Married for Marriage (Haris And Hana)
Chapter 23: Rise from Despair
Tonight was different than usual. Cold so piercing. Plus the low temperature of the AC, causing Hana to shiver slightly. He was wearing a blanket. Hana's body was indeed not very cold-resistant. Unlike Haris who seemed to be sleeping quietly, he was not too troubled by the cold temperature. Even often feel hot. Hana squirms in her sleep. He looked for a comfortable position by turning to the right and to the left. Haris was a little disturbed. In the darkness of the night, in his unconsciousness, he held Hana tightly and placed her into his field chest. Haris hugged Hana. The girl turned calm. This position seemed to make both of them comfortable.
At 02:30 in the morning. Haris awakens and realizes that Hana is in her arms. The corners of his lips curved into a thin curve. He smiles. Haris stared at the girl in his cage. Well-favoured. He stroked the hair that slightly poked from behind his veil. He was curious, wanted to see further, only he was afraid that Hana would wake up. He was never in this close position to any woman except his mother. It also rarely happens. The relationship he and his mother are not the type of relationship between children and romantic mothers even though they love each other and are close like mother and child.
O Allah, I fell in love with this woman. The corner of his eye is dewy.
“Ma.. mas” Hana woke up. He was surprised to see his position. He was trying to avoid. But Haris held him back.
“Just a minute. I feel very comfortable” Bisik Haris. The distance of their faces was very close, Hana could feel Haris breathing on her face. Hana's body bristled. He was silent stiff. Sculpting. Not moving at all. Very awkward situation.
Haris was longing, he hugged Hana tightly, as if he never wanted to let go of her embrace. Their faces were getting closer, even Haris' nose had touched a little bit of Hana's pointed nose tip. Their positions face each other. Hana looked so ripe under the dim light of the lamp.
“Ma..ss” Hana immediately turned her face away. Huft, I almost. Haris looked disappointed.
“Maaf” Haris stretches her arms.
“Su.. already want 3 hours, let's pray tahajud with mas” Hana trying to brush off the awkwardness. His cheeks are red like a tomato. Haris catches Hana's nervousness. The more adorable. then he nodded his head assent.
Hana moved from the bed to the bathroom, Haris rubbed her hair rough. It's hard to hold back.
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This morning the weather was still cloudy. Looks like it's gonna rain in a minute. The black clouds are still hiding the Mentari up there. In this weather, it feels lazy to do any activity. Arini had just woken up from her sleep. He is in the period of Menstruation, it is okay if he misses his shabuh prayer. His body felt very tired. For weeks, he did not leave the room. Just lying down, going to the bathroom, crying and grieving all he could do. But now suddenly comes the desire to rise again from the downturn of life. Moreover, in the last few days he heard motivational talks of soul builders, as well as positive words of encouragement that his mother often hurled to advise him. Ja. It is time he got up. Although the weather seemed unfriendly, but did not dampen his determination to be able to rearrange his life after a long time he experienced disappointment. He went to the bathroom, after completing all sorts of morning rituals, he went out of his room.
“Ummi cook what?” Sapa Arini who when she saw her mother again the hassles of cooking in the kitchen.
“God Rin, is this really you??? Here son!” Mom is surprised to see Arini out of the room considering Arini is still in a very bad state.
“Iya mi, Arini misses eating at the dining table with Ummi” Arini hugging and kissing her mother's cheek from behind. Arini's mother smiled.
“Mother misses you like this son, who is cheerful and full of passion”
Arini and her mother had breakfast together. The mother and son looked happy. Although actually the point about the future of Arini has not found the light.
“Nak, have you managed to forget Haris?” Mom asked the last rice but hearing this question, Arini ate it. He also shook his head.
“Then you will do what to forget Haris nak?”
“Arini will not do anything to forget the mas Haris mi. As Ummi's advice, Arini will fight for Arini's relationship and Haris” Sahut Arini steady.
“Hahaha. This is Ummi's son. Intelligent, cheerful and actually uses logic. Alhamdulillah son, God has opened your eyes to be able to continue to be strong, principled and defend what is rightfully yours. Ummi proud!”
“Arini can not forget the Haris mas, but Arini also still feel unbearable to Hana. If Arini is in the position of Hana, maybe Arini will not let if Arini's husband remarries”
“No boy, you are not wrong. Listen to Umi well, although this is very often Umi said, It is not you who took Haris, but Hana. You are going to get married first, Haris has also promised you a marriage. You can't be subdued just out of pity. The strong will always be the winner. Hang back son!” Mother clasped Arini's hand while looking seriously at her face.
“But Arini isn't sure mas Haris still loves Arini, Mi. Lest Mas Haris was already complacent with the charm of Hana and forgot Arini” Arini began to return pessimistic, he knew very well how Hana. Grace, beauty. His achievements. He has checked and confirmed everything before yesterday - yesterday has decided to withdraw. He felt insecure.
“You are so overrated, Ummi still saw the twinkle of love in Haris' eyes when he visited you some time ago. Even the light does not fade even a little. You are also much prettier than Hana. Ummi's Child
the prettiest. You have to be confident, son!. After all, their marriage was not due to Haris or Hana's will. They are just victims of a match. Victims of selfishness parents” Mother increasingly reassured Arini.
Arini. He thought for a moment. He would not want to justify all his mother's words. After all, mother cannot be wrong. A mother always wants the best for her child. Mother is the lamp when all the light has dimmed. Mother is a passion that arouses even though all energy has been drained away. At least, uh,
this is what Arini thought for now.
Considering all this, his spirit rose to become. He smiles. The hope of happiness is still there. Not extinguished at all. He's waiting at the end of there. It just takes a little effort to get there. Whether it is by crawling, being trained even running though. The decision is round. Tomorrow or the day after he'll call Haris. However, he had to make sure in advance the black circumference in his eyes had been lost and prepare for the maximum appearance.
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