LOVED MY STEPFATHER

MUST BE BROKEN

I'm Sinta. After I found out that my stepfather-to-be was Mukid, I messed up my heart. Frankly I became hesitant to continue my relationship with Mukid. Even though I have already fallen in love and even all my honor and crown have been handed over to Mukid. There's no regret I did that. But why did the man I love turned out to be my father-to-be. Why do my mom and I love the same guy. It is indeed a Mukid male figure that is worth fighting for. In addition to the physical aspect is very perfect, om Mukid sanggat responsible. Om Mukid is very caring and affectionate. Although at that time I know, Mukid already has a lover and will soon get married. But I never thought if the woman who became a lover om Mukid is my own mother.

I want to stay away from them. I don't want to ruin my mama's happiness with the man she loves. I don't want to hurt you if I'm the one who teased Mukid into betraying you.

After later mama and om Mukid really married and legitimately became a married couple, I will decide to move from this city. I'm going to live in the city, where a lot of mama's family lives. I'll start a new life and learn to forget Mukid. I am sure time will heal all my heartache and disappointment.

After I went away from Mukid, was there a sense of loss from the man? Did om Mukid have sex with me because I teased and urged Mukid to do that to me. But Mukid loves me very much. I know it. Even om Mukid also bought me a set of jewelry that cost more than the jewelry bought for my mother. When I found out that my jewelry set was more expensive than mine, I felt bad. I really don't feel good about my mom. But it is the mother who will be chosen by Mukid to be his wife, not me. At that time I was confused, had to receive a set of jewelry from Mukid om it was not. Finally my mother wisely told me to take it. Now that stuff is in my hands. One set of jewelry that I will keep and I bring it later when out of town. At least there are memories from Mukid for me. Besides the sweet memories that Mukid gave me.

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One day before the holy pledge was implemented, where the ijab kabul marriage between mama and om Mukid was realized. I want to invite and force Mukid to meet. I want today to be my last day with Mukid to meet as a couple. I contacted Mukid and Mukid did not reject my wish to end before I completely broke off the relationship with Mukid. Because tomorrow after Ijab kabul is done, om Mukid will be my stepfather and husband for my mother. Before my mother's status changed to that of Om Mukid's wife, I wanted to spend time with Mukid as a lover, not a stepfather.

Now I've been waiting at Mukid's apartment. He said that Mukid was on his way to the apartment after taking care of something less for his wedding tomorrow. Of course everything has been handled by the wedding committee. But not om Mukid if not make sure everything is ready and in order.

Om Mukid came and went into his apartment, where I had long waited for his arrival. Mukid hugged me tightly. Of course I welcome her more tightly into that hug.

" O Mukid, I miss you." I said. Om Mukid rubbed my head.

" Have you eaten, Sinta? I bought him a roasted honey chicken with a super spicy sauce. Don't you like spicy chili?" said Om Mukid while showing a large plastic bag that had been placed first on the table before hugging me.

" I don't want to eat! I just want Mukid." said I spoiled. Back om Mukid buried my head in the chest of his field. The top of my head on his swab is soft.

" If you're sick, I'm going to derail this marriage" said Om Mukid, to my surprise.

" No, om! I don't want you to be disappointed and sad for failing to get married. Om Mukid can't do this. Om Mukid must remain married to mama." I said. Om Mukid now kisses gently on my forehead and now down to my lips. When Mukid took her off, I didn't stop her. Now I'm starting to scoop her lips. Without shame I pushed Mukid's body and tried to lock him up. I don't care anymore.

" Let me do it one more time, om! Before I really let go of Mukid getting married with mom. And before Mukid became my stepfather." I said.

Om Mukid resigned to my treatment. I began to dominate and dominate Mukid. Tonight I really enjoyed this game along with Mukid. Without any shame and hesitation, I made Mukid explore the heaven of the world together. Until twelve in the evening, I immediately left the apartment with Mukid. But I chose to take a taxi home. Of course Mukid did not allow me to return home by taxi. Finally Om Mukid drove me to the front of the alley, because I was worried if mama would see me delivered home by Mukid. This will raise suspicion for my mother.

Arriving at home, of course, many of my family have gathered. Because tomorrow is my mama's marriage contract with Mukid. Twelve o'clock more, the house is still crowded. Brothers and families of mothers still stay up late and chat in the middle room and front of the terrace. Grateful, I asked to go down in front of the alley into the house. Otherwise there'd be a lot of pairs of eyes watching me get off in my stepdad's car.

I went straight into the room after greeting my extended family. I feel tired after the struggle with om Mukid today. Although sad, disappointed but I was satisfied to meet with Mukid om on the last day before Mukid om became my stepfather.

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Mama's wedding day with Mukid has arrived.

Today is the day that my mother's day will relinquish her status as a one-child widow. And also today is the day where om Mukid let go of his single period. The smile was clearly visible from the corner of my lips. I am so happy to see my mom happy with her chosen man. Even if that man is the same man I love.

" Bye to Mukid! After this I will stay away from the life of mama and om Mukid. Titip mama om! Give happiness to mama and do not waste your love for Mukid." murmured me while wiping my tears.