LOVED MY STEPFATHER

MEANING OF COMFORT

I started learning from the rain. He repeatedly fell and dropped his water many times with his provisions.

I started learning from candles. He can burn himself to light up his surroundings.

I'm starting to learn from you. When you can wait for me until I can pick up at your place.

I learned with your loyalty. When you can set your heart with only me. And around you there is more perfect than me.

The sound that stirs. Spirit is stirred by encouragement. Steps begin to firmly swing the goal. Nothing to be proud of without you I guess.

The dwarf soul like flying dust. If it had reminded His Greatness. Start walking - the road is hollow.

You are my spirit.

And will continue to be my strength in achieving the purpose of life. Real hope with you will come true with you.

Even though it is still with your shadow that is always united in my body.

Even with that dream coming to smile at me. You and I must win against time.

But now you're leaving me to fight alone.

Can I walk on one leg?

It's all over.

You quietly left me. Now I'm falling down on my own. In solitude without you again.

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Still lamenting sadly, Mukid mused alone. Her spirit had already begun to rise, over time which had treated the loneliness of being lost.

I'm Mukid. After the departure of my wife Maimunah I have begun to rise in mourning my sorrow for the loss of my wife and child. I was played with by fate, when I had established my heart to live with a woman, whom I had halted in marriage. She died with her baby while giving birth to my son. My men are with my wife, Maimunah.

It used to be a mistake to have a relationship with Maimunah. I betrayed you Maimunah before I decided to marry Maimunah and leave that woman. The woman was none other than the biological daughter of Maimunah. I did not expect that I would betray Maimunah with her own daughter. And until Maimunah's death, my betrayal with Sinta was never revealed. I haven't had time to apologize to Maimunah for the betrayal.

But after I married Maimunah, indeed I kept my loyalty. I never betrayed Maimunah even though I still hold a feeling towards Sinta. My ethics cannot break normal. A stepfather should love a stepson. Even before the relationship occurred we did not have the status of stepfather and stepson.

When I found out that Sinta was also pregnant with me and because I had married her biological mother, Sinta was confused. In the end Sinta aborted the content. How sad and so guilty I am of that. Sinta's sin is also my sin.

Now Sinta is married to Radit, the man I see as loving Sinta. I was very relieved when I saw Sinta get a very responsible husband and also love Sinta sincerely. Sinta is now pregnant. And I'm so happy to see that. Even when I saw Sinta yesterday, it was like I saw Maimunah's face. Right now my prayer for Sinta is that she will always be happy with her husband.

I will try to remove the taste that has ever been perched. With Maimunah, I have discovered what comfort means.