Loving You Unconditional

the selfish feeling

There is no such thing as happiness. As happy or as rich as we are, the name of the problem certainly exists.

Although many times he tried to avoid and sincerely with everything that happened, but in fact in the heart there is still a sense that stuck.

More and more facts are known. What he used to think their family was a harmonious family, their father and mother loved each other made him so admiring the two people. But today it's not.

Nothing is actually perfect. Loyalty is just nonsense, someone must have betrayed. Not consciously or pretend to forget if at home there has been a family that accepts what is.

“Mama?”

Sella was shocked when her stepson suddenly called out to her. He was busy cooking while daydreaming.

“Ya, what's up Arya?” Sella tried to speak as softly as possible.

Arya stared lazily at her stepmother. “kamu cook? Then dinner I make stir-fried Squid,” said the boy. After that he went upstairs to his room next to Bara's.

While Sella who is still in the kitchen can only gap in disbelief with the disrespectful speech of her stepson.

‘eh, where's the word for help?’

In the end, he could only shrug his shoulders. Wanting to reprimand him was afraid that the boy complained to the husband and again made it difficult for their relationship which was just starting to improve.

Yes, today Arya returned home. She said she was busy with work so there was no home. Arya decides to return to her father's house.

Sella is busy with all her cooking. This time she was really trying to be a good wife. He is no longer working, so he can be free to do it at home.

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“Home home?”

Sella smiled happily to see her husband had reached home. Soon she took Bara's briefcase, and also took her husband's hand for her to kiss.

Those who are treated like this are only accepting.

“After cleaning let's city dinner together,”

“You cook again?” He looked at his wife. “Why cook? isn't there already an aunt who works.”

“That's because I like it. Anyway I want to learn to be a good wife,” Sella smiled a little. Seeing her Husband's unchanging face with her teasing made her frown.

“As far as you are,” said Bara in the end.

Bara immediately stepped towards his room upstairs. While Sella who was smiling just now turned cold. He stared at that wide back with an elusive look in his eyes, but that definitely held many secrets.

Until now, Sella has never even been allowed to enter her husband's room. Despite promising to have a good marriage, Bara seems to have no intention of opening up to him.

“We'll see, Mas. Until when can you survive!”

....

The three of them had been sitting at the dinner table, preparing to eat tonight's dish from Sella's cooking.

Let's say he can cook, not too proficient indeed. But the taste need not be doubted. Good enough to eat, though it can't budge on restaurant cuisine.

“You make squid stir-fry too?” Bara asked in amazement. She's just like Arya, her favorite food this one.

“Mas like stir-fry squid?”

“Like. This is my favorite food of Arya.” Said Bara, “lain times if you have time for this cuisine only,”

Sella grew excited to hear her husband liked her cooking so much, even asking for more later. But the problem is he... He's allergic to that one creature. He cooked his palms until they turned red.

“OK, Mas.”

Finish their dinner Bara took Sella out that night. Unlike usual, he probably realized that his wife was tired of making good food for him and the child, so he wanted to please the girl a little.

“Where are we going?” sella asked as her husband's car began to drive across the street that looked crowded that night.

“Ke playground. You don't mind, do you?”

Sella nodded, she didn't mind. There she was even happy if her husband began to pay attention to her.

Arriving at the garden that was quite flax, Sella could not help but smile widely. Seeing the many people who were trading and also visitors who looked back and forth, Sella felt like she was free.

“Let's buy that snack, I want to burn meatballs.” Sella immediately ran away leaving Bara who was seen still standing next to the car.

He couldn't believe his little wife was so happy just to be brought in a place like this. But the truth is, someone's taste for happiness is indeed different.

Bara followed Sella with his leisure steps. His eyes were still watching the girl, but he did not rush to Sella.

“You want, Mas?” Sella offered her a new grilled meatball in her purchase. While Bara shook his head, he was not used to eating roadside food like this.

They sat on the park bench for a long time. Sella who was busy enjoying snacks that she had bought, in contrast to Bara who was also busy, not busy eating too but busy with her cellphone who did not chat who.

“Sella!”

The call made the two lovebirds who were sitting relaxed simultaneously raised their faces.

Unlike the Bara who cringed in wonder. While Sella suddenly became a statue to see who had called her name with that melodious voice.

“Loh, Kaif..,” murmured Sella. He stared at the figure of a handsome man in front of him, his heart beating in pain to see the ascetic memersona ex that he had left.

“You know him?” The coal eyebrows shot up looking at his wife's reddened face. Wait, look at his wife's sudden nervous as if Bara can guess.

“It... he...” Haven't had time to answer Bara's question, Kaif had already approached and smiled widely in front of him who managed to make Bara snort annoyed.

“Finally we meet again. How is cell?” Kaif is friendly. Perverted he was stunned to see a man at the side of his female idol. “What is he your husband?”

Yes, Kaif had never met Bara in person. So it's natural that she doesn't know the husband of her ex-lover.

“Yes, I'm her husband Sella. You who?” He asked unfriendly. Not getting an answer from his wife he immediately asked the man.

Yes, that's the nature of men. If he used to be double, but he was quite selfish on his partner. For some reason he was suddenly upset himself to see the man smiling leber at his wife.

“I... My friend Sella.” Kaif is looking for an excuse not to make the atmosphere become cloudy.

There was clearly a disappointed face from Sella. Although she is grateful that her ex is telling the truth, she is also upset when Kaif does not admit she was once her lover.

“Sorry, I interrupted your time.”

“Oh, no really. I'm glad to see you again. I heard you've been a ustaz in the pesantren huh?” Sella tries to act like she used to talk to Kaif.

“You know?” Kaif looks quite surprised, “ya that's it. I have no reason to wander around here anymore. I thought instead of wasting time without benefits, so I chose to serve in the pesantren only. All looking for experience.”

Sella was quite silenced by Kaif's words, obviously the man slightly insinuated her earlier.

Different from Bara who stared off. Because he was upset, so he immediately grabbed Sella's hand to take her home.

“Come home... Arya must have been waiting for us, dek.”

Sella can't resist. After a brief farewell with Kaif, Bara finally pulled his wife's hand to go home.

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