LOVED MY STEPFATHER

MORNING LECTURE

Sinta has arrived at the college. Currently she had been together with Ratna in the front garden of the faculty campus. Since then they have been silent and there has been no conversation. Ratna had eaten a kuaci. Sinta looks busy with her laptop. There were several reports coming in from employees at her grandmother's company. Sinta focused on working while waiting for the lecturer who taught in the course that morning arrived. Ratna did not want to disturb Sinta if it was so serious. The problem is what Sinta does regarding accounting and all transactions in and out that require concentration and focus. After a while, Sinta closed her laptop and breathed a sigh of relief.

" Have you finished your work, Sinta?" ask Ratna.

" For the time being, it's been. Have you had breakfast yet? I suddenly want to eat again. There was only a little breakfast at home and the taste is also no longer appetite." explained Sinta.

" But in a moment, the lecturer will be in the classroom. Soon it's our morning college. After college this morning. How's it?" tawar Ratna's.

" Oh, that's it!" sahut Ratna's.

" Do you want bread and milk? I was carrying supplies." said Ratna while removing the provisions. Sinta smiled at the provision of Ratna.

"Ratna, you know? They were waiting for me and just came home this morning" Sinta said. Ratna frowned.

" Who do you mean? Is it your mom and ex?" sahut Ratna's. Ask to nod your head.

" I think they're home and not waiting for me to come back. It turned out that when I arrived at home, they immediately invited me to walk and eat together outside. You know, Mukid now looks very happy. And he's getting fatter. Maybe living together with my mama, Mukid get peace and quiet. Mama is very caring and affectionate." said Sinta telling a story.

" Are you jealous of their happiness?" ask Ratna.

" I don't know! But I still had my jealousy and my chest ache when they showed me the affection in front of me. Mukid really loves my mom. Moreover, my mother is currently pregnant with Mukid's child. And you know Ratna? Soon I will have a stepbrother." said Sinta.

" Ratna, I still can't afford to see Mukid. It still takes time for me to forget about Mukid. Do you have a way that I can quickly forget about Mukid." said Sinta.

" You must be busy, Sinta. By staying away and you live in this city is also one way to forget about Mukid. I'm sure you can forget about Mukid. I will pray for you, so that you can meet the man who loves you and cares for you" Ratna said.

" No aamiin." said Sinta. Ratna spontaneously laughed out loud.

" Well, not aamiin anyway? Haha. You are strange, I pray for you who are well." protested Ratna.

" For all that I have done, and for all that I have done, I do not deserve to be a woman or wife of a good and innocent man. I've even been pregnant and I killed my own son. I'm not a good woman and a loving mother. I don't deserve that man, Ratna." said Sinta with glassy eyes.

" Even being the wife of a Mukid, I am not worthy. Mukid even prefers mama over me." added Sinta increasingly dramatizing his situation.

" Sinta, come on. Don't reveal the past and what happened. You have to close a new page and be Sinta with a new person as well" Ratna said.

" lady!" sahut Sinta.

" That's it! Uh, let's get to class. Our lecturer has arrived and entered the room." take Ratna while pulling Sinta's hand towards the classroom to attend the course that morning.