Lurah Pondokku Candidate My Husband

59. I Lay Prayer For You

"I can do it myself, Dip! I've troubled you a lot. I can feel how your mom feels. Don't fight with Mamah you because of me. I will not be able to bear the consequences of it all!" nur said while looking into Dipta's eyes.

Nur can capture the sadness, voidness and loss in the eyes of Dipta. Really, this is the first time since Nur knew Dipta, could read Dipta like an open novel. Usually created is always good at closing itself. The happy Dipta, the cute and introverted Dipta, ah, all this time Nur did not know Dipta turned out.

"Much suffering and misery I went through before you came into my life. Nur, I even almost committed suicide. My life has been completely empty, ever since my wife and son left me. You remember the first time we met?" ask Dipta while looking at Nur with a real look.

"Why, really?" tanya began to be confused.

"It was my journey to the grave of my son and my wife, my in-laws were furious, knowing that her son was driven out by my Mamah, and the accident while heading to the place of her parents. So they refused my wife and son to be buried here. So every time I miss my son and my wife, I'll come to Purwokerto, pilgrimage there!" said Dipta while scooping her disheveled face.

"Your life is more tragic than my life. I'm sorry, huh? Not sensitive to you!" Nur then patted Dipta on the shoulder, trying to give her strength. Dipta looked at Nur's eyes intensely.

"Do you still love your husband?" ask Dipta.

"I don't know!" nur's answer made Dipta desperate.

"Nur, if you want, I can help you to process your divorce and your husband's. After that we got married!" Dipta pulled Nur in his arms.

"Dip, please don't believe me. I'm not comfortable!" pinta Nur while pushing Dipta away.

"I feel the same way, you're just a friend, Dip! Gie doesn't have a woman's love for a man. I'm sorry, huh?" Nur stared at the despair and sadness in Dipta's eyes.

"If I could make you fall in love with me, would you like to divorce your husband?" ask the Creator again.

"I'm dead, Dip! I don't want to open my heart to that kind of business anymore. I won't be able to bear the loss anymore. Pain, Dip! When I found out, my name was no longer in my husband's heart" Nur said. Dipta looked at Nur with a pleading gaze, "Please, Nur! Let me love Loe and Rafi! I don't care if you fall in love with me or not. I just want to live with you!" pinta was created with eyes that began to glaze over.

Be that as it may, the two men cry together. Rafi had slept from earlier, so they could talk freely. The atmosphere outside the room was already quiet. I don't know where the other servants were created.

This man was a kind man. She accepts Laila and Merry to work at her house just for feeling sorry for them. Malang girls, who are sold to brothels by their lovers when they are bored. He helped them from the darkness. Therefore, Merry and Laila are very grateful to the Creator.

He was created to live alone, logically he could live without helpers. Moreover, the daily time created more he spent in his office.

"Nur, you have to promise me, never leave this house. Ok?" the eyes of Dipta stared straight at Nur's bead. Nur took his breath in. Then blow roughly.

"We'll see an entar, yeah? To be honest, I'm also confused, I just don't want to, if you fight with your Mom. He is your Mom who has given life to you. Who am I? Only a passerby stops for a while in your life! Please, Dip! Don't put such a burden on my shoulders! Apologize to your Mom, will you? His heart must be very sad, after you kicked him out yesterday" said Nur.

"Mama usually likes to do as he pleases. He ruined my life, honestly, to this day, I can't forgive Mom. Who killed my wife and children, indirectly? Can I forgive him?" ask Dipta.

"Fool, death, fortune, it's all God in power. Without His permission, there can never be any misfortune or happiness. Rest assured Dip! When you can be sincere with the past, which has shackled your heart, I am sure, you will definitely find the true happiness of you. Try to make your heart at peace with the past! Hmmmm?" nur said again.

"I'll try. I also want to shower and pray. Loe remember! Don't play Kabir, if you want to get out of here, tell me the same! Let me drive you, wherever you want to go! Got it? Hmmmm?" pinta Dipta's. After Nur nodded, Dipta stroked Nur's head gently.

"Ah, elo always treat my rich pet cat loe!" nur protested, Dipta laughed.

"The most beautiful cat I've ever had!" said Dipta to review his sweet smile.

"Uh, haphazardly! Loe man equals cat! Silly thing!" Nur pretended to be angry and Dipta smiled, feeling very happy, finally the cloud over his house finally left.

"After we pray, I want to take Rafi to dinner outside. It's a pity that you have lived in Jakarta for three months, but only stay at home! I'm sorry, huh? Who is too busy with work, so forget that you also need entertainment!" say Dipta. "Udah, shower Sono!" Nur threw the pillow on the sofa, towards Dipta, and Dipta managed to catch it.

"Gee, cool! Loe bagua as well!" Nur gave his two thumbs to Dipta.

"Look, how I can't afford to leave you!" said Dipta began to melow again, wanted to enter again, but Nur immediately pushed Dipta's body to get out of the room.

"kite can be late this prayer, Dipta!" Shouted Nur began to be upset with the drama ala Dipta.

"O Allah, it turns out that my suffering has been nothing compared to what was created in his life!" monologue Nur in the bathroom. After finishing the bath, Nur then prayed.

"Oh Allah, wherever my husband is, always protect him, O God! Happy for her, I was willing to leave her life, so she could be happy and pursue her love. Please God, give sincerity to me!" Nur closed his prayer with tears.

Yes, every day, in her life, since Nur left her husband, Nur was only able to recite prayers for her husband's happiness. Nur loved her husband very much, so did not want to be a thorn in her husband's life.