Loving You Unconditional

Disappointed twice

“Why? Did something happen at your parents' house?”

That morning at the dinner table Bara again asked Sella who yesterday all night ignored him.

“Nothing,” Said Sella lazily. She really wanted to share this shameful thing with her husband. He was afraid Bara would taunt his family, yes... Sella is embarrassed.

I also started not caring anymore. Seeing the attitude of the girl in front of him who was getting closed, he also grew lazy to ask many things. Stant.. Their marriage was also a covenant... Thought Bara.

“Today Arya no events in school,”

“Then?”

“I want to go with Lisa later at noon to her school to attend the event.” The words tell.

The spoon in the hand violently slipped off, making a rowdy sound as it clashed with the plate. The girl snorted inadmissively.

“why with him? Now I'm your wife, Mas!” a little bit of emotion.

“You forgot whose child Arya was? Lisa's real mother, Sel. Not you. So yes naturally he and I who will go to accompany Arya later in school.”

Degs...

It was as painful as hearing when the Papa betrayed his Mother. Sella looked at her husband with dewy eyes, the word embers enough to make her hurt.

“Then? You think I'm a statue of him between you and that woman? Mas... You're such a jerk!”

Sella immediately ran out and left the house with reddened eyes. When the girl had entered the taxi, her cries broke without being held back.

While Bara who lived the wife after getting the curse just silent pecking at the dining table.

‘what is he doing with his words?’

****

Pov Sella's.

I still can't believe that Mas Bara could talk to me like that. At least if he doesn't consider me his wife, he should at least appreciate my feelings as the woman he married before God.

Unable to hold back the tightness, in the end I cried on top of the taxi making the driver look in wonder. Maybe he was wondering why I could cry so much in his car.

But what do I care?

“Mbak why?”

Maybe he could not bear it, finally asked as my crying began to subside.

“Nothing, Bang. There's just a little problem,” I said covering up the truth.

“Again the same problem Parents, yes?”

I'm pissed off. Why he became kepo anyway, I am confused what to answer. How sad again!

“Gak Bang, I no longer have the same problem as parents. But same husband,” I said honestly.

But seeing the taxi driver was surprised made my forehead wrinkle. Why was she surprised when I told her husband?

“Mbak is married? I think I'm still a student,”

He even became curious. “What's Why Bang?”

“It... Ma'am looks small. I thought I was still a school or a student. That's why I was surprised when I found out I said I had a husband,”

It was as if he had forgotten the sadness he felt earlier. I became chuckling little to hear the honest expression of the taxi driver. Indirectly the man was saying I was young right?

“That's because my body is indeed lacking growth Bang,” I said jokingly, making us both laugh.

Although in her heart she also realized, she was not balanced if she was with her husband. In addition to the age of embers that are quite far from it, body posture is also one that makes them much different.

The coals are growing tall, though thin. But he if standing next to me will look like my father, not a husband. But it's different with Lisa....

Ah... .thinking that made my mood crumble again. Damnit damnit! They really think I'm just a display in their ill-gotten relationship.

I realized that this car had stopped right in front of the company I was working for.

After giving the fee according to the tariff, I immediately passed into the company with a lethargic face.

Looks like I need someone to be my confiding friend. But who?

The mala?

But what if the child can not be trusted and even spread rumors about me later. Why am I ashamed of the rumors... One of these companies already knows that I'm married to an old man who hasn't moved on from his ex-wife.

***

When the break came, I immediately pulled Mala to the cafeteria to invite her to chat. We sat in the corner of the canteen, choosing the place not to be the center of attention.

You must still remind... Because of the cheap gossip of my colleagues to date I am still the months of office children.

They sometimes do not even hesitate to insult me blatantly. The thing I fear the most is that if one day play physically, the tip of gratitude is not until now.

“What do you want to say, Cell? Kok tumben bangat want to go to the canteen today,” said Mala who looks curious.

“I'm going to confide, La. But you promise me yes, don't tell anyone else.”

“Eh, you think I'm a friend who likes to betray what. Don't doubt me, Cell. Haven't we been friends for a long time.”

I was anxious to see Mala pursing her lips. Maybe he was offended by what I said. My intention is to remind him only.

I started to tell Mala a little bit about my household. Only a few, while some events that privacy I choose not to tell, because I do not want to be backfired to me later on.

The girl looked surprised to close her mouth, I giggled amusedly to see Mala's eyes dewy. Maybe he felt sorry for my crazy life journey of marrying a widower who failed to move on.

“Seriously he's still in touch with his Ex-wife?” mala asked as if in a whisper. I just nodded, confirming my friend's question.

“Cell, then you have to separate them. The time you want to lose with a girl is so,” said Mala excited.

“If I could've done it times, La. Just yeah it's... Mas Bara was very protective of him. Talk a little rough battery has been snapped,” I said honestly.

I don't know why my chest suddenly felt empty after telling others a little about my problem. It's good to have friends to tell stories too?

“Then you must have a strategy, Cell!”

“Strategy? What strategy do you mean?”

Mala smiled cunningly. “Although in the end you divorced her, you as a legal wife do not want to lose. You've sacrificed your relationship with Kaif for her. But he doesn't even think about your feelings.”

I increasingly do not understand the meaning of Mala's words. It's true that he said, but I have to prepare a strategy like what does he mean?

“I still don't understand,” I said honestly.

“Sella... You be a girl don't be so naive dong.” Mala said come fierce to me, “as long as he is still your legal husband, you should use the opportunity well..”.

My forehead is still frowning waiting for my friend's next words. But even those who were upset because I didn't understand immediately pinched my waist.

“How are you... I mean you have to spend a lot of money. Porotin your husband who said it was rich. Why make a husband rich but you will live to suffer after parting from him,”

I seemed to be the most enlightened after hearing my friend's evil intentions. It's true what he said... Although I can not get love and affection from Mas Bara, but I can get a lot of money for my provisions in the future.

After all, there is no guarantee that he is loyal and does not return with his ex-wife.

After all, our marriage has even been more than a month, but Bara has not given me a penny yet. I also felt angry when I realized it.

“But what are not sins, La?”

“Halah, why do you think Sella's sin! You are his legal wife, natural dong if you take your own husband's money. There is he who sins cheating on you,”

After that I smiled happily. As if it was the brightest, my mood that had been so bad immediately turned cheerful.

‘wait for me, Mas Bara. I'll make you regret playing me!’