
Haris took his car down the highway to get to cafe A. He had made an appointment to meet Arini there. This young man had not had any breakfast yet to close his eyes. Last night he was upset and agitated. Guilt and longing are two things she experienced for now. He so wants this problem to be resolved soon and can return to members with Hana.
Suddenly Haris felt dizzy, his eyes blurred. Actually his body was already so Tired and difficult to work with. Really, for now if he had to close his eyes it felt like he would not
able to fall asleep. He pulled out of his car for a moment and opened a medicine kit and took a multivitamin and swallowed it with mineral water. Then he opened his mobile phone gallery and looked for a moment at a photo of Hana who had been taken secretly. It turned out that this unlicensed photo was very useful when he missed the girl as she is today. I'm sorry Hana.
Haris cupped his face in the stiur car waiting for dizziness in his head subsided. 10 minutes later, when he felt his body was fine, he continued the journey.
Cafe A looks quiet, there are only a few cars and motorcycles that have been lined up neatly in the courtyard. He checked Arini's car but did not find it there. No more waiting, Haris went inside
cafe. His eyes rolled around. He was surprised that Arini was already there and was drinking his drink. Haris walked towards the girl. Arini looked very fresh with her makeup. It looks different.
“Sorry I'm late and make you wait” Haris said.
“It's okay mas" Arini put on her sweet smile.
"Who are you here with? Where's your car?
"I'm riding Grab mas"
Haris nodded.
"Oh yes, what would you like to eat?” Ask Arini.
“I order sweet martabak and mineral water only”
“Not that mas do not like sweet foods?” Arini was astonished.
Haris does not really like sweet foods, but for now only that food is on his mind. Hana's favorite food.
“Last-lately I liked” Tukas Haris.
“Oooh”
“Rin, I want us to meet because there is something I want to talk about. I want to ask you something” Haris to the point.
“What do you want to know?” Arini looked into Haris eyes who also saw her.
“Why haven't you talked about Hana's abduction?”
Arini was not surprised by Haris' question because sooner or later Haris would know.
“What mas know this from mas Gibran?”
“My question, Rin. Why don't you ever talk about Hana's abduction!” Haris repeated the question.
“I can't remember, Mas. Mas himself does not want to talk to me when we meet” replied Arini indifferently.
“Then why when there was a kidnapping, you contacted Gibran instead of me? Where do you know Gibran? Why did you know that Hana was kidnapped?? Answer me, Rin!” Haris asked a number of questions
which he was very curious about the answer.
“Mas!” Arini didn't expect Haris to know this so soon and so far. He has no idea that Haris involved intel in Hana's case.
“Why When Hana was kidnapped did you contact Gibran instead of me?? Why Rin?” Haris repeated his question. Haris's voice was rising. Arini. He never saw Haris as emotional. Haris' eyes flashed with lightning. Arini started crying.
“Rin, sorry. I didn't mean to yell at you” Arini a hiccup. Haris offered a tissue to the girl in front of him. Now Haris chose to stay for a moment. After he saw Arini becoming calmer, he continued,
”Sorry Rin, I didn't mean to be rude to you. For some time my soul was a little shaken. Do you know how a husband feels who cannot protect and take good care of his own wife?
Do you know how devastated I am that can do nothing to save my own wife?” Haris's voice softened. He said shrewdly. His looks are chaotic and disheveled. Clothes tangling. He was nothing like Haris that Arini knew.
“What do you want me to know?” Ask Arini again.
“Jawab my question, Rin. I trust you. I believe you're a good person as I've known you all along. I called you on purpose because I wanted to hear the truth from your mouth without guessing. I trust you” Haris looks Arini in the eye begging.
“I'm afraid my answer disappointed you, mas”
“Good mas. I never told you about Hana because of me..” Haris listened carefully.
“Because I love you. I still can't stand it if you have to meet Hana and save her, the idea of telling Gibran to help Hana just pops up. Be honest. To this day I still cannot accept
facts about your marriage and Hana. Please don't push me to do good in a way I don't like. I have the right to choose. I did choose to help Hana, but let me do it my way” explained Arini. In this case he is not lying.
Haris. He was out of words.
“I still love you so much, mas” Arini again shed tears.
Haris.
“Didn't you have feelings for me like you used to?” Arini asked me more and more to corner Haris. The young man again had to sigh into the air.
“Rin, I appreciate you. Appreciating all your decisions also appreciates our past relationships. But I must say, I have a wife now. I can't possibly cheat on a marriage I've built in the name of chastity" Arini's tears are pouring in.
“Alright now I can understand why you didn't tell me about Hana's abduction. I'm really gonna understand how you feel. However...” Haris gives a pause.
“But I don't understand why you let Hanum do the crime. I don't understand why you're in this game either. Including doing a foul trap to make Hana and also her friend languish in prison at this time” Now Haris turned to stare at Arini. It continues
intimidating with his eyes.
Arini. He's dumbfounded. Body stiffens. Thunder tubs that snatched, this time the strike was on target. Did Haris know?
“Ma..mu mean?”
“I've known all her, Rin. Please don't cover anything.” Haris closed his eyes.
“Rin, why? Why should you? wh why? Please say that this is all not true” Now Haris is starting to shed tears. This fact is so hard he accepted.
“This is all out of my mind” said Haris again.
“Mas. Truly” Say Arini. He started shaking.
“Everyone may be able to depart from the laws of the world, but not with the punishment of Lord” Haris again glazed his eyes at Arini.
“I trust you so much, so respect you. You are the person I have wanted most to be my side, to be the mother of my children. But I don't know if it turns out you can be this tough” Haris still closed his eyes while shaking his head.
“Mas, I love you, I'm not what you think.....a.ku,., I,,,” Arini panic.
“Stop Rin, don't call love a crime. Never confuse personal feelings with criminal ones. It's all ga fair!!” Haris started raising her voice. Haris' voice and words sounded sharp and so piercing. He was so disappointed. Very disappointed.
“Please ask your friend to repent before it is too late” Pinta Haris who closed his eyes again to neutralize feelings. Arini did not stop crying.
Haris returned to deliver the tissue to him.
“It's never too late to apologize and fix everything, Rin. I believe you are not as bad as I thought. I do not have enough and strong evidence, but I make sure I will find it” Haris said confidently.
“Mas, I don't want anything. I don't care about Hana. Whether it's safe or not it's not all in my possession. I just want you. I'd go crazy if I wasn't with you. And now I'm heading there!!!” Arini cries bitterly. Haris nelangsa's.
“I have to go” Haris said as it passed.
“Mas, wait!!” Arini held Haris arm that was about to pass.
"Please let go, Rin!" Haris brushed off Arini's hand perched on her arm.
I swear I won't let you go! Inner Arini's scream in her cry as she stared at Haris's back which was moving away from her.
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