LOVED MY STEPFATHER

BAKE

Silence - silence always says my name slowly.

In a longing that does not want to be revealed.

Jolting consciously shocked my sleep.

You pray for me in the temple - your temple of supplication.

You want me to always be okay.

I've always been good even without you being real.

Because your shadow is always present in the delivery of your prayers.

Are you healthy - healthy?

You always lie and lie to yourself.

I know you feel the same way as me.

A sense of tightness and sadness envelops the heart.

And you're still strong with your prestige.

You need a shoulder to lean on.

Not a tickle that can be on the face.

You need breakfast.

Not just hope.

So, you need me to pour out feelings.

So that you do not forget to eat.

Grow with a new spirit. Reach a point and focus. That goal must be realized according to your wishes. Do not break the one who sacrificed that spirit. Even though you're going down a steep road pulling out your feet. Don't break it again before it all grows. Because these little feet still want to step into your heart even though they have been pierced by thorns on the soles of these feet. Let this blood red bear witness to this pain. Climbing the stairs - a towering ladder. Realizing unresolved dream dreams in this reality of life.

Do what you want! Don't hesitate - hesitate to step up. If it is true in your heart's voice. Or you should follow your instincts. Even if it's still in your fear to disconnect the call. Close your eyes and walk. And wake up from your long daydreams and dreams that submerge you in an imaginary world.

The world never ends to the end of its limits. That limit if it exists, only we can break it. To make your dreams come true. It does not stop until your heart is frozen tired of waiting for a false reality.

Go back around and come home to me. Turn around and return to my destination. Take my hand and hold me tight. Make a beautiful dream with me. Set your heart and come closer to me. I will greet you warmly because I am there and can embrace you.

My love! What do you want now? I've been here with you. Deliver and accompany you in your deep sleep. What are you looking for in this encounter. I've been here with you. Your place is here. Your heart is here with me. What do you doubt. It doesn't take a lot of excuses because it's wrong or right. Your heart is still strong to speak my name. Stay here my woman. Wading the beautiful ocean pier with me.

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In her room Sinta is still struggling with her laptop. Some college assignments must be completed without delay. Plus he also helped check the financial statements in his family company. Through email, the treasurers at his family's company sent all the reports to his email. So Sinta was involved in the business affairs of his family even though he did not have to go to the office every day. Only certain days when meeting and also meeting with clients. Of course Sinta is still learning in big business activities. Sinta is assisted by his aunt, his om in managing and developing his family's company business. And Sinta is becoming more and more understanding of the business world in it.

Tok.. tok.

The knock on the door surprised Sinta because Wati's grandmother was out there knocking on the door of her room loudly suddenly accompanied by calling her name out loud.

" Yes, grandma! In grandma!" sinta said after opening the door to her room and then sat back in her chair. Grandma Wati sat in the empty chair in the room.

" A little more, grandma! How's grandma? What's Grandma gonna talk to me about? Or grandma wants to take me to the mall for shopping?" said Sinta jokingly. Grandma Wati immediately pulled Sinta's nose quickly.

" Nothing matters! Grandma just wants to accompany you who are busy working, until grandma in cuekin. If you are not doing college assignments, open an email to enter." complained Grandma Wati. Sinta momentarily stopped her activity.

" Of course, grandma want me to go? Do you want to watch television or do you want to take a cake?" challenge Sinta while smiling at her grandmother.

" Yes, right! You know the hell if grandma wants to make a cake then after that watch television." said Grandma Wati.

" What kind of cake do you want to make?" ask Sinta.

" Granny wants to try to make a cake that is contemporary like on YouTube" said Grandma Wati. Sinta chuckled at her hearing.

" Sinta can see no? Which one is the cake?" ask Sinta curiously.

" It's on YouTube!" said Grandma Wati again. Sinta finally opened her phone screen and opened the social media application and handed it to Wati's grandmother.

" Which cake are we going to make today, grandma? What materials?" ask Sinta while handing her phone to Wati's grandmother. Grandma Wati who has followed the era of all sophisticated and electronic has been good at playing social media was immediately looking for the cake intended. That kind of cake will be made by Grandma Wati.

" It's Sinta!" said Grandma Wati while showing the shape of the cake to Sinta. Sinta smiled after seeing the type of cake intended.

" Oh, this cake??" ask Sinta.

" How's Sinta? Have you ever eaten and made it?" ask Grandma. Wati.

" No, grandma!" sahut Sinta quickly. Back Grandma Wati pulled Sinta's nose.

" Yes, let's go down! We're making this cake!" take grandma Wati. Sinta finally followed Grandma Wati's steps after closing her laptop.

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Sinta and Grandma Wati are now in the kitchen. The kitchen was like a broken ship because it was no longer neat. They are busy making cakes of two types at once. Grandma Wati still sees the way the cake is made from the social media application.

While waiting for the cake to ripen. Grandma cleaned the kitchen. The kitchen was deliberately overrun by two different women of that generation. Household assistants should not interfere with the event she is a woman of that age.

" Your mother last night called Grandma, Sinta" said Wati's grandmother, who suddenly changed the subject. Sinta scrunched her forehead.

" Will you go to Malang?" tanya Sinta wants to justify.

" right! He said your mother misses her grandmother and also her daughter who is now an adult" Grandma Wati said as she pulled Sinta's nose.

" I think my mother has forgotten me, because she is married and living happily with her husband" said Sinta a little rude. Grandma Wati rubbed Sinta's head as if to be patient and must understand that her mother also needs to be happy.

" Your mother is currently pregnant, Sinta. Soon you will have a sister. Well, even a half-sister with a handsome stepfather" said Wati's grandmother. Sinta in silence was very surprised to hear the news that her mother was pregnant and of course Mukid was the one who had made her mother bulge her stomach.

" Mukids! Great also the man, was able to impregnate two women at once. My mom and me too. Even though I've dropped it." in Sinta's heart said.

" Later seven months event, the plan is your mama will make the show here" said Wati's grandmother.

" Yes, the most important thing is that my mother is always happy." said Sinta while looking at the results of her cake whether it is ripe.