Loving You Unconditional

Conquer the husband's heart

KUSUMA POV SELLA

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My eyes were open when I felt the heat of the day shining down on my face. I was surprised when I woke up and found that the window was open and Mas Bara was no longer beside me.

“Where is he?”

I tried to stand up. But just moving a little uncomfortable made me stop for a moment.

I remember last night having been through something painful and fun. My smile suddenly rose as how Mas Bara coaxed and treated me gently to do that... Ah never mind, there is no need I explain you will also understand.

I also remember the first time he forced her, but because of the yelling and rejection Bara finally did not become violent to him.

Feeling sticky and uncomfortable, I immediately got up and tried to walk with strange steps, occasionally grimacing, it felt really uncomfortable.

“It's men... Udah can be good at staying so, malang can really husband.” All through the shower I could only grumble.

After I finished changing clothes I immediately went outside looking for the whereabouts of Mas Bara that I have not seen since waking up. But when I looked around the house I didn't even find it.

“Aibi, Mas Bara in the upper room huh?” I asked Bik Neti who looked busy cleaning the house.

“Oh, Mr. Bara Non. Already gone to work since this morning,” the answer made me completely lost the mood.

Ah... The man could have just left her after last night. Totally heartless. He thinks I'm his wife or a call woman?!

“Did he have any message, Bik?”

“No, Non. He just said let Non Sella sleep, he forbid bibik to wake up Non Sella.”

I can only smile wryly. Not that sweet my husband to me all this time, but what you want to say, the heart has already chosen.

“Ya already, then I go to the room again yes, Bik.”

I left Aunt with an erratic heart. Trying to think well, I'm sure Mas Bara must be pressed for work so go without caring about my circumstances.

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At eight o'clock in the evening, Bara just came home. I don't know what made him come home for a long time, but seeing his face that still looks slab and cold as usual makes me shrink.

“You why stare at me like that?” I was struck when Bara asked. “You daydreaming?”

I immediately shook my head. Immediately I choose a change of clothes Mas bara, as usual if he needs me who is ready to serve him.

If usually I only serve physical needs such as preparing clothes and preparing meals. And now it seems to be adding another job, serving him in bed. Thinking about it makes my cheeks heat up.

Sella recalled the incident this morning, she suddenly felt sad again. “You why went this morning did not tell me, mas?”

“Didn't Aunt have said the reason earlier?”

Mas Bara turned to look at me intensely. Suddenly I did not understand why the man looked sad and sat his head in front of me.

“Sella... I'm sorry about last night.”

Deg

I don't understand how he should apologize. They are husband and wife, is that not natural to do.

“I know I was wrong... As per my promise at the beginning of the marriage, I should not have listened to you. But I did it because of you... You are the one who lured me by going with the cloth man.”

I feel slapped with the words of Mas Bara. Turns out he considered last night a mistake?

“So you feel sorry, Mas?”

“Not, not so I mean.” I looked at him who seemed to take a deep breath, was he that depressed?

“I just want to say. I will try to accept and learn to love you. Anyway we've done that... You can't go anymore right.”

I didn't know I had to laugh or cry. I smiled and rushed straight into his arms.

“Nothing, I know you can definitely love me quickly.” I looked at him with a big smile, “Although I know you have a hard time forgetting your past, but I'm sure you're the man in charge and can be the best husband for me, Mas.”

In my heart I took care of my own words. I hope it comes true. Because

loving one-sidedness is not good.

My smile grew even more when I felt the light tang Mas bara rubbing my back, I felt his anguka behind my shoulder. I know he must be worried, ah... Married to a widower I didn't think it would be this difficult to conquer later.