
My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind
'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose, I'm winning
'Because I give you all of me
And you give me all of you
How many times do I have to tell you?
Even when you're crying, you're beautiful too
The world is beating you down, I'm around through every mood
You're my downfall, you're my muse
My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues
I can't stop singing, it's ringing in my head for you
***
Finally Haris was allowed to go home by a team of doctors after waiting for the final intensive examination. Haris in real will recover and can go home with a variety of notes.
During the Recovery period, Haris is not allowed to stay up late, too heavy work must also consume foods that can add hemoglobin such as beets, dragon fruit, nuts etc.
Hajjah Aisyah warns wanti Hana to be able to control the activities and diet of Haris, she hopes no longer hear her favorite adopted child was admitted to the hospital twice for similar cases.
Ms. Fatma herself focuses more on the struggle of Hana in caring for and caring for Haris. Because of this, he did not hesitate to say Thank you and pray that the household of his son-in-law was always in the care of Allah SWT.
"Mas, before we go home to the place of the beautiful ma'am first huh! " Take Hana.
"For what? " Tanya Haris is lazy.
"Mas has to say thank you, right... Allah helped the people through his intercession" said Hana.
"Oh so. Hmh Alright, it's up to you! " Said Haris casually who is still sitting on the mattress waiting for Hana who is almost finished packing their things to take home.
"All of us look at Arini as well" continued Hana again.
"Army? Is he sick again? " Haris frowned.
"Yes, Arini's mom is in a coma, she's in this hospital too! "
"Hmh, okay. It's up to you" replied Haris flatly.
Now live Haris, Hana plus their friends there who are sitting around Haris. They are reluctant to move from there after bullying all-out Haris and Hana who are caught incident almost kissed Live show in front of those who are still inexperienced.
Unlike the others, Gibran looked moody, he was not too excited. But inevitably he had to encourage his heart to accept the reality.
Especially when Hana was so paying extra attention to Haris, painstakingly feeding the lucky young man medicine, peeling the fruit and returning to feed him . Look at the looks of those who meet each other. Everyone made him want to breathe.
"Selesaaaiii" cried Hana girang. He has finished doing his job. Haris smiled brightly at how cheerful his wife was.
"Alhamdulillah... Good Job's. Thank You, Honey! " Haris said without hesitation. It blatantly calls the friendly Hana.
"Eheeemmm.. singles disperse! " Romi's clap with his hands formed a movement of expelling friends from around Haris.
"Belg ... Disperses... The world belongs to both" Ridwan chimed in.
"Haha asem you! " Haris throws a tissue at his nosy friends. They immediately repelled the attack.
"Actually, it's all a couple. Just his execution, yes, Wan? "!!! Chirps Romi. Ridwan and Yura looked at each other.
" Laah yes, Ridwan is the same Yura. Do you have a partner yourself? " snake Haris joking.
"That's a very small thing. By dong! I and Ridwan already have a partner, Gibran lives. How's Sa? Gibran Okay huh? " Romi starts teasing Gibran.
Spontaneous Gibran glanced at Hana, for a moment they looked at each other. Hana immediately turned her face away. Lisa did not expect at all Romi would address the sentence to her.
"Haha, how could Mas Gibran want to be with me, from the beginning until now mas Gibran will like it just the same Hana doang!" Shoot Lisa's origin but on target.
Yura immediately squeezed Lisa's hand, from the first he always cursed Lisa's slippery mouth. For a moment the atmosphere became awkward and unfriendly. No doubt Lisa covered her mouth with her palm. Haris' bright face immediately turned grim hearing Lisa's sentence earlier.
"Ahahaha hmh, God willing all will meet their soul mate at the right time! " Romi said with a laugh to ward off awkwardness.
"Yes, we move Yuuuk! I want this afternoon" Take Ridwan later.
They rise up out of the room.
"You guys go first, I and Hana look up to Arini first" Haris told her Friends.
Together, the couple is looking for Arini's ward. They wish that the beautiful ma'am was there too. Haris carrying a basket of fruits from the gift of the people when visiting him yesterday, the basket of fruits will be given to Arini.
"Jasmine room... Mawaar Room... Orchid Room...." Hana was burdened one by one the room they passed, Haris just silently heard her.
"Mas..... "
"Hm.... "
"Are we on the wrong road? but the Edelweiss room should be in this hallway" Hana's head glanced to the right and to the left. Haris remained silent without answering a word. He just kept stepping.
"Mas... "
"Hm.... "
"That's his Edelweiss room! " Excited Hana sparkling. Finally they found Arini's room after twirling around looking for the room in question.
"I want to go home... " Lirih Haris suddenly. He felt his mood deteriorate at this moment.
"Huh? Why mas? Mas sick? " Tanya Hana was worried. Haris shook his head quickly.
"I just want to go home now. Can we visit Arini and Bu Indah next time? " Pinta Haris's.
"alright... " Say Hana. Their steps twisted the direction, for a moment there was no meaningful conversation between them.
A few minutes passed. Haris took Hana's hand, they walked while holding hands. Haris balances his footsteps by equating with Hana's steps. As if he didn't want to die in the slightest.
"Mas... "
"Hm... " Answer Haris without a word.
"We stopped by the Arab store for a while. I want to buy honey, dates and zam-zam water to stock in the recovery period Mas" Pinta Hana.
"Hm... " Haris replied without a word. Strange with Haris attitude, Hana looked up at the face of the husband who just kept walking towards the parking lot and looked straight ahead with a face that was difficult to read. Suddenly,
Bruuukkk
Hana's feet tripped over the pebble, the hand that Haris held was released. It fell into the rocky asphalt. De Javu, the events at the beginning of their marriage seemed to repeat themselves.
"If the way why not look at it anyway?! Where's eyes?!" Hardik Haris panicked with a loud voice. Hana's legs bleed through her white skirt.
Feeling in the snaps, Hana's eyes dewy. I don't know why he felt a bit of pain in his lower abdomen. Haris immediately lifted Hana into the car.
The young man who was recovering from illness put his wife in the back seat, Ialu hurried forward opened the seat and took out the p3K equipment then went back in there.
Haris sat down beside Hana, slowly carrying his wife's legs over her lap. Hannah started crying. Haris did not care about her crying. He lifted the dress skirt, opened the socks and then lifted the leggings wrapped in his wife's legs.
"www..." Rintih Hana slowly, she wiped her tears.
Haris painstakingly cleaned the wound with a small amount of alcohol and then applied the red medicine on the injured spot. Hana grimaced, her crying became more and more.
"This is just so bad, anyway! What's that hurt?!" Back Haris snapped at Hana. Want to not want this woman to hold back her cries and sesugukan.
Finally, Haris wrapped the injured part of Hana's body with gauze and tied it tightly there to stop the blood from seeping.
Not to forget, he took a tissue and gently rubbed the tears that flowed on his wife's cheek. Then he opened the car door, lifted Hana up from there and took her to the front bench. Haris drove his car to his destination.
Ten minutes passed, they were still both silent, until Haris parked his car in front of the Arab shop that Hana had ordered, without speaking a word to Hana, he said, Haris went straight in there.
"Hhhhhh" Hana exhaled seeing Haris' sudden change in attitude towards her. Her tears are flowing again.
***
Night crawled up, Haris had just returned from congregational prayer in the mosque. He was feeling fresher now but his mood was still the same and had not improved.
Haris came to bring a plate of fried rice pattaya with omelet to the room Hana also carrying p3K equipment there. He took the time to cook Hana dinner, considering the door of his wife's room was not open since he dropped his wife on the bed.
Haris immediately opened the room without knocking on the door first, apparently Hana was changing her clothes. His wife was walking towards the closet. A white tanktop shirt and cream-colored sot pants adorn Haris's view.
Seeing her husband, Hana spontaneously picked up the clothes that had fallen on the floor and covered the visible part of her body.
Haris puts the rice and p3K boxes on the nightstand and walks over to Hana. He took the clothes in his wife's hand, put the origin and lifted Hana up on the bed.
"I've seen it all. What do you want to cover, hm?" Haris whispered in Hana's ear as he put his wife up there, Hana brushed. Haris took a blanket not far from them and covered the top of Hana's body to the extent of the injured leg.
Haris saw the gauze bandage that was still there and opened it, he painstakingly replaced the old bandage with a new one.
"Mas... " Call Hana, for a moment when their sight meets.
"Hmh." answered Haris without a word, he resumed his work changing bandages. When she finished, she lowered the blanket to cover Hana's entire leg.
Haris glanced at the nightstand and picked up the rice plate pattaya had just cooked, slowly he lifted Hana's body and made her lean over the head of the bed, Haris took the rice and scooped it and began to feed his wife.
Smelling the pungent smell of rice pattaya, makes Hana feel nauseous again. He closed his nose.
"Eat... " Haris's Order. Hana shakes.
"If you don't eat, you will get sick!! " Haris Spray. He tried to feed Hana.
"Yyyyyyyy"
Hana shook her head, she closed her eyes and was completely unable to eat it. Never mind eating, just look at it he already feels nauseous.
"Hhhhhh... I took great pains to make it! Can't you just appreciate it a little?!" Ketus Haris sighed. He whose mood was bad from now on, as if he wanted to vent all the negative energy on Hana.
Hana's eyes dewy again, he took a spoon on the plate that Haris had placed, then tried to bribe the fried rice into the mouth. Hana closed her eyes and held her breath. The rice landed perfectly there.
But Suddenly,
"Hoooekkkkk... Buuurrrrrrr" Rice in his mouth successfully sprayed onto the white cocoa shirt that Haris was wearing and slightly hit his face.
Haris's face flushed. He was out of words.
"Ma... Sorry" Hana started crying.
Haris exited Hana's room by closing the door, accidentally slammed the door a little, he went into his own room and opened the rough buttons of his clothes and placed in a dirty cloth
Haris went into the bathroom, the shower was lit and the water ran from his head to his feet. He breathed his rough breath. Eyes glazed. He hit the wall hard.
Haris condemns his rude behavior to Hana, he still can not control himself. Today he was too angry, too jealous, too childish.
Honestly, he could not bear to see Hana and Gibran looking at each other. Not just once, but many times. Gibran who loved his wife to this day, The longing gaze of the man could not lie to her. Moreover, this was reinforced by Lisa's sentences that were right on target.
***
Slowly Haris opened the door to Hana's room, looking at the body of his wife who had been curled up under the blanket there.
Hhhhhh Hana was asleep. Think Haris.
Slowly he opened the blanket wrapped in his wife's body and joined to lay down there, then slowly peeked the top of Hana's head with a lot of feeling. He wrapped his hands around Hana's body and tightened his arms there.
Hana who actually had not slept spontaneously brushed her off.
"Ha.. Hana, you haven't slept?" Haris asked, her tone was now slower and more regular but Hana was silent. This woman held back her tears.
Haris again tried to hug his wife and gently rub his arms. Yet again Hana brushed it off.
"Hana... I'm mint...."
Hana got up and sat down,
"What now do you want?? " Tanya Hana with tears streaming down.
"Do you need me and hate me again tomorrow morning??"
"Do it!! Do as you please!! " Tears Hana broke. He quickly began to unbutton his pajamas.
Haris.
***