
I was among the harshness of choice
Who kept chasing even though I was stunned
I've been cornered and cornered
I drained all that was left
Even to just crawl, I don't feel like I can
***
Days passed by not knowing the word wait, Hana and Yura had been languishing behind bars for some time. They are waiting for a hearing that he said will be held soon but until this moment there has been no call.
Since the incident of the bullying committed to Hana, the girl is now placed into a different detention cell, which is, the prisoners in the same cell with him have a diverse case background. However, they did not commit physical or verbal abuse to each other.
Indeed at first they seem cynical with the presence of Hana but slowly Hana land is able to turn their mainset into like it even lately Hana in daulat to be a spiritual teacher teaching them religious knowledge as well tutored. They want to be better, more human. Humans humanize humans.
Although Hana has begun to get used to the atmosphere of the prison, but lately her skin appears reddish rash, it seems she is allergic. The condition makes him feel uncomfortable, itching attacks. But the situation did not dampen his spirit to spread goodness.
While Yura the best friend still can not accept the situation that ended behind bars. Actually they have not got a hammer knock from the results of the trial, but still these days of waiting they spent in detention, he missed his old life. He lost his passion and joy. There was no day he could do but cry over how bad luck had befallen him.
This situation makes Yura increasingly look thin, he also lost appetite, many times he felt his stomach relapse, his body condition is not fine.
There is nothing more to be done today than surrender to Allah SWT, to the sea where the destiny of life will come down, that is the way to be taken.
Hana diligently as much as possible to do good, even though his status is only an inmate but he wants his life to be useful as he is doing now, after performing the Maghrib prayer service, Hana routinely teaches the inmates how to,
"That has three teeth inlaid with three dots above it is the letter Syin, but when the row is affixed it turns into Sya, Ssshyy... Yes" Hana explained to all the inhabitants of the cell which numbered 5 women. Their learning has come to the Syin.
"then this one, the letter without this dot is Sha, Sshh Sha. Pay attention to the shape, they are both different, different letters are also how to read it" Hana rawsinkan friends. They pay close attention.
***
"Ris, you need to make a decision quickly. The remaining time is long, the trial will really begin, but our situation is still the same" Haris, Ridwan and Gibran held the umpteenth meeting. They went back to discussing the options that Arini offered the other day.
"Gue has to see Hana first, tomorrow we can see them" Haris said.
"Are you really going to complain about Hana? " ask Ridwan concerned.
"Does the cave have a choice now? " His back asked.
"So you mean, you're going to beat Hana up?!! " The voice of Gibran is rising.
"Then tell me what's your plan, what should I do???" challenge Haris. Gibran.
"If there's a choice I can make, then I'll do it right now. I had absolutely no intention of wishing for Hana" Haris said again, this time his tone sounded sad.
"Do you love her? " ask Ridwan by looking into the bead of Haris' eyes whose lower eyelids have blackened like a panda due to lack of sleep.
"I've always missed him" replied Haris quickly.
" missed her? huf... It's bullshit!! you never loved her!!! Hand Hana over to me!!!" Gibran started to get emotional.
"No, never will!" Haris was steady, his eyes reddened.
"You're Selfish!! " Gibran pulls Haris' shirt collar, his emotions burst. He was about to throw a fist at Haris' face.
"Have it!!! Stop that!! Stop that!!! Why does your discussion always act so insane??? Why??? I'm tired!! " Ridwan raided the rough table. He was tired of seeing Haris and Gibran.
"Do we just let Hana and Yura stay in jail forever??? Answerbb!!!!!! " Ridwan.
"Lu answered Ris, do you want Hana to be in prison for years until her hair turns white? continue now You replied Ran, are you willing that the only sister you have has no future?! " Ridwan pointed right at the face of his foolish friends.
Hearing Ridwan's words, Gibran loosened the grip on Haris' shirt collar and then slightly blew it away. Piqued.
How can I confess my true feelings to you? As for Hana I have never said it at all. Batin Haris pilu's.
Drrrrrttt Drrrrr
Gawai Haris shook, it turned out that the lawyer called, the young man also loud the speaker of the cellphone so that it could be heard by other colleagues.
"Hello, Mr. Night, I would like to inform you that the hearing will be held on the next Thursday at 10 am" the lawyer reported from across the country.
"Okay, thanks for the news, sir! We entrust everything to the father" said Haris. He did not know to be happy or sad about the approaching court.
"The next day we meet to discuss the final mechanism before the trial begins, I will do all the best I can" the lawyer said later.
"God willing"
***
Saturdays. Not a very bright morning. A little cloud covered the sky. Haris, Ridwan and Gibran are preparing to meet Hana and Yura. They were somewhat excited, a long longing already raining down inside the chests of the three youths.
Haris will visit Hana, Gibran himself is sure to meet Yura, while Ridwan will wait his next turn to be able to meet Yura. They met the two girls in a different room, because from the beginning they were separated.
Hana saw the arrival of Haris, from the direction of the exit she immediately rushed to hug the husband who had been so missed her, no matter the shame that was actually firmly entrenched in her, but this time honestly he could not resist the tightness due to the longing that struck.Berada in a close embrace, Hana was crying sobbing.
"What's so heavy, hm? is the pain so heavy? " Haris frenzied. He stretched out his arms, looking at the face of Hannah who had woken. The tears that flowed from the beautiful eyes of the wife hurt her so much.
Hana was still hiccupping, not wanting to be let go, the girl hugged Haris back. The young man welcomed him. With gentleness he rubbed Hana's head, blasting kisses on her head.
"You've suffered so much, I'm sorry. Ah, It feels like this apology is so bland sounding, it is completely useless to make up for all my mistakes" Haris glazed over. Hana stretched out her arms, bringing Haris to sit on the chair. Now they were facing each other separated only by a small table.
"Mas, I. I miss you, really! " Hana said with a sigh, She grasped tightly the hand of her husband.
Haris looked at Hana's face. Unable to stand it, Haris' tears flowed. He does not care if a man says that a man should not cry, he does not care.
Now her heart melts into pieces, it turns out Hana does not hate him at all, she still inculcates tenderness and love even though the trials that the girl feels are so great. Maybe now Hana does not hate it but. hhhh he does not know how it will come to the fore.
Haris returned Hana's grasp and brought the hand to be kissed by her lips. He did it many times to show that he had the same feeling of longing, even more.
"How hurt? " Tanya Haris, she pulled out a tissue and handed it to Hana.
"It doesn't hurt anymore, but it's probably not gone" Hana wiped her tears.
"The scar will disappear over time, most importantly the scar in your heart has recovered" Haris said.
"I have absolutely no resentment, their harshness may also be due to the influence of the bad environment"
"So noble of your heart" praise Haris sincerely. Hana shakes.
"I'm sorry it should be" Hana said again.
"Oh yes, did you know that tomorrow's hearing will be held? "
Hana nodded. He looks resigned. He twisted his hood milinkan.
"Hmm, may I ask you something? " Haris looked at Hana softly.
"Please mas"
"I know that you want so much to escape from the snare of the law that you have absolutely no sin, do you believe in words that sometimes we have to sacrifice something to get something? " Tanya Haris is serious.
Hana nodded, that sentence she had heard so often.
"What do you feel right now? Is there any anxiety in your heart over the outcome of his trial? " Task Haris again.
"I have given all things to God. I honestly hope to get out of this place soon. I know, I've been fighting desperately out there ignoring all the time and giving up just to fight for my freedom, then here I'll tell you that I want to get out and then we'll get back together.
May God grant" Hana said optimistically, gently but with great emphasis.
Tesss...
Haris's tears are flowing back. A drop. Two drops, the water fell onto the dry floor.
oh my God, what should I do?Inner Haris.
"Why are you crying? Did I say wrong? " Hana Wonder.
"No, I'm just happy with your optimism, God willing you will be closer to your wishes" Haris said.
Tesss teess
Haris wiped away the tears. Hana was astonished.
On the other hand, in a different room, Gibran and Yura also gave each other a longing, but this Youth was so struck by Yura's psychic condition that it was like losing a passion for life. His thin body is squeaky with sunken cheeks. The light in his eyes had dimmed, he was already not like his Yura that he was. Yura was so devastated and felt lonely. Oh my dear sister.
At their meeting, Gibran recited heart-cooling verses, hoping that Yura would be more able to calm her soul
Yes Allah~
Yes Rahman~
Yes Rahim~
***
A letter from the police arrived at Arini's residence, this woman was ordered to attend the hearing on Thursday, she will testify to Hana's safety at the fateful event that occurred last night.
~*A**will Arini give her true testimony? or vice versa*?
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