Married for Marriage (Haris And Hana)
Chapter 105: I'm Not That Fuck...
I'll never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resolve in my head?
If you're not for me then why do this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm prayin' you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
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Slowly Haris opened the door to Hana's room, looking at the body of his wife who had been curled up under the covers. Hana covered her entire body, only a little bit of her hair was seen poking out there.
There was a feeling of regret that he could not describe for his attitude today, he realized his mistake but somehow he could not help but get angry.
Slowly he opened the blanket wrapped in his wife's body and joined to relax there and slowly kissed the top of Hana's head with a feeling. He wrapped his hands around the slim body and tightened his embrace there.
Hana who actually had not slept spontaneously brushed her off.
"Ha.. Hana, you haven't slept?" Haris asked, her tone was now slower and more regular but Hana was silent. This woman held back her tears.
Haris again tried to hug his wife and rubbed his arms slowly. He intends to apologize. Yet again Hana brushed it off.
"Hana... I want mint...."
Hana got up and sat down,
"What now do you want?? " Tanya Hana with tears streaming down.
"Do you need me now and hate me again tomorrow morning??"
"Do it!! Do as you please!! " Tears Hana broke. He quickly began to unbutton his pajamas.
Haris was stunned, for a moment he stared, This young man was too surprised by Hana's sudden reaction. Pajama buttons have been opened in half, Hana's tears continue to scatter. Every sentence that came out of this woman's mouth felt so heartbreaking. Haris.
"Honey.. stop baby.. please..." Pinta Haris holds Hana's increasingly brutal hand taking off her shirt buttons until the button is detached from the thread.
"Release mas!! Don't you want me now?! " Say Hana again, the hand held by Haris came off.
Hana reopened her clothes. Haris hugged Hana. He's clutching.
"Release mas... Unleash it... Hix hyx"
"Don't do it like this, don't do it. Please... " Pinta Haris again.
Hana's cry broke again in Haris' arms. For a while they were in that position. Many times Haris kissed the top of Hana's head. After his wife calmed down a bit, Haris stretched his arms.
Haris raised Hana's face and wiped away the still-fertilizing tears on her eyelids.
"I'm sorry" Lirih Haris. Hana turned her face.
"I know you're angry, I know your heart hurts" Haris said.
"If you know, why do you still do it? why are you acting like that? Wh why?? Tell me what was my mistake? Hiks" asked Hana sarcas, the water from her nose flowing, she was about to pick up the tissue on the nightstand, but Haris moved faster. Haris took the tissue and wiped the water.
"Ih. jo... skirt..hiks! " Pirap Hana, he's still a thing.
"Well, yesterday I was wrong. I'm guilty. I shouldn't have behaved like that. But I really can't not be angry. I'm just a regular human being...Hannah. And... All my life I had to learn to improve my attitude...
"But, tell me.. What message did Gibran send to your phone when we were in the hospital? " Tanya Haris is serious. This question made Hana manage to raise her head.
"Pe... message? "
"Yes, try where your phone is... " Pinta Haris by extending her palm asking for Hana's phone.
"I... That's... " Hana gelagapan's.
"Yes, get your phone. Can't I see my wife's own phone? " Pinta Haris again while slowly buttoning Hana's clothes that partially opened with a little closing her eyes.
Indeed, if it continues to be seen in front of him, he is afraid of not being able to control himself and immediately drag Hana to fulfill his desires.
Hana picked up the phone at the nightstand and slowly handed it to Haris with a lowered head. Unexpectedly, it turns out that her husband knew that Gibran had sent a message to her, but where did Haris find out? Think Hana.
Hana, when you are in front of me, can you treat Haris with a casual attitude? Not enough wounds that you have so far tore? don't hit the nail any deeper... Really, I haven't been able to forget you. This year I've gone as far as I can, as far as I can. But I think I'm almost crazy. Help me forget you or I have no choice and will wait for you for the rest of my life. Gibran.
Haris smiled wryly reading the message that Gibran was giving.
"So this is why yesterday you guys glanced at each other? Dare to even do it in front of me? " Task Haris by raising his eyebrows.
"A.. I don't know why Gibran sent such a message" Hana stammered.
"really? Wouldn't you be happy if someone was really expecting you?" Haris smiled wryly again. Hana shook her head quickly.
"Where might it be... " Hana's voice approaches Haris. Honestly, he himself felt surprised at the message that Gibran gave suddenly when they were in the hospital.
"Why then do you look at each other? Not just once, but many times! " Todong Haris again. Hana's speechless.
"Darling... I beg you..I can endure the pain in my physique but I can't help my jealousy even for a moment!" Haris said, he took Hana and took her into a hug.
"I didn't mean to look at Gibran at all, it happened spontaneously and I immediately turned my face away. I'm not lying, I'm really not lying" Honestly Hana. He was slipping in Haris' arms.
"Hhhh... I-i know.... " Sahut Haris's.
"Why then still angry? " Hana turned her head back.
"Yes... You guys keep getting lyrics! I still can't accept it"
Now Haris feels that Gibran is really a threat and he does not want to lose Hana.
"I get worried, if I die young later you'll end up in the arms of that shitty song boy! " Haris Sarkas.
"Or not before I die, you will be taken by him! " Say Haris again by squinting his eyes.
Hana's eyes glazed back, then the tears that had nurtured in the petals flowed perfectly on her cheeks.
"Hey, I'm worried about my fate, why are you crying?"
"Mas don't talk about death, I can't imagine" Hana said wiping her tears.
"If you and Gibran are still in contact, I will really die young! " Haris said with great emphasis. Hana's cry grew louder.
"Hhhhhh already already.don't cry anymore, I'm just so afraid of losing you" Haris tightened his embrace. He lifted Hana's face, giving her a lot of kisses there.
"Isn't our love a heavenly world, hm? Don't cry anymore"
"So, don't cry anymore because I don't want to see her,... " Haris paused his sentence.
"One more? What'sthat?"
"That's... Hmh, don't accuse me... "
"ACCuse? Accuse what? " Hana's confused.
"You unbuttoned your shirt with a gesture so bar-bar..." Complain Haris. Hearing her Hana's face flushed. Remembering that, he did not know where to put his face.
"A.. L'm... " Hana is back.
"I'm not that asshole Hana... I'm not a jerk who wants you at night and hates you during the day" Haris protested, apparently he did not accept Hana's words earlier.
"But.... "
"But I like your courage... Try re-creating and showing! I want to see it again" Goda Haris in the end. He immediately put on a nosy smile.
Bluuuussssss's
Hana's face turned red.
"Ah ah, I'm sleepy and want to sleep! " Hana took the pillow and laid her body there.
"Wait... Hana, Wait a minute... " Haris shook his body slowly.
"Hana... Come on. That was you really made me forget the world" teased Haris again with a smile, he knew Hana had not fallen asleep.
"Haha, maass... Hahaa.. geli mas, aampuuun" Hana wriggled violently because of Haris.
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The day already shows when the sun rises. Haris spends his time at the office. He still checks reports and activities.
The time that has passed lately makes him have to pay extra attention to his office work.
Hana also went back to college. His wife had to repeat many courses because of various life problems that she had gone through.
Tok tok tok tok
Suddenly someone knocked on the door of Haris's study.
"Excuse me sir! " It turned out that her personal assistant entered the room.
"The father was assigned the other day I prepared 95 percent. Stay this one. Please see it first! " Roni the assistant gave the papers in hand to his superior.
Haris thought for a moment,
"Will women like this? "
"Of course, sir! I'll make sure Miss Hana likes her"
"Well, you just take the best and the most qualified! " Haris's Order.
"Good Sir! "
"Hmh, looks like this one will be a match for Hana! " Direct Haris.
"Well, all right.I'll keep this one! " said Roni, Haris still turned back the papers in his hand.
"Oh yes, at three o'clock I will come out to pick up Hana, please copy the proposal from Sentosa Project and send it to my email! " Tell Haris again.
"Good Sir! "
"O yes, today there is a project submission from Bu Ingrid, and the proposal of this project has been raised to the President Director and Board of Directors..."
"Well, I'll check! "
"This project is based on the proposal of PT. Guna Dharma Sakinah haji Zakaria"
"What's? Have Abah? "
"It's true sir... " Neither Roni.
Hmh Tumben once Abah submitted a project proposal, and instead proposed the property of PT someone else. Thought Haris Weird.
"All right, you can come out"
"Then I'm sorry... "
Haris frowned and immediately picked up the phone and contacted Haji Zakaria,
"Assalamu'alaikum bah"
"Greetings from kiddo"
"Sorry Haris interrupts your time"
"Ah no, what's up? What can I help you with? " haji Zakaria sahut warm.
"No Bah, Haris just wanted to confirm right, is it true PT. In order for Dharma Sakinah to submit a project proposal belonging to Ms Ingrid to Haris office? "
"True son, this is all at Ummi's suggestion"
"Why can it be so bah? "
"Ummi as the highest shareholder has considered it carefully"
"Oh so.. Alright.. Haris just wanted to ask that, Bah. May Abah and Ummi be healthy always"
"Amin ya Rabbal 'Alamiin"
The conversation between Hajj Zakaria and Haris ended. Haris wants to continue his work. However, one call re-adorned her phone screen.
"Assalamu'alaikum Ummi's... "
"Waalaikum greetings son, sorry to interrupt your work time" replied Hajjah Aisyah with his distinctive voice.
"What's up, mi?
" This afternoon God willing Ummi and Abah will visit you and Hannah"
"God willing, thank you Ummi. But you better let Haris and Hana go there" Haris said again.
"It's okay, son. Later if you come here, Hana will be soybean and if that is the case, your wife will be more difficult to get pregnant" said Hajjah Aisyah.
Ummi's words this really made Haris feel uncomfortable hearing her.
"God willing Hana will be pregnant soon, Mi. Please Ummi Pray it will be yes"
"Of course Ummi would. But you should try more, son! You should immediately go to the hospital to check your health condition" advised Hajjah Aisyah.
"Haris has indeed thought about it Mi"
"Good if so. Remember that! you're 27 years old, don't waste any more time"
"But Hana is also too young mi, we still have a lot of time to plan it" Sahut Haris jengah. This was not the first time Hajjah Aisyah had warned him of child abuse.
"This is why Ummi objected when Abah proposed marrying you to a girl who was so young even though said Abah, the girl of his choice was a prayer girl who was clearly the seed of her weight"
"Hana is the best choice mate for Haris mi, Haris is very grateful that Abah first betrothed Haris to Hana. Problem Child, Don't think too much. Later will interfere with the health of Ummi. God willing, God will immediately entrust it to us"
"As for you, son, the important thing is to listen to the advice of Ummi, this old Ummi just wants good for you"
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