Loving You Unconditional

A difficult relationship

Sella is afraid of this unbalanced relationship. Since a day ago he met Bara, he had felt a pressure that he could not explain from the man's eyes.

He wanted to refuse, but the wedding preparations were already so complete and almost 90%

Sella couldn't possibly mess it up and humiliate her Papa. It's just to get married to Bara who is so old, suddenly Sella shuddered in horror.

"Why you?" Zana looked at her daughter confused, "you why the head bracelets? Your head hurts?"

"Eh, not Ma. Earlier... Sella was just thinking about something, too,"

"Think what? The man who's your future husband again?"

Sella dodged, then after that she nodded in confusion. What should he answer? Had to lie, but Mama's guess was right.

Sella immediately asked her mother for permission. "Ma, I'm out for a second, okay?"

"Loh, where are you going? "

"Meet someone, Ma. For a moment, not until home at night," said Sella memelas.

Now he really had to meet someone very important. If not now when? He is unlikely to delay and backfire on his wedding day.

.....

"You've been waiting for me for a long time?" Sella immediately greeted a man who was seen sitting alone in the middle of the crowded cafe that afternoon.

"Oh, you've come. Not for long, just after hours,"

Sella looks upset, she knows her lover is insinuating her who likes to come late if there is an appointment.

"I'm sorry" Sella said half-heartedly.

"Sir, why did you ask for a meeting like this? Is there anything important?"

Sella is a diligent working girl, otherwise the holiday usually the girl will not ask to meet. And Kaif was right with her lover's habits.

He himself could not always meet. In addition to a lot of work, Kaif also does not want to meet too often to make them do things that are not right.

"Yes... I want to say something that....," It's hard to say, he's afraid to hurt Kaif's feelings, but if not now when?

"What's wrong? How are you afraid of that,"

Sella was getting scared. He knew that Kaif's attitude of taking care of her all this time made him very comfortable. This man was too gentle and kind, and now he felt afraid to hurt him.

"I..," Sella felt her tongue was a bit off to continue, "Let's end this relationship,"

Kaif frowned confusedly. Sella who said as fast as the wind made her feel misheard.

"What did you say? You asked to break up?"

Sella nodded slowly. The girl did not dare to look back at her lover's face, it felt like she was really frightened by Kaif's response.

But when it was two minutes he waited, there was also no loud voice full of anger owned by his lover.

Curious, Sella immediately raised her face to look at the lover who was still silent.

Sella was astonished to see Kaif who was not angry, and instead looked at her without blinking. He became nervous, confused by what the man was thinking right now.

"Kaif..," Sella stopped asking when she saw the waiter coming with their order.

Waiting for the ministry to leave, Sella tried to regulate her breathing so as not to feel too nervous.

"What do you think, Cell? I'm gonna get mad?" Kaif took a deep breath.

Although in his heart he also felt pain, but he tried to look okay. There is no right for him to scold girls, after all, it is also his fault that he has not given certainty with this proposal to his lover.

"Aren't you angry?"

"So. Why should I be angry?"

Sella is made to gawk with Kaif. Is she not important?

And their relationship all along?

"Don't misunderstand me, baby. Oops... I mean I can't possibly limit you and get angry right? I don't have a right to that, yet,"

"You mean how? You've never really loved me?!"

Kaif laughs. But the laughter sounded a little hoarse making Sella stare at the man in a daze.

Kaif healed her pain?

Two years of friends, and one year of love. Sella quite understood with Kaif's attitude that is too indifferent with love affairs. But actually in the heart of the man can love someone more than anything.

"are you okay?"

Kaif grunting. "Dec... Even though I am your lover now, and I love you with all my heart. I also have no right to forbid you from doing anything. It's different if I'm married,"

Kaif took a deep breath, "but even so I also need a reason. Wh why? Why are you asking to leave and end this relationship?"

Sella closed her eyes. She felt the same pain as her lover.

Actually it might be better if now this man is angry and vents anger at him. Than this, it feels more painful.

If it's like this she's not feeling better, but Sella's feeling more and more guilty. Kaif's words of understanding make it even more painful to forget.

"I... I'm in a match with someone,"

Kaif smiled wryly. Already he guessed, even like this often happens, and Kaif is also not possible to make a girl child of the ungodly people to her parents.

"Your Papa's friend's son?" Ask Kaif. But Sella's yelling, "then?"

"With my Papa's business friend,"

Kaif almost gushed out her drink if not asked by hand. Soon he smothered his mouth so that the water in his mouth would not spill.

"Are you serious?"

Sella can only forcibly cuddle, although she is embarrassed, but still admits it in front of Kaif.