Loving You Unconditional

Scratches of wounds left behind

Minutes have changed hours, noon has turned into an evening that ignites an orange color in the sky that is almost dusk.

Still in the same place. The place in the safety of sadness came and lingered seemed to destroy him in a moment.

He never thought this day would be in his life. At the time he should have been busy repairing his newly established marriage relationship, but instead ended up accepting the fact that his mother had separated from the Papa.

Age is almost the head of five, is there still a young girl want to be with her Papa?

He forgot that the power of money can blind everyone. Not that his Papa was rich enough, of course the sucker leeches clung to his father in search of comfort and luxury.

“Already... You don't be like this, Dek. When like this the city should strengthen Mama, you do not follow sad and end up dropping later.” Melisa rubbed her sister's shoulder with affection.

“Kak, you still can't believe it. Papa...” he again sucked his cheeks that back flowed his tears.

“Not only now, Deck. This may have been a long time ago... Her mother was too close to her eyes and let everything happen and become protracted like this,” said Melisa sad.

From a long time ago he was even suspicious of his Papa's attitude. Although Sella is unaware and still trusts David wholeheartedly, Melisa does not.

“What does Melisa mean? What papa from a long time already...,”Sella feels heavy saying it. His little heart still contradicts this truth.

“Iya... Even Papa already had a daughter there with that woman,”

“What?!”

Too surprising. He looked at his brother until he did not blink.

“Do not joke again,”

“It's true, Deck. Even before I met them... The boy is 5 years old.”

Degs....

Again he was given new information that made him shocked. Sella turned to look at her two older brothers, but they threw away their faces instead.

That means they've known for a long time?

Her heart ached listening to her first love had left her mother for the sake of the woman and her other child.

“I go where mama used to be,” she got up soon. Leaving his brothers in the family room.

Before he entered his parents' room, Sella tried to calm herself so as not to make her favorite woman more sad.

When she calmed down, Sella opened the door trying to see her flat face. Not the crazy cry he showed his family this morning.

“Mama..,”

Silent.

He knew his mother who was on the bed was pretending to sleep. He could see the body of the woman who had given birth to him trembling withstanding the cries.

Which wife is not sad if she is cheated on by her own husband. Moreover, his mother loved his father so much all this time. Relationships that have been established for 30 years are more broken in a moment just because the love of her husband has been divided into other women.

“I know mama hasn't slept... Sorry, Sella, Ma. Already do not believe the mother earlier,” he felt guilty.

He even yelled at his sad mother. Actually, compared to the sadness he had as a child, there was nothing to what his mother was feeling.

When the husband betrays the wife is the most broken and wounded. Her tears welled up again and the dripping cleavage made a small sobbing sound sound on her lips.

Seeing her Mama trying to open her eyes again, Sella breathed a little relief. He hoped his mother would not get hurt because of his attitude.

“Mama...,” quietly trying to hug the body of his mother who is still lying down.

****

It still feels so bad to be back in mind. Although he actually did not have the heart to leave the mother at home alone, but how else. He also could not stay at his parents' house when he had not given permission to the husband.

So that's why, although he was tired of being born and inner, but he still returned to Bara's house. Despite the puffy eyes, and a messed up face. He really doesn't care about his looks anymore.

Sella stepped into the house when the clock showed at eight p.m.

“Home home?”

The girl was shocked when shocked by the husband's voice. Sella glared in disbelief as Bara stood quietly by folding her hands to her chest while giving a sharp look at her.

Sella suddenly became nervous herself. She felt like a wife who was in the middle of her husband's tung for doing wrong. Her husband is currently punishing her.

Thinking of that, Sella suddenly let out an annoyed breath.

‘What's wrong with my brain now!’

“I went to Mama's house... Has aunt Neti delivered my message?” Sella asked casually.

Bara replied with an annoyed grunt, “away morning and go home at night. What do you think my house is?”

Again he was surprised by Bara's response. Why should he be angry?

“You angry?”

The question made Bara who stood up even more upset. He had planned that today he would take his wife and son out on this holiday.

Sella's words last night about her and Lisa did touch her ego a little. It's just that he tried to dismiss it, think it's normal, and maybe all the men who have been divorced also seem to.

But when he came home from Jogging and did not find his wife, suddenly his mood became bad. Moreover, he knew if Sella went to her in-laws' house without inviting her, again Bara was increasingly upset made.

“Still ask you?!” reply Bara, “why my phone did you not pick up?”

“Ehh, you call me, Mas? Tumben,” Sella immediately looking for her phone that all day she ignored. Anyway how is it possible in a situation like that he still had time to play Mobile. “Sorry, I really don't know.”

Actually Bara wants to return to issue his frustration. It's just that something caught his attention.

“Your eyes... Why swelling?”

Being quiet...

Sella seemed to answer that question. Just a small smile and then he ran into his room.

He thought that after running away and staying in the room until morning, he would be free from the questions of the house. It's actually a big mistake.

The ember that he thought was indifferent and did not care about him, turned out to be a big mistake. The man didn't even stop from knocking on the door of his room and asked this and that to ask him to come out.

Sella tried to ignore it. He was not ready to tell the disgrace of Mama and Papamnya to others.

Yep... Until now in his heart Bara is still like everyone else.

"Sellaa..." call coals again, "you don't want to eat instead? Let's get out!"

Sella who was still inside the room could only roll her eyes lazily. Intentions want to grieve in the room, but now it ends with a sense of annoyance because of her husband.

'Sucks!'