Loving You Unconditional

Pain in the longing

“Where are you from? Until I got home last night,”

Sella almost slammed her phone so surprised to see the existence of Bara waiting in the family room. It seemed that she was waiting for him alone. There was no Arya, the stepdaughter, maybe the boy was asleep. Think Sella.

“Loh, Mas Bara hasn't slept?”

“Don't switch my question, Sella. Where are you from?” Bara looks impatient, upset himself he saw again his wife went and came home in the late night.

His bad thoughts were already thinking about what the girl was doing. Yes, so distrustful of the woman who has become his wife.

“You why, Mas. How much attention gini?” he remembered their fight this morning.

Sella suddenly became moodless, she stared at the selfish man in front of her.

But... What about Mala's words this afternoon?

Does he need to be nice like a real wife? But what if later he really baper and his love even clapped one hand.

“What is so hard to answer correctly, what are you hiding?”

Sella took a deep breath. Please do not be reminded again about what happened, because actually coming back here alone it takes a lot of sanity.

And when Bara came back to ask what happened?

The answer is only one. Right now his feelings and brain were being shattered from the injuries he could not say. What happened does not need to be told again, it will only make him claustrophobic and want to cry.

But it's a pity where she has no shoulder to lean on and shed her grief. Now he could only stand on his own feet, accepting and holding anything that came.

Suppose that... Yeah, suppose the current one is by Kaif's side... Perhaps the man would be very sensitive and immediately embrace himself.

Ahhe.. He felt missed... Missing the attention and affection of her former lover.

“Why daydream. Or you..,”

“Don't think of anything, Mas. I'm not the woman you think I am. Please don't equate me with you,” Sella said annoyed.

“Only do you know what I think? As a husband is it wrong of me to ask you where?”

Yeah, it's not wrong. The problem now is that he is still upset with his sumunya.

“I'm from Mama's house,”

Bara squinted her eyes, seeking the truth from those round eyes. “ really? But how..,”

“Already. I gave a clear reason. Why are you still suspicious.” Sella felt dislike when interrogated like this, “now it's my turn to ask. Why are you the same as your ex-wife?”

Quiescent.

Bara doesn't reply anymore. He looks back upset when the wife again offends the same thing again.

“Why silence? I'll ask.” Sella flips Bara, “Sure you guys are Heppy once yes today.”

That's satire. After saying that Sella passed to her room. Leaving behind pensive coals.

She remembered the words of her mother this afternoon.

*****

Everything that looks beautiful does not necessarily make you happy.

David. The man who was almost five heads was staring at the woman who was walking slowly in the shopping center.

“Mas, you see what?”

David jerks. He saw his new wife and a five-year-old boy staring at him as well.

“No,”

‘Mbak Zana?’

Tati tried to set her mood. He was not jealous, instead he felt ashamed if he was seen by his first wife.

From the beginning, she realized that being a second woman was not easy. But because of love and her already pregnant with David's child, therefore she is steadfast in this position.

David is seen researching Zana with eyes full of longing. But he knew, if he came and approached him, Zana would be angry and go away from him.

“Papa..,”

David looked at his little daughter who was chattering. “Iya,”

“Any meal we play again, Yes papa.” Flowers pull Papa's clothes with pleasure.

David seemed not to listen too much to the words of Flowers, because he was still busy seeing Zana who also entered the same restaurant with him.

“Mas... You don't want to go to Zana?” bargain, “I know for sure you want to talk to him.”

“Looks like no, Dek. He definitely won't want to,” said David.

He doesn't even know what his relationship is with his wife. After the affair and the betihnya marriage revealed Zana no longer wants to talk to him.

After all the last time they met there was a great quarrel, at that time he was too emotional so he had unknowingly dropped a talaq on Zana.

But David thinks it's a mistake. In his heart he was not the slightest intention, so he considered the word talaq illegitimate.

But the problem is now....

“Mas, looks like it's your daughter coming too.” Tati pointed at the two women who had come after Zana.

Melisa and Sella. Yes, David's two daughters.

David's riveted. He felt a dilemma, should he go there. But what about Tati and Flowers?

“Already, mas go just meet with Mbak Zana and the children, Mas. Let me same Bunga go home first,” Tati know how David feels and how he is positioned. So she chose to give up and give her husband a chance.

David did not forbid. He was secretly grateful even with the attitude of Tati who was so understanding. As she stared at Zana the stares they met accidentally, as she tried to smile the woman instead threw away her face.

.....

“Mama why? His face was sad again. We're here for Heppy-Heppy.” Melisa touched the shoulder of the mother who looked dreamy.

“Do we go all the way here, if in the end we still can not forget Him.”

“Means Mama?” Sella doesn't understand. But when the mother pointed one way in the corner of the restaurant she found out what caused her mother to be sad again.

“Papa..,”

Melisa surprised, “apa, papa? Where?”

The three of them were silent to see David approaching them. Suddenly Zana felt tense, for some reason she was a little nervous about meeting David.

“Hay... Can Papa join you?”

Zana closed her eyes as she heard the voice again. It felt like she wanted to cry now, her longing for him with this figure of the man who had let her down.

“Papa... How are you here?” Melisa who first can control herself. He immediately asked the papa, hoping the situation was not awkward anymore. “ayo sat down, Pa.”

David smiled happily to get a good welcome from the princess. But when he turned to Sella the youngest daughter, David felt like he had been stabbed by a dagger.

“Sel..,”

“Ngapain Here? Not that Papa was with your young wife.” Sella ketus.

“Sel... Papa..,”