
Early in the morning I round out my resolve to call my parents in Cirebon, I want our marriage annulled. I was getting sick of her presence, for a few days she kept terrorizing me on campus, so that makes me not free to go to college or just thesis guidance.
"Assalamualaikum Mah,"
"Greetings dear, how are you?"
"Well Mah, Mah.. There is something Nur wants to say. Nur wanted to cancel our wedding plans," I was actually afraid of my parents' reaction but I had to tell them immediately, before further preparation.
"Why really? Is there a problem with your future husband?" my mother was already worried there with my intentions.
"I don't love him anymore Mah, he's a crocodile" I said, holding back tears.
"Okay, our marriage continues!" I was shocked when my phone suddenly changed hands.
When I turned my head, it turned out that Mas Ali was already beside me, looking at me sharply. After talking to my Mom for a while, she hung up her phone and stuck it in her pants pocket. I'm upset to see him. I went straight into my hostel and locked my room.
tok tok tok tok
"How long are you like this? Can't we talk about everything all right? Come on, don't torture me like this" she still hasn't given up, I covered my ears with a pillow so as not to listen to her words.
"Darling, if I've got it wrong, you said dong was like me, don't get rich gini. I must have been trying to fix myself so that you wouldn't be bothered, "he was quietly waiting for my response.
"What is this storm?" my mother's coming.
"Sorry Mom, I've got a problem with my future wife, sorry for making a fuss," I deg-degan when I heard my mother's voice.
"Talk outside, not here. This is a special boarding house, it should not be arbitrary men enter here," my hostess then knocked on my room door.
"Mba Nur, this is mom, can we talk to you for a second?" I inevitably opened the door and asked the hostess to come in.
"What's the problem? Why are there such storms?" the hostess sat on the edge of my bed and looked at me intensely trying to understand the problem I was facing.
"Sorry Mom, I ask permission to stay here to calm down. Thinking about my decision to marry him. But he's been terrorizing me for days, out of nowhere he knows this hostel," I'm afraid he's angry.
"Talk carefully if there is a problem, running will not solve anything," the hostess rubbed my palm gently.
"Let's meet him, explain what you want," I nodded and walked out of my room.
"I'm sorry if I've got it wrong with you, but Please don't cancel our wedding plans," he's still in his stead.
"No, I'm round. I don't want to marry you, you better call your parents, cancel our wedding" I went straight to my room.
When he came to my room. Mother boarding had prevented it, Fortunately Kost was quiet, there were no other friends. They are still on their own campus. Otherwise, I would have been embarrassed by the drama that caused this.
"When the wedding is set, if it's cancelled what will our extended family say?" I hear his voice is a bit raucous now.
"But at the moment Nur is in a state of turmoil, you must understand him. Give him time, I promise, help him talk. Later I tell him to go back to the cottage, so that later discussed at once with your Mr. Kiai, May there be a way out," I heard the sound of his motorbike away from my boarding house.
I am glad he finally left. He brought my phone. Basic sucks. Not only husband likes to do as he pleases.
After giving some advice and advice, finally ma'am took a break from my room. I decided tomorrow I'd come to the cottage. And get out of there. My decision is unanimous, I do not want to marry the land crocodile.
The next day, I went home to the cottage, directly soan to Mr. Kiai, ask permission to get out of the cottage.
"What's the reason? Why is this sudden?" ask Mr. Kiai to me.
"I'm sorry Mr. Kiai, I want to focus on my thesis and KKN. At the hostel, which is closer to the campus," I can't say that I'm having a problem with Mas Ali, my future husband, still not ready, being straightforward with him.
"Yes, if it's his decision. Abah just advised, take care of yourself, learn the right, do not disappoint your parents," I just nodded and kissed her hand and returned to my room.
When I entered the room, I saw that there were already three women, the princess just might. But I don't care, even though there's my neighbor Endah, he moved here apparently.
"Well, why are you packing? Where's Mba going?" endah asked in surprise while looking at me.
"Mba mo get out of the cottage, want to focus on campus," I continued packing.
When I was busy packing suddenly someone knocked on the door of our room, "Mba, Mr. Lurah looking for Mba," Aini looked at me with sadness.
"Let's just say, Mba is busy, can't be bothered. tell her to leave here," I refused to meet with her. It's as good as it feels.
"Nur what exactly was my fault until you've done this far? Why do you punish me like this? Can't we talk about it?" his voice was already hoarse, from yesterday he tried to persuade but my heart was not touched at all. Just sick of it.
"I've said many times that we canceled our wedding plans, why not understand too? Do you know Indonesian, right? If I'm told to speak Arabic, I can't" I said in the doorway.
It feels like this heart has been closed, no matter what he says. Looking at the eyes of him who had dark circles, I was actually somewhat touched. She must not have slept well these past few days.
"Our marriage won't be annulled, I've contacted our family. The plan will go on anyway" he looked at me wistfully.
"Please continue, I will not go back to Cirebon, you can marry his sister Retno, I do not care," I said as I entered my room. My heart ached, mentioning the name of that fatigued woman, who was laughing with her at the time.
"So your anger is because you're jealous of the Rose? He's my cousin, I don't have anything to do with him, can you please not be childish like this?" he said start slowly.
"I was childish and senseless, so you just married that itchy woman, it's gone. I'm sick of seeing your face, '" I exclaimed in annoyance. I don't care about the rest of the cottage seeing our commotion. Who told him to get my emotions?