Loving You Unconditional

Kaif Feelings

POV Kaif

I stared at the girl's back disappearing behind the cafe door. With her departure this time I felt that something was stuck and forced to leave with the beautiful girl.

Sellas... If you knew how much pain it would be like I heard you wanted to end this relationship and be with another man.

But all that I can bear is not to scold you and make you sad.

The love... I realized I was guilty of committing the sin of dating. But I really love that girl.

Three years I was by his side and tried to keep him from the temptations of other men, but in the end he was still not mine.

Trying to make me look okay, but it turns out seeing him go off still hurts the porch.

....

After meeting Sella this afternoon I didn't go home right away. I went to calm down in a park far enough from the cafe. This place was the first time we met.

Starting from helping each other, who would have thought that love is a body so easy. Especially when I found out he was studying at the same campus, since then we both became closer.

The girl I liked since college, but it turns out it belongs to people now. Three years is nothing compared to one day. God's destiny is so powerful it cannot be offered.

It seems that I have sinned because I love someone more than I love my Lord, so now God is making him walk away from my life.

"Loh, Mas Kaif? How are you here,"

A woman came up to me who was pensive. While nailing a little girl, I was a little surprised to see her existence here.

"Grow.." I tried to look fine. "I'm just looking for the wind. You and your son are going for a walk?" Ask me back.

Dew creeks. The widow of one child looks troubled holding her baby. I feel sorry for Sella's best friend. Just two years married she was left dead by her husband, and now she lives alone taking care of the child.

Maybe this used to be the reason I didn't want to get married quickly. Afraid I have nothing to leave behind if my death comes sooner.

"Sit down, you seem to be in trouble."

"Oh, yes."

"You're not the same Sella here, are you?"

"Sir,"

"Why?" Dew thought for a moment, "I think now Sella is a bit rarely out of the house huh. Every feeling we ask to meet has a reason. Why is he?"

I smiled hearing his words. Suppose the girl's friends knew what happened to her. Maybe they'll yell uproar, and also get angry maybe, if they know Sella's getting married to an old Om-om.

Feeling lazy to speak stale again, I finally decided to leave from there. It's not good that we sit together and are accompanied by a little boy like that. People might misunderstand.

.....

When I got home I didn't know what to do. The incident last afternoon was still in the shadows and did not want to be lost from this thought.

Ah, if he doesn't remember God wants him to go and bring the news of his lover. Not just letting him break up the relationship.

I've been suspicious for a few days. Sella's attitude changed, and often looks moody. Especially when discussing our relationship while on the phone or Chet, he must have avoided it immediately.

"What's wrong with you, Kaif?"

I was surprised to see Umi beside me.

"Eh... Umi. This... I'm upset again," I said honestly to my beloved woman.

"Through?"

I pouted seeing Umi did not understand. Immediately I lay my body beside the Umi with the head resting on his lap.

"I broke up with my boyfriend, Mi. He left me to marry an old man." I said excitedly. Still upset when I remember how my lover said he was in a match with an old man.

"Astaghfiullah! Kaif... You dating?!"

Instead of focusing on the story of my heartbreak, Umi instead focused on the word courtship. Ahh.. I forgot that Umi has been forbidding me from dating. He said doing so only made sin, and nothing seemed positive.

"Yes, Kaif is dating" I said desperately.

Already got sin, uh. it turns out even just keep the soul of people. Unfortunately, this is my fate.

I screamed as I felt my face in the Umi Pillar.

"You are yes, if you have reached someone why not say the same Umi. We can do Ta'aruf, not even sin like this. Now at the wedding stay just know the taste!"

I was stunned to hear Umi's words. That's right what my mom said. If he dares to do Ta'aruf maybe now Sella belongs to him. Not even spending time dating.

"Umi was in the cottage. Not getting good knowledge, even more sin. Good thing Abi you don't know, Kaif. Otherwise you'll definitely get hit by him."

I who got an impromptu lecture could only bow silently. Shame also on Umi who has been educating me to be a good man. But it turned out to be disappointing.

"Sorry, Umi."