
The light is dimmed by the clouds
Hard falling under the window
Cold memories are like the sound of rain
Capturing my heart
Strong yearning is increasingly locked in nostalgia
Can I go to that time?
Gave me a warm hug like back then
Now it's fine
I followed the road wet with rain
The memories together come back
In the clouding rain, you show up
In the tears that come
Strong yearning is getting locked in the nostalgic dalma
Can I go to that time?
Gave me a warm hug like back then.
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Haris' return from Bandung made Hana happy, but there was something that troubled her heart when she saw her husband get out of the car. A pale countenance and unusual behavior and a weak-sounding voice. All filled his eyesight.
"Don't cry, I don't want to see you cry" Haris said as Hana's tears streamed down her cheeks. Hana's riveted. With a slow movement Haris tried to wipe away her tears. Haris rubbed gently there, his hands felt so hot on Hana's skin even though tonight the air temperature was very cold, the rain had just stopped.
"Here hug me, I miss your embrace... Come here, baby..." Haris's whisper was getting faintly heard. This young man spread his hands.
Hana came forward and wanted to give her a hug. He had time to glance to the right and to the left if only there were people who saw or passed there, then suddenly they had not had time to embrace, then,
Bruuuukkkkkk
Haris collapsed to the ground.
"Mas, mas!!! " Hana Panik who immediately saw the condition of her husband. Haris fainted again.
"Mang, Mang Shaleh...!! " Call Hana running to call Mang Shaleh who used to sit at the Satpam post.
"Yes Neng, what's wrong? " Mang Shaleh was confused to see Hana's panic.
"Mang, please mas Haris.. Mas Haris collapsed in the front yard of the terrace!! " Hana's voice panicked. This time somehow he felt more panicked than yesterday.
Mang Shaleh swiftly helped Hana carry Haris to the room. Hana bit the bite of her long nails. He trembled. Haris face looks very pale with purplish blue lips.
"Neng, don't we just take Den Haris to the hospital? Looking at Aden's condition, it seems like this is serious" Mang Shaleh advised.
Hana nodded quickly.
"Please get the car ready, Mang! Hana call Ummi first! "
Mang Shaleh rushed out fulfilling Hana's request to heat up the car.
Tok tok tok tok
"Mii... Umm!!" Call Hana knocking on Ummi's room door. He knew Abah was not at home and filled the call to study outside the city.
"Mii... Ummiiii" Call Hana impatiently, before long the door of Ummi's room opened, and,
"Why son? What was? " Ummi looks still wearing his face, he is facing.
"Mas Haris fainted mi, but Shaleh again prepared a car. Accompany Hana deliver mas Haris to the hospital" said Hana.
"Good boy, Ummi change clothes first" said Ummi quickly without asking much and accompanied by a nod.
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At midnight the hospital looked empty. Assisted by Mang Shaleh, Haris was taken to the ER. For a moment the doctor performed a general examination.
The doctor placed a stethoscope into Haris' chest to hear her heartbeat also detect if there are any other abnormalities there. This device detects through sound. The type and intensity of these sounds can help the doctor in determining the diagnosis as well as assessing the patient's condition.
"How's doc? " Tanya Hana.
"Pak Haris is required to stay overnight, we will do further checks, while I will give fluids first through an infusion hose also assisted with an Oxygen hose. Hopefully tonight it will be immediately human" said the Doctor.
Haris was taken to the inpatient room, the nurse painstakingly installed the infusion as well as a breathing apparatus and then took blood and gave to the lab officials to know the results. Haris is receiving intensive care.
"We let Mr. Haris rest first! " The nurse said with a smile, trying to calm the patient's family.
"Mas Haris, why don't you, Sus?" Hana asked with her throat choked.
"We will wait for lab results and examination first! God willing, Mr. Haris will be fine" explained the nurse again.
After the Nurse died, Hana hugged Ummi tightly. He shed his tears.
"Mii... Mas Haris will be fine, right, Mi? hyks hyx" Hana's cry broke.
"Of course, son, we hope in God, you don't worry!" Say Ummi with teary eyes.
A few minutes the mother and son hugged until Ummi said he would ask the help of Mang Shaleh to inform Ummi's Haris and the Zakaria hajj family about Haris' admission to the hospital.
Now that Hana was waiting for Haris alone, there was a feeling in her heart when approaching Haris' bed. Hana sat looking at her husband's pale face there.
"Yes..." Lirih Hana, he seemed unable to speak.
"Mas... Yes, the fatigue... Maafin Hana ya Mas, sorryin Hana.. hiks hyks" said Hana by holding the palm of Haris and brought to his cheek.
"Yesterday ga lama mas has been immediately awakened, this has even been assisted by infusion hose and oxygen hose why not yet awake as well? hyks hyks" Hana protested with constant crying. Her tears fell soaking down Haris' palm. Hana repeatedly protested, unfortunately Haris remained unmoved.
"Does Hana have to do things like last night that can only be human? " Hana wiped off the water running down her nose using a tissue.
"But... But Hana forgot to bring the balm, also forgot to bring the compress towel" Hana sesugukan.
"Mas.... What should Hana do to make sure that she grows up? Yes Rabb. hyks hyks" Hana kept on weighing beside Haris, she waited for him and hoped that the husband would soon be human. But the signs are still not visible.
"Before a while, Hana prayed sunnah first, after that Hana will teach at the side while waiting for the mas. I have to get to know soon! Promises must be healthy! " Lirih Hana after a long burden, he kissed Haris cheek at a glance then to the bathroom to take ablution water'.
Hana dissolved in her prostration, not forgetting the last prostration she prayed for healing for Haris. After that he approached Haris and sat down next to him and turned on his phone and opened the digital Al Quran app.
1.QS. At-Taubah (9):14
قَاتِلُوۡهُمۡ يُعَذِّبۡهُمُ اللّٰهُ بِاَيۡدِيۡكُمۡ وَيُخۡزِهِمۡ وَيَنۡصُرۡكُمۡ عَلَيۡهِمۡ وَيَشۡفِ صُدُوۡرَ قَوۡمٍ مُّؤۡمِنِيۡنَۙ
Meaning: Fight them, Allah will torment them with (intercession) your hand and He will insult them and help you (with victory) over them, and relieve the hearts of those who believe,
2.QS. Jonah (10): 57
يٰۤاَيُّهَا النَّاسُ قَدۡ جَآءَتۡكُمۡ مَّوۡعِظَةٌ مِّنۡ رَّبِّكُمۡ وَشِفَآءٌ لِّمَا فِى الصُّدُوۡرِۙ وَهُدًى وَّرَحۡمَةٌ لِّـلۡمُؤۡمِنِيۡنَ
It means: O people! Indeed, there has come to you a lesson (Qur'an) from your Lord, a cure for the disease in the breast and guidance and mercy for the believer.
3. QS. Nahl (16):69
ثُمَّ كُلِىۡ مِنۡ كُلِّ الثَّمَرٰتِ فَاسۡلُكِىۡ سُبُلَ رَبِّكِ ذُلُلًا ؕ يَخۡرُجُ مِنۡۢ بُطُوۡنِهَا شَرَابٌ مُّخۡتَلِفٌ اَلۡوَانُهٗ فِيۡهِ شِفَآءٌ لِّلنَّاسِؕ اِنَّ فِىۡ ذٰ لِكَ لَاٰيَةً لِّقَوۡمٍ يَّتَفَكَّرُوۡنَ
That is to say: then eat of all (of all) fruits and take the way of your Lord which has been made easy (for you)." From the stomach of the bee comes a drink (honey) that varies its color, in it there is a cure for humans. Verily, in this there is a sign (the greatness of God) for the thinking man.
4. QS. As-Syu’ara (26):80
وَاِذَا مَرِضۡتُ فَهُوَ يَشۡفِيۡنِ ۙ
And when I am sick, He he heals me,
5.QS. Lilith (41):44
وَلَوۡ جَعَلۡنٰهُ قُرۡاٰنًا اَعۡجَمِيًّا لَّقَالُوۡا لَوۡلَا فُصِّلَتۡ اٰيٰتُهٗ ؕ ءَاَعۡجَمِىٌّ وَّعَرَبِىٌّ ؕ قُلۡ هُوَ لِلَّذِيۡنَ اٰمَنُوۡا هُدًى وَّشِفَاۗءٌ وَ الَّذِيۡنَ لَا يُؤۡمِنُوۡنَ فِىۡۤ اٰذَانِهِمۡ وَقۡرٌ وَّهُوَ عَلَيۡهِمۡ عَمًى ؕ اُولٰٓٮِٕكَ يُنَادَوۡنَ مِنۡ مَّكَانٍۢ بَعِيۡدٍ
It means: And if Our Qur'an were to be recited in a language other than Arabic, they would say, "Why not explain the verses?" Is it appropriate (Al-Qur'an) in a language other than medium Arabic (rasul), Arabs? Say, "The Qur'an is a guide and a healer to those who believe. And those who do not believe in their ears are blocked, and (The Qur'an) is darkness for them. They are (like) those who are called from far away."
6. QS. Al-Ashra (17): 82
وَنُنَزِّلُ مِنَ الۡـقُرۡاٰنِ مَا هُوَ شِفَآءٌ وَّرَحۡمَةٌ لِّـلۡمُؤۡمِنِيۡنَۙ وَلَا يَزِيۡدُ الظّٰلِمِيۡنَ اِلَّا خَسَارًا
It means: And We have sent down from the Qur'an (something) which is the antidote and mercy for the believer, while for the unjust (the Qur'an) will only add to the loss.
After performing all her sacred rituals, Hana fell asleep next to Haris.
The shubuh adhan that echoes from the phone alarm wakes Hana. Hurriedly he looked towards Haris, unfortunately the husband was not yet awake.
There was a feeling of disappointment that enveloped Hana's heart, whereas he had just dreamed Haris was aware of his stupor and allowed to go home by a doctor. It felt like he did not want to wake up from his sleep seeing the current reality.
"Hhhhh... " Hana exhaled into the air, in the bathroom there was the sound of water gurgling. Ummi was taking ablution there.
Slowly Hana saw the Nurse enter the room,
"Sir, 8 am to the lab! The doctor will read the results" said the nurse. Hana nodded weakly.
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The Laboratory Room
"How did the doctor go? " Tanya Hana deg-an.
"Miss husband is deficient in Hemoglobin, judging from the results of blood, Hemoglobin or HB it only ranges in the number 6, exactly 6.3., and this has included fatal. The cause can be lack of rest, excessive work and the influence of food consumed, later we will analyze further. But for a while, we have to do a blood transfusion immediately" said the doctor.
For a moment Hana was stunned, she remembered Arini who some time ago also had HB problems and had the same blood type as Haris.
"Is my husband's blood type A plus doc? Is there blood in here? " Tanya Hana shook.
"Truely, the blood type of the husband is A plus, but unfortunately we do not have blood stock, in PMI is also not available. Ma'am must immediately find a donor" explained the doctor by shaking his head.
Tesss... A single tear landed perfectly past his eyelids.
"Dok, how long is the maximum time span available? " Task Hana again.
"Today too, as soon as possible, miss! otherwise, we do not know what fatal thing will happen" said the doctor regretfully.
Hana walked slightly staggered after receiving an explanation from the Lab. Where will they find a donor? Hana thought fast.
Not waiting for long, Hana immediately contacted Ridwan, Romi, Yura and Lisa. They look surprised. Ridwan promised to rush to the hospital, he was on his way and would help find donors.
Hana also told them that Arini had been donated blood by Haris some time ago. With her chest pounding Hana says that Arini has the same blood type as Haris.
Romi interrupts immediately, Arini is currently in a coma in the hospital. Arini is very unlikely to donate her blood. This fact surprised Hana. But he did not have time to ask more about Arini. They must find a donor immediately.
Yura and Lisa have not seen the messages in their whatsapp group, Hana herself has repeatedly called Yura but her best friend has not yet picked up the phone.
Hana was limp, she returned to the hospital room with anxiety. He will ask for Ummi's opinion. Her father-in-law had a different blood type than Haris, because her husband inherited blood type from her father.
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"Yes, banguuun... " Lirih Hana's. He again held Haris' palm.
"Mas Pray'will be so that I can get a blood donor for you soon! Hiks hiks" Hana was confused about what to do. Honestly, he almost gave up on finding a donor.
"Masses... Hiks, I promised to go home and hug me. He promised not to let go of her again... Hix hyx"
"Mas has not fulfilled the promise of mas, but mas has been like this. Mass, I'm moohon. hold on!
"Mas.mas has to promise to wait until I find a blood donor! Promise of yaa mas... Because I'm still waiting for you, I'm still waiting, I'm still waiting for you to hug me! " Pilu Hana's. His heart was filled with worry. She continued to ask Haris to speak, although her husband did not answer, but she was sure that Haris could hear her.
"Astaghfirullah nakkk, why is this so? " It appears that Hana's in-laws entered the room in the accompaniment of Hajjah Aisyah, Hajji Zakaria, Umminya Hana and Hajj Amir.
"Doctors.doctors say that Mas Haris needs a blood donor today, otherwise... " Say Hana while wiping the tears that adorn her eyes.
For a moment the room was silent, the room felt gripping. The parents waited for a further sentence from Hana, now all the attention was centered on the young woman,
"If it won't be fatal" Lirih Hana continued the disconnected sentence earlier. Her in-laws almost fainted hearing her son-in-law's words. Hajjah Aisyah was sitting limp in a chair, her heart ached.
Ridwan, Romi, Lisa and Yura arrive almost simultaneously, they enter the inpatient room caring for Haris.
"I can donate my blood! " Say one of them.
"Don't worry, my blood type is the same as that of Haris! " His words again convinced everyone there.
"My blood type is A plus" Lisa appears and immediately the center of attention that was originally fixed on Hana turns on her.
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Note: The verses in the Qur'an are quoted from the Quranic Insight on Dhikr and Prayer by M Quraish Shihab.
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