Married for Marriage (Haris And Hana)

Married for Marriage (Haris And Hana)
Chapter 32: The Debate of Haris and Hana



Hana just finished changing her clothes. He came out of the room to the family room to meet Haris. It was seen Haris was reading a newspaper that had no idea how long the news in the newspaper had passed. He then glanced towards Hana who was approaching. Hana looked reluctant. He was too tired to speak, but he also could not ignore the orders of the husband who was waiting for him.


“Hana, sit down” Hana sat following Haris instructions. He chose to sit in a chair away from Haris.


“Sini nearer” Hana back following Haris orders, she shifted her seat a little closer, but only moved one seat.


“More closely” Hana is unmoved. He just kept quiet. Haris grew impatient and woke up and sat down near Hana.


“You've eaten?” Haris asked in her soft voice. Hana just remembered from earlier she had not eaten at all while the day had gone up in the afternoon.


“This eat” Haris thrust a box of sweet martabak that he had been good-right when Hana changed clothes.


“Come.” Haris started off by taking his martab. Tasty.


“Bismillah” Want to not want Hana to take her food, it is undeniable that worms in the stomach have thrashed asking for her rights.


After eating the sweet martabak, Haris looked at Hana seriously.


“Hana, where were you? Are you really buying drinks?” Haris began to ask, her voice slow but full of emphasis. Hana just kept quiet.


“Hana, answer. I'm waiting for your answer” Hana just shut up. He doesn't know what to answer.


 “Do you know how panicked I was to see you who were not in the hospital room? I searched here and there but didn't find you.”


“Why didn't you tell me. Ah, even your phone is not active” Continue Haris at length.


“What when mas looking for me as panicked as when hearing a mas friend named Arini was an accident?” suddenly Hana asked this question. He closed his mouth and inwardly again condemned his foolishness to his presumptuous question.


Now, a little pictured in Haris sat the problem that happened. Is this woman really jealous? The girl has never been to the point to describe how she feels.


“Are you jealous, Hana?”


“Mas, this is not a matter of jealousy or not. There they ignored me. I sat alone waiting for hours without even a hint of mas caring how I was doing. I understand that my dear friend is lying helplessly and panicking. It was human. I saw it was not hearty either, in my heart I also prayed for his recovery. But, is ignoring the wife also a humane thing mas?” Haris. He did not expect Hana to be able to hold such an argument. The meek girl


it shows the other side of him. He who felt his pride scratched has now voiced.


 “So because of that, you chose to go alone from the hospital?” Haris appealed Hana's argument.


“Terus what should I do mas? Do I have to keep waiting for the mas who knows when will come out of the sacred room? Then saw the mas staring intensely at the girl lying down without flinching a bit?” Haris. It turns out that while in the hospital Hana kept paying attention to him.


“Good. I was wrong to ignore you.”.


“Ignore own wife more precisely!” It turns out Hana still can't accept.


“True, I have ignored my own wife, but what is going away without asking permission from the husband first it is justified, Han?”


“Already. I was wrong. I started this thing” Haris said quietly while holding Hana's hand.


“What woman is a lover of mas?”


“How can I have a lover out there while I've been tied to marriage with you”


“Then who is that woman named Arini?” Hana is still investigating.


“I've told you that He is my friend”


“Only friends?”


“For now he is my friend”


“For now?” Hana started to pull her hand which was in Haris's grasp.


“Before marrying you I planned to marry her. But because we were betrothed by our parents, then me and him did not match”


“Then, do you plan to marry her??”


Haris was silent. He himself does not know how to go ahead. He hasn't planned anything. But Haris' silence was more than enough for Hana. That means from the beginning Haris is planning to have more than one wife.


Hana got up from her seat regardless of Haris who was still silent. He walked into his room. Haris did not remain silent. He also followed Hana.


“Hana, listen to me” Pinta Haris


“What should I listen to? Your polygamy plan?”


“We don't love each other. But you already know, from the beginning I did not want to be polygamous!” Hana continued to say firmly, still turning her back to Haris. Eyes glazed. Haris hugged Hana from behind. This was the first time he took the initiative to hug his wife in a conscious state. Hana's heart was racing faster. She was very nervous being hugged like this by her husband. But when conditions like this, all the nervousness and awkwardness immediately on the edge.


“I have absolutely no intention to polygamy Hana. But our future no one knows. Why should we be late thinking about something uncertain. As a husband, I apologize for hurting you. We as husband and wife who previously did not know each other are now in the stage of adapting” Hana stretch Haris hand hug from her body. He turned to face Haris.


“Then, answer me. Do you still have feelings like men's feelings towards women?” Hana looked at Haris without blinking. Haris paused for a while before he finally nodded. Hana smiling. He wanted Haris to know that he was fine.


Yep. Perhaps that feeling could just disappear. They, Haris and Arini almost became a couple. Hannah understands this. He tried hard to understand. But somehow knowing this fact her heart ached. What he felt. Apparently, her husband loves another woman. He married someone who had someone else in his heart. Although he knew that love was already embedded in his heart before he was present in his life.


He remembered his situation again. Are they not the same? Wouldn't he also marry Gibran before Haris? He was still thinking about that man. Thoughts that just appear. No matter how hard he tried to forget.


Oh, No-no! He and Gibran had no relationship as special as they were. Maybe even Gibran has forgotten it now. They will forget each other as time goes on. She is a woman, she is also unlikely to do polyandry. While Haris, her husband still can not be firm whether he will marry Arini or not. Even Haris was blatantly worried about the adoration in front of his own eyes. Is this fair to him?


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