Loving You Unconditional

It's not easy to forget

Sella laughed at the devastation her life had endured. He stared at the white paper on his desk, again he lost something of his life. Ahhe... Isn't this what he had hoped for all along?

“Sel,”

Mala came directly hugging Sella, “You are patient yes, Sel. In the future we do not know, maybe your recovery will be better than working in this office.”

Sella knew it was just entertainment for her. After all, he won't be that sad out of this company, he's only been working here for a year, no one has made himself so memorable that he has to beg on it.

“You rest easy, La. I'm okay with.” Sella stared at the amused Mala who looked even sadder than her. “Again wrong I was also the permission not to enter work long enough,”

“But you were fired..,”

“Nothing really. I feel better, La. Anyway I can get away from the cunning woman like Hera.”

Talking about Hera made Mala remember something. Mala was curious

“Sel, you said you were an enemy of Hera. But how yesterday I saw your sister walk the same way she did?”

“Eh... How?” Sella so surprised, “kak I which do you mean? I do not want yes there are brothers I'm close to the cunning woman.”

Mala scratched her hair confused, because she did not know her sister sella. “Anu... Who ever picked you up in the hospital first,”

Alvian?

Sella could guess. But really don't know if Alvian has any connection with Hera. Suddenly she remembered Tias, her sister-in-law must have been very hurt if she knew her husband was walking with another woman.

“Later I ask my brother, besides Alvian already has a child and wife, I think you are wrong see.”

“Mana may have a wrong look, wait...,” Mala pulled out her phone, “see this,” Mala thrust her phone at Sella.

That's right what Mala said. In the photo, the brother was walking with Hera in her hand.

“Not possible,” Sella shakes her head in disbelief. Betrayed brother?

Wh why?

Why did his family start hurting each other? Sella is scared, afraid that Alvian will follow in her father's footsteps to make a mistake.

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Forget that!

Sella just wants to forget for a moment all the problems in her life. Not knowing what sin he had committed but now he felt the trials for trials came on end.

“Papa?” Sella looked at her new father.

Tired of longing, but he also did not want to like the old man on his Papa. The pain and disappointment still left her eyes blind to forgive the man who had hurt her mother.

“Sella, how's Papa's son doing?” David wanted to hug, but the princess immediately dodged making him stunned.

“I'm fine, Pa.”

Sella forced her smile. Even though she refused a hug, Sella still shook the hand that had raised her.

“Why Papa asked to meet?”

“Didn't you miss Papa? Papa just misses the little princess papa,” said David smiling gently at the princess.

“Wrong, Pa. I'm not your little daughter anymore, but Bunga... Isn't she the one who is now Papa's little daughter?” lirih.

“I'm sorry, Papa... Papa knows wrong. Papa knows that you have hurt your heart, but you have no other choice, son.”

“I don't blame Papa, I'm just disappointed. It's not that easy to forget how destroyed mama when papa chose to separate from her. It's not easy for us to forgive Papa, just let it go like this.”

Yes, he was only disappointed at this uncertain fate of his. If he continues to abuse and hate his own father, he fears his prayers will get bigger and his final regrets will hurt him.

Let destiny go, he now has no intention of changing anything.

David tried to hold the princess' hand, “although papa made a mistake, but Papa please. Don't hate papa, Cell. Excuse me... Sorry papa selfishly sacrificed your life for the luxurious life you wanted. Sorry papa,”

Deg

Sella reflex took off her father's grasp.

“What Papa means?”

David flinched when he realized he was about to say the wrong thing. He was too emotional, seeing the princess who might not know anything to bring his heart back to pain.

“It...Papa just misspoke,” said David reasoned. “Papa just feel sad, please... Until also papa's apology to your Mama, yes.”

David could no longer stare at the disappointment clearly seen in his daughter's two beads, he did not want to cry in front of his daughter. So he hurriedly left.

“Papa must go. You're fine with your husband yes, he's a good man can make you happy. Once again papa apologized,” David hurriedly left the princess who was still staring at him pushy.

The mistake he regretted now was feeling like he failed to be a good husband and father to his family. David was hurt to see his children moving away from him.

But he also cannot leave his small patri of the results of his mistakes. She still loves Zana, but she also loves Tati. If the two women want to understand and accept themselves and make peace with each other... Ah, David could no longer hold back his cries.

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Sella breathed in tired. Staring at the table that was still full of their ordered food, now Sella felt no longer lust to spend it. Ah... Her father even left without eating a single bit of this.

Sella smiled wryly, the pardon from her father still made her feel funny. Is it easy to apologize after making a mistake?

Then what was that? Happy with the best guy like Bara?

Sella laughed again. If his father had known his days were so sad now.

“I'm not happy, Pa!” Sella sobbed small, “I can't even smile anymore after being with her. Papa, you're wrong... I'm hurt, not happy.” Sella Mumbles.

He felt pain when he no longer had the right shoulder he could lean on. He felt like he had no more shelter, everything seemed to forget him.

Sella looked around the restaurant which felt quite noisy. Inadvertently his net saw one family who looked happy was laughing at the Same Restaurant with him.

Maybe they were just a little far away so they were unaware of Sella's existence staring at their happiness.

Yep... Bara with his son and ex-wife were seen doing lunch together with laughter. Looks so handsome her husband is smiling with the woman of his past. If it was with him, there was only a cold face at all times.

Sella rubbed the clear grain that was dripping more and more. It hurts!

It feels good to see her husband with another woman. The jealousy was clearly visible to him. But he felt he did not dare to see his lingering feelings grow this.

“Yes god, why is this sick.”

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