take his car to split the thick of the night.
The drizzling rain that had descended slowly earlier began to show its strength, the circles were enlarged and rushing. Haris activates the wind screen wipers of his car to wipe the rain water is increasingly great greet the glass of his car.
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