Married for Marriage (Haris And Hana)

Chapter 90: Diplomacy

Why fight for people who don't want to fight?

I Just want to live peacefully 

I just want to avoid my heart from getting hurt

Because I realized that he was too precious to be hurt

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Hana, what do I do to make you forgive me? Tanya Haris sends a short message to Hana through wattsapp. Now they are in their own rooms.

Since the events of He and Arini hugging, Hana becomes reluctant to talk to him. His wife was more than happy to spend time in the room. If it comes out, then Hana only does her duties such as preparing clothes for her, or just providing food. That'sthat's all. This caused Haris to become cranky.

Hana, I miss you.

Hannah.

Hannah.

Many times Haris sent a message, but none of it was answered.

In her room, Hana herself was fast asleep. He did not see any cell phones lying on the carpet below. Tired of spending the night thinking of Haris and Arini.

Hana felt her husband had not fully moved on from the girl. How not? Hana witnessed for herself how Haris did not refuse the hug that Arini gave instead let the girl's hand clutch even stronger. Given this, his calmness was disturbed.

By the early hours of the morning Hana woke up. He felt dizzy in his head and his body felt heavy, something happened to him. It turned out that Haris' hand was already perched hugging him there. But since when? Uh. He forgot to lock the door.

“Mas..” Call Hana. He tried to move Haris' arm around his stomach.

“You're up?” Haris is tightening his hold. He slumped a little down. Now his nose and lips were in the niche of Hana's neck.

“Masss...” Get intense treatment from Haris, Hana sighs.

“I miss you” By Harris. The air that came out of Haris' mouth and greeted the leaves teilnga enough to make it bristling.

Inhaling the yasmine scent from Hana's body, Haris went crazy. He had held back his desire many days ago. If asked to stop now, he would not be able to.

“Mas..” Hana holds Haris's guerrilla hand behind her shirt. Hana looked at Haris and was about to tell her husband to stop, her mood was still very bad.

However, Haris blurted out a silent longing gaze. His eyes say that he really wants him right now. Guts Hana shrieked, He did not have the heart. So, for the umpteenth time they again erode the distance.

Hana's tears flowed, He saw Haris who had fallen asleep beside him after the great struggle that occurred between them. Haris really vented his desires. She felt guilty for ignoring her husband for days, but her heart was also unable to make peace with the situation.

Hana rose up to pick up their clothes scattered on the floor, she was getting ready to take a shower to perform the evening prayer and hoped that the tightness that had perched on her heart disappeared along the strands of prayer.

Hana has completed 8 rakaat prayer tahajud his accompanied by 3 rakaat. His heart was still not calm. There is something stuck and needs to be straightened out there. In the midst of the worry, he took his salary and floated a message,

Mba, I want us to meet. There's something we need to get straight. Hana sends her message to Arini. He felt Arini was too much. If Haris will choose Arini in the end, then he is ready to step down. His self-esteem is disturbed. That's determination.

Arini, who is not sleeping, happily replies to Hana's message.

Good. Meet me tomorrow at the city park at 10 a.m. Arini's.

Haris wakes. At this hour, usually automatically he will wake up to perform night prayers. He rubbed his eyes, his vision caught Hana who was still sitting but with a mobile phone in hand.

There was a feeling of guilt that perched in the heart, Hhhhh earlier He did not ask permission first to enter Hana's room, but his wife must still be upset with him. How else, he really misses Hana.

“Darling, how do you not wake me up anyway? We should be able to pray together with” Sapa Haris. Hana turned her head but she just kept quiet with a flat face.

“I shower first yes!”

“Hmh, can you please get me my towel shirt?” Pinta Haris later.

Without rebuttal, Hana took it and handed it over.

“Thank you” Haris trying to hold Hana's hand.

“Mas, I have ablution. I want to wait for dawn” Elak Hana. Haris nodded.

“Tomorrow morning I'm permission to leave home” Hana said again

“Meet friends”

“Male or female?”

“Female!”

“Good. I'll drop you”

……………

“Mas..”.

“Ya?” Hearing the call from Hana, Haris turned his head as he was about to reach the exit.

“What mas still love mba Arini?” Tanya Hana was spontaneous. His gaze unsheathed.

……………

“What question is it! Don't worry about anything. There is no other woman in my heart but you and mother” Haris said diplomatically.

But that answer was not the kind of answer Hana wanted. He just wanted Haris to say Yes or No. This is the second time Hana asks the same question and her husband's answer is still unchanged. Hannah hesitated to fight.

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“Hi Hana” Sapa Arini who has sat on one of the park benches.

“Assalamu’alaikum mba”

“Waalaikumsalam, How are you?” Tanya Arini is kindly stale.

“Alhamdulillah, as seen” replied Hana flat.

“Sorry, yesterday it was I didn't mean to hurt you” said Arini carefully, he was able to guess the purpose of Hana asking her to meet. Hana smiled wryly.

“Do I have to forgive such an inappropriate thing, Mba?” Hana still held herself back.

“Maaf” Lirih Arini's. He looked down deeply before continuing,

“If you hadn't married Haris, I and you wouldn't have hurt” Arini said, this time her beads and Hana's eyes met.

The morning breeze waving their veils, even though the blow was not too felt but for Hana, as if it was able to make it freeze.

“Whatever it is, Now that Haris and I are married, I have given everything I have to him. We admit that we love each other. Honestly, what you did yesterday hurt me. I don't know who started, as a wife who has self-esteem, I can't meridhai” explained Hana calmly.

“Now tell me what mba wants? I think we both agree that now is not the time for me to grab your hair or pull your shirt like everyone else does when I see her husband hugged

by another woman, right?” Hana's statement made Arini stunned. It turned out that this girl was not an innocent girl that he could stifle with words.

“My wishes stay the same, I just want Haris to marry me. Sorry, maybe here I'm selfish, but my heart really has no choice” Arini said.

“Alright if that's your wish, I will let go of Haris mas if it's true that he himself decided to marry you. If Mas Haris prefers you over me, then I'm ready to step down. However, if Mas Haris still chooses me please do not disturb our lives. As a fellow woman who has feelings and empathy, May I ask that?” Hana's heart rumbled saying it. He tries to diplomacy well for his happiness.

“Hooekkk, hooeeekkk” Suddenly Arini again feeling nauseous.

“Mba, mba why??” Ask Hana.

“Hoooooekkkk hoooeeeeeeekkkk” Arini vomits up her stomach contents, the leftovers coming from there fall on the grasses. Hana.

“Maa,, sorry” Say Arini.

“I will deliver mba to hospital” Hana said, He just realized that Arini's face looks so pale.

“No, I just catch a cold”

"Mba is so pale, let me deliver it!" Tawar Hana again.

"No, I'm sorry to go home, we'll talk further next time!" Arini. Now he feels dizzy in his head getting worse. However, just a few steps he walked, he had fallen unconscious.

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