Lurah Pondokku Candidate My Husband

85. Fill the heart of Sunia

Pov Sunia's

I was very happy, when I saw that Bu de, who lived and worked in the city, had returned for a vacation in my village. What I heard, Mas Bagas also came back, without waiting for a long time, I immediately ran to his house. My heart is impatient, wanting to meet Mas Bagas. My cousin-in-law.

My heart felt so happy, longing after so long without meeting, made me lose consciousness. I immediately hugged and kissed Mas Bagas' cheek, which seemed confused by what I was doing to him.

It seems, Mas Bagas doesn't remember me. I actually feel disappointed. But it's okay. It's also natural, anyway! We have not seen each other for a long time and have not been in contact either in person or by phone. Understandably, the busyness of Mas Bagas in the city, has always been an obstacle to our communication.

"Mas, I miss you so much!" I have not yet finished giving up my longing, to the man who always makes my nights so beautiful, all of a sudden, a woman pulls Mas Bagas from my arms.

I saw Mas Bagas looking disinclined to the woman.

'Who the hell, women don't know themselves? How dare he disturb the pleasure I can meet Mas Bagas!' bathinku.

The more I pay attention, the more annoying that woman is. After the woman took Mas Bagas away, for a long time they did not come out of their room. Not very polite! I was left in front of the house without permission to go inside. My heart felt very hot and upset with the woman who had pulled Mas Bagas to enter the house.

"What the hell are they both not out for a long time. I am tired of waiting for them. It's Bude same Pakde too, a long time go out. Why not go home? Ow hell! I was thirsty and hungry again. How's this? Will I go home or wait for them? I'm so confused!" I keep on monologuing with myself

After waiting for almost 2 hours, Bude and Pakde finally came home from my parents' second home. I'm so happy. I welcome them both. Then I went with Bude to go into the house and see Mas Bagas with the woman who went out somewhere. I was very upset when I heard the voice of Mas Bagas who was laughing and joking in a room that seemed to be his room Mas Bagas.

My heart is so hot. Feeling jealous because the man I've been craving now is busy making out with the woman that I don't know who she is. " Bude! Who is the woman who is with Mas Bagas? Why are they in a room alone. And Mrs De seems to be just a henchman!" my protest to Bude for not liking the current situation.

"Yes it's okay! They are husband and wife! It is appropriate that they both be in the room. What's wrong, Sunia? You mind?" ask my Ma'am De!

Like receiving a lightning strike in broad daylight. When I got word that Mas Bagas, my dream man since childhood. Turns out to have married! My God! I think my body is so weak. My head suddenly got dizzy. I went into a daze and almost fell down, if my bud hadn't held my body back then.

My heart ached so much, when that woman who had brought my dream man into the room, now came out of it, with a neck full of Mark's kisses. My heart hurts so much. I keep complaining to my Mom! But it seems that Ms. De doesn't care about my complaint.

Because I was very upset, I finally chose to go home from the house of Deku! I decided to go into my room, not caring about the calls of my parents who were anxious to see me coming home from the outside with tears breaking.

"The world! What's wrong with you, son? Why did you come home and lock yourself in your room. Is there a problem, son! Quickly open the door! Let me talk to you!" my mother kept screaming, asking me to open the door to my room. But my heart that was currently in pain, did not care at all about the cry. I covered my ears with a pillow, so I couldn't hear the screams anymore.

"I hate everything! I hate them! Why don't they also let me be with Mas Bagas! Look at! Now Mas Bagas has a wife and I have no chance at all to be his wife. The world is unfair!" I felt scolding and cursing until I finally felt tired myself and fell asleep.

Without realizing it, it was dark. When I started to open my eyes again, I didn't feel like my stomach was starting to feel hungry. I went out and looked for food at the dinner table.

Fortunately, there was food left over there. So that I eat well too. It seems that my father and mother were going to the mosque, to perform Maghrib prayers. I live alone at home. Yep! This is how the fate of an only child is always lonely and alone.

My family can be said to be rich in this village. Because only my father and mother have a laundry business and also a minimarket that has a turnover of hundreds of millions.

But looking at the appearance of his wife Mas Bagas, the wealth of both my parents seems to mean nothing. What I heard, his wife Mas Bagas is the son of a conglomerate that has a private bank in Jakarta. Oh God! Gone are all my hopes of becoming Mas Bagas' wife.

"It seems that I have to bury far and wide my hopes and dreams in order to have the man of my dreams who since childhood has become my sleeping flower. Mas Bagas it seems I should start saying goodbye to you" I said in despair.

When I was full, I decided to go to sleep. Than my mind is complicated and there is no end to the base. Sleep is the best medicine for me right now. To be able to forget my heartbreak because my dream man is now married to a woman who is much richer than my family.

I pray that tomorrow, when I wake up, I will forget Mas Bagas and no longer remember Him as the man of my dreams. I pray that God will bring me together with my best soul mate who is better than a worshiper who has now become someone else's husband.

But still, my heart felt sad and sick to accept this harsh reality. I don't know how long I'll be able to move on from this hurt feeling.