
Bara blocks Sella's steps as the girl wants to head for the kitchen. Because today Arya was brought by Lisa, so the house feels quieter and makes them both a little free if they want to talk.
“What?” Sella looked at her husband's face. “Why get in my way?”
“I want to talk.” Not waiting for the wife's answer, Bara immediately grabbed the girl's hand and brought her back into her room.
“What the hell, Mas. No need to pull too,” Sella rubbed her wrists that felt pain. “It can't be in the kitchen what does it say? I'm gonna grab a drink,”
“Gak! If bibik heard how?”
Sella took a breath, and then her stomach was upset. Her husband in front of others always kept Image looking like a good man. But the truth is in dilapidated. Sella herself even sometimes thinks that this Bara has no heart and no feelings?
“What do you want to say?”
Bara was silent for a moment. He seemed to think before he said. Even though he had thought about this earlier, but still he was afraid that Sella would disagree with his words.
“It... I want you not to complain to my Mom. Whatever happens in this house and whatever my relationship is together... You can't say anything to Mami!” as if he did not want to mention Lisa's name in front of his wife, Bara deliberately so that the girl did not return angry and scolded him.
Sella looked at her husband. So far Bara's relationship with Lisa, and he was only made a shield to protect their dark relationship?
Disappointed?
That's definitely how he feels. Though she hoped her husband would come to his senses and apologize for his mistake, but what... He was asked to understand more.
“You asked me a lot of things again. Mas, don't you have any feelings?” ask Sella. The disappointed eyes he could not hide. But Bara still pretends not to understand.
For some reason from day to day this pain is increasingly felt when Bara really does not consider it. She also wants to be loved, wants to be treated sweetly by her own husband. But... What harm?
“Sella... I explained this to you from the beginning. Don't be troubled again,”
“Persulit you said?! Hey, if you'd rather commit adultery than halal why did you accept this matchmaking?” Sella came back excited, angry when Bara seemed to just corner himself.
Bara glared at hearing the accusation. The zina?
Heh he thinks his relationship is not that far with his ex-wife. Although she still loved the woman very much, but she also would not recognize it when it was no longer lawful for her.
“Jaga talk!” Bara angry, “Know what you about us! Remember your limits. How is Lisa the mother of my son, not comparable to you.”
Silence_
The anger may be regretted later. But today she's been literally stretched barbed wire for her relationship with the Wife.
Sella felt unacceptable. His crying that seemed to want to break he held it all his strength, no.. He can't lose. True said his theme, he is more entitled, then why should he think about the feelings of others.
“Then, what do you consider my function? You guys want to use me as a shield?”
“What do you want?”
"My magic as your wife... Can you?"
Silence_
Bara stared deeply at the reddened bead of her eyes, "if you wish the love story was like your shadow, I can't. You can ask anything, but don't tell Mami anything."
Sella smiled wryly. Yes, this marriage was done wrong from the beginning. But she still didn't want to be the loser they made up, so Sella smiled cunningly as she looked at her husband.
“Good... I will do if you will also obey all my wishes, mas.”
“What do you mean?”
Sella grinned again. If she does not get love from her husband it does not matter, but she also does not want to lose in this relationship.
“Give me double what you gave Mbak lisa?”
Didn't she also deserve material from her husband?
Her ex-wife still gives her a monthly ration, while she... Hey, this wedding's been over a month but Bara's never given him a penny.
“Why? Why are you smiling like that. What I say is not wrong right, you as my husband are of course obliged to give a living to the wife.”
“Including inner living..,”
****
Sella stared at the black card in her hand. Cards that can make him buy anything without having to work. But... I don't know why he felt unhappy about all this.
Especially the words that he could not forget. Ah... What if her husband really demands her rights later?
“I'm confused... His cold and talking attitude can only be painful. I don't know what kind of man he is?”
Sella spread her body while returning to be imagined by the conversation she had with Bara earlier.
Disappointed, feeling unappreciated. Although Bara did not hurt him physically, but one month of living in this house the stone was already very tormented.
Every time she came home from work she had to see how happy her husband's little family was. It has been a month living together, even until now Bara does not allow it to be close to Arya.
This distance had clearly been in the span since he had come, he alone was a fool still hoping for happiness to come.
Sella wiped her tears without even noticing. The girl laughed in her tears. This pain he endured alone, he still hoped there was hope in their relationship.
The sound of the mobile phone shaking made Sella get back up, she immediately wiped away the trace of her tears. He didn't want anyone to realize his ascetic self-destruct now.
Ahhe... Thinking of this Sella became remembered on the word Hera tepo today.
Yes, now she is seen as an actor in her own husband's life. Maybe it's karma? But until now he has not known what hatred he made on the woman.
He immediately snatched his phone that rang loudly on the nightstand, seeing who the caller himself was, he was a little surprised to see whose number was listed..
“Embun?” sella muttered.
Soon he lifted it. Not usually the best friend called him like this, and it was enough to make him feel curious.
“Hello...Assalamualaikum,”
“....”
“What do you mean, Em. Where are you now?”
The look on his face was shocked when he heard the words Dew across there. He did not wait anymore, after getting the address mentioned by the woman, he immediately rushed to snatch his bag and immediately ran away to go out.
“Where are you going?”
Realizing Bara's whereabouts, Sella stops her steps.
“It... I want to go out,”
“This evening? Where are you going Sella?!” Bara looks upset. They had just argued, but his wife wanted to leave.
“Sorry... Mas I really have to go to the hospital now.”
“Hospital?” Sella nodded, “then let me take you,”
Sella was a little surprised to hear Bara wanted to drive her, "Why? I meani... You don't have to drive me, mas."
Bara's eyebrows are attracted, he is squeaking suspiciously. "Aren't you lying?"
"Lied... Of course not! I'm really going to the hospital,"
"Then let me deliver, then,"
.....
Don't forget to leave a trace