Lurah Pondokku Candidate My Husband

214. Uncertain

Rafi was shocked when she got a call from the existing KBRI in Egypt that she was getting a work call there.

" What's up, Mom? Why do you seem so upset?" dinda asked when she saw her husband who looked pensive alone.

" I just received a call from the KBRI in Egypt informing me that I was given the opportunity to work there!" raffi said while glancing at Dinda.

" Why do you feel confused? If you want to work there. Just accept it anyway? If you don't want to stay, just refuse. Is it hard, Mas?" dinda asked while sitting next to her husband.

" I was suspicious that this was Elena's wish. It's so weird why did the KBRI call me all of a sudden?" raffi asked confused.

" If you feel uncomfortable staying rejected anyway? We don't need that job either. If you really need a job. I can tell my father to give one of his hospitals to be managed by the two of us!" dinda said to her husband.

" Athaghfirullahaladzim! Where does my pride as a man lie when you actually do that?" raffi said while stroking his chest.

" What's wrong with it? What parents have. Isn't that for her son?" tanya Dinda was astonished by her husband who looked surprised when he said his wish.

" Please don't you ever think that way, Dinda! I'm really uncomfortable! If you really appreciate me as your husband, never have such thoughts about your parents. I am a man and I will always be responsible to you as my wife!" said Rafi while leaving Dinda who was still dumbstruck in her place.

" What will you do then?" ask Dinda to her husband.

" Didn't you trust me?" raffi asked as he looked at Dinda seriously.

Dinda approached her husband and then she put her head on his chest.

" When I chose you to be my husband. I've entrusted my whole body and my life to the palm of your hand!" said Dinda while smiling to Raffi who looked clumsy and also felt unfamiliar with the intimacy between himself and his wife.

" Well maybe now I can open all the things I've been doing behind Umi and Abi" Raffi said with a smile to Dinda.

" Has this been keeping secrets from both your parents?" tanya Dinda began to pry with the life of her husband.

" Not really. I just don't want to spread it in front of so many people!" rafi said, embarrassed.

" What have you done, Mom?So you have to hide it?" tanya Dinda was getting curious.

" That's it! Let's just go to bed! But obviously I can make sure that I will definitely give you a living every month so never ask your parents! Remember that if you really appreciate me as your husband!" said Rafi while leaving Dinda in her confusion.

Raffi has always tried to hide about the business he has been involved in outside the cottage.

Raffi doesn't know that actually Abinya already knows everything she's doing out there. Nereka just pretended to be silent and pretended not to know because they wanted to hear themselves from her son's mouth about the effort done by Raffi behind the two of them.

Therefore both Raffi's parents feel no hesitation in marrying their son to the daughter of their best friend.

They both know who Dinda is. Because Dinda is one of the best santri in the cottage managed by Raffi's parents.

Dinda followed her husband into their room. He was still curious about the decision of the husband about the offer of a job in the Egyptian Embassy.

" How about the job at the KBRI is Mas going to accept it?" dinda asked when she saw her husband who was holding the Koran and preparing for Murojaah.

" Later tonight Mas will be istikharah first. As for the results it will probably be seen in the next few days. We don't have to talk about it!" rafi said then ended the conversation between himself and Dinda.

After feeling enough and tired. The couple then climbed to the length of the two of them.

Until now Raffi and Dinda still have not done their duties as husband and wife. Because Dinda who still does not feel confident with the love of the husband.

I don't know it's just that Dinda's sensitive feelings feel that actually Raffi was forced to marry her.

" Pray before going to bed so that we are both spared from the damned devil's interference!" raffi said before he closed his eyes.

At first glance Dinda glanced at her husband who had started to fall asleep.

" It's been almost 2 months that we've been married. But why are you still not asking for your rights as a husband. Am I not attractive to you as a wife?" dinda said sadly as she looked at her husband who looked indifferent to her.

' I'm sorry Dinda. I just don't feel sure about how I feel about you. I will not harm you if anything happens to our household in the future!' raffi's mind is not sleeping, he just pretends to want to know what his wife will do when she falls asleep.

Raffi suddenly felt like his body was stung by electricity when his wife suddenly just kissed his lips gently.

Rafi knew that Dinda was crying right now. Because she could feel her tears falling down her cheeks.

" I'm sorry that as your wife I haven't satisfied you and I haven't been able to make you fall in love with me. I know as a woman I still have a lot of my brackets. So it can't make you love me and want me!" said Dinda with Lirih and felt sad.

After saying all his heart. Dinda then got off her bed and chose to go to the balcony in her room.

The feeling of Dinda who is currently in a state of turmoil she prefers to look at the stars and breathe the night air that feels cold and bone-chilling.

Raffi felt movement on his bed. He slowly opened his eyes and saw Dinda walking towards the balcony in tears.

Inexplicably seeing the beautiful crying Raffi's feelings become unpleasant.

" O Allah, has the servant wronged my wife, causing her to weep with such sorrow?" raffi asked himself as he looked at the beautiful looking sobbing on the balcony alone.

" O God! What am I supposed to do? Do I have to ask my wife for my right today? Is he able to accept my current condition that still can't love him whole?" raffi asked frustratedly while shuffling his own hair because he was currently confused and did not know what to do.

Throughout his life, Raffi has not felt what love is to a woman. Because of his interest during this time only to the science of religion and also the Koran.

" Well if I don't also give my wife an inner living, it's the same as me persecuting my wife. As for the matter of love, it can come later. As for what happened to our household later on, I'm sure that Dinda can understand it wisely!" raffi finally decided to start a new step in his home life with Dinda, his wife whom he had married two months ago in front of both parents and in the presence of all the invitations who witnessed their marriage.

With the steadiness and utterance of Bismillah in his heart. Raffi then approached Dinda who appeared to be crying on the balcony.

" It's night. Why are you even outside?" raffi asked with his hunting breath because he was currently very nervous to do his role as a husband.

Dinda gasped for getting Raffi who was already behind her.

" It's okay, Mom! I just want to breathe the night air because I can't sleep" said Dinda trying to wipe her tears with her palm that felt cold.

Raffi drew closer to Dinda and then clasped his palm tightly.

" If I ask for my rights as your husband tonight. Are you willing and willing to give it to me?" raffi asked in a hoarse voice and looked nervous.