
Today we went to Purbalingga, accompanying my sister who was about to visit there. Unbeknownst to me, my sister turns out to be related to my cousin named Retno.
Once we got there, we decided to visit the Owabong game rides. My sister's boyfriend brought his sister too, because long time did not meet us so engrossed in chatting the four of us. I forgot about my own fiancee. Stupid me.
"Where's your Ma'am?" ask them.
"Don't know, from earlier not paying attention to him," my sister helped me look around, I said goodbye to them, looking for the whereabouts of Nur, I'm worried about her. He's only been to this city for the first time, the keys to the bike are in my hands now.
"I'm looking for your mom first" I went and searched her all over the water, but I couldn't find her anywhere. I was frustrated. I tried calling, but he didn't pick up either. I then went to the pool area at the very end of this place, in a slightly closed chair, I saw Nur smiling while looking at his phone. He's texting someone like him.
I wondered what he was doing, I approached him, "I'm looking for you everywhere, you're here" I sat next to him and tried to look at his phone. He only glanced at me and continued his activities before I came.
"It was so busy, until I was in cuekin," my chest started to heat up because he didn't even look at me. Out of annoyance I just grab the phone, turn off the power and put it in my pocket.
"What the hell, not so polite, give it back?" he looks angry at me, but I don't care. I don't like him texting anyone but me. Let me check who's bothering my fiance.
"I'm looking for you, almost the whole place I've been to, you've been hiding here and you've been getting messages from other people" I protested, but she didn't seem to care.
"Just talk to that girl, she's more beautiful, huh, than me? I want to be here by myself, leave me" He spoke without looking at me, there was a sense of excitement, a mix of tastes. He was as jealous as he was, seeing my familiarity with my distant cousin.
"We haven't seen each other in a long time, so it's only natural that you're talking, you're mad at me baby?" I tried to persuade her and explain to her my current situation.
"When I go from there, I give you a chance, who knows if you're a match, you can marry him, good right? You can be two couples, your parents must be very happy." I'm surprised to hear he said.
"My betrothed is you, how can you marry her? Don't worry baby" I tried to hold her hand, but she kept avoiding it, I started to get frustrated with her anger.
He seems angry at me. He pursed his lips and turned to me. My heart was still hot, seeing that he seemed happy to be replying to someone. I'm jealous and angry.
Without thinking for a long time, I swiftly kissed her lips, she looked confused and surprised by this reckless action of mine. She hit my chest and ran to the girls' bathroom. Shit, I can't get in there. You can beat my guy if you're reckless.
He stepped on my feet and ran away from my arms. I got upset and started to panic, he went away from me, he chose to go to crowded places and stay indifferent to me, very angry with me. When he walked into a food stall, I also followed him, I happened to be hungry too, not eating all day.
"Honey, don't be angry again dong, sorry Mas ya?" I tried to persuade him, but he still did not care about me, my fiancee was angry very dangerous, had been two hours he silenced me, never he was angry with me all this time, he had been angry with me for two hours, so I was confused how to calm him down.
"Well, keep following me, find your girl," spray her glaring at me, it's okay, than she's quiet, frustrating me. Mending he was so angry, so I knew how to fill his head.
"My girl you know, she doesn't matter to me, come on, baby, don't get mad anymore,"
"Where's the phone?" he stuck out his hand, with a heavy heart, I gave it to him, rather than him being angry with me, being able to do business.
"Dear, don't be angry again, sorry? I promise I won't talk to another woman again, don't be mad" she kept quiet. His order came, he ate it right away without waiting for my order to come too, ah. I let him eat quietly, before long my order also came. We eat in silence. After the food ran out, he went straight to me.
"Where are you going? my food is still half this," I hurried to the cashier and paid the price of our food, but the cashier said he had paid for it himself, so I just paid for my food. I immediately looked for him, ah. so fast running. I tried calling him, still inactive. He's phone I turned off, he hasn't activated the power.
I decided to go to the parking lot, who knows he's waiting there. I don't care about my sister, let it go, my business is more important, if she's angry and left me, can run affairs.
Our marriage is only two months away, and the time has broken up? it's not funny. In the distance, I saw him sitting on his bike, I was relieved to see him. "We're going home, baby?" without looking at me he went up to the seat and I understood his point.
I immediately hit the gas, I don't care about my sister, let it go, he brought his own motorbike, most later also home. Throughout Nur's journey only a thousand languages remained. I asked him to hold on, he didn't care.
I deliberately drove the motor at maximum speed, his intention made him afraid, to want to hold on to me, but failed. He prefers the iron handle of the motorcycle seat than the handle on me.
My lover, if anger is scary, then I see his anger. All this time he was always friendly and shy every time he met me. We got to Purwokerto too, I stopped in front of the SPN mosque, I wanted to give him a motorbike, so I could walk to the cottage. Not yet I came down, he had run away, I turned on the motorbike and tried to chase after him, because it was close to the cottage, I left him and continued to the cottage, and I went to the cottage, I put the keys and the bike in the parking lot near her room. Many times I knocked on her door but she did not come back or open the door of her room.
I saw Pak Kiai out of the house, wanted to go to the shop kayaknya, I decided to leave Nur's room, not good as well as Pak Kiai, had gone all day still standing in front of Nur's room.