LOVED MY STEPFATHER

DEJAVU

I'm Sinta. Now I have started busy with my new college in Malang. Hopefully with my busyness in this city I can forget about Mukid as soon as possible.

Now I'm getting close to a friend. Her name is Ratna. Ratna is so happy. Other than being good, as it is, he doesn't have much behavior. Ratna is like a student in general who only knows the campus, home, play. Ratna has not been contaminated with the life of modern teenagers who always to the cafe club loaded with entertainment world. Finally get to know liquor, free courtship and even promiscuity, and start touching illegal goods that are drugs.

Ratna doesn't know that. She is still a teenage girl who only struggles with college, shopping and also playing with her friends.

Together with Ratna I've started taking part in student activities. The days are getting coloured because Ratna and I are enjoying it. Right now we both still don't have girlfriends so I with Ratna often play, walk together.

Ratna used to tell me if once dating but in the end made her heartbroken and disappointed. Her boyfriend used to betray her, had an affair with his own best friend. For me it hurts a lot. When I pressed for the name of his girlfriend first, Ratna was reluctant to say it. And who was his best friend who had taken his girlfriend. I think Ratna is in a relationship with a college kid, a college major, even a class with Ratna.

Sure enough, I have found out who Ratna's ex-boyfriend and also who was Ratna's best friend at that time who snatched Ratna's boyfriend. Both are still a class in our department. His names are Yuyun and Dino. These guys are still dating. The two still often go together when coming and going home to campus. No wonder Ratna chose to stay away and no longer. close to the two. I can't imagine Ratna's feelings at that time when I found out that her own best friend was the one who became the thorn in the flesh. And they have unequivocally shown closeness and togetherness in front of Ratna when on campus especially when in class.

Ratna did not show her anger or jealousy. Ratna seemed to have been indifferent to their relationship and the romance they showed in front of Ratna. I know all of that because Yuyun once approached me and told me a little bit that she and Ratna used to be close friends. Because Dino prefers himself, the relationship between Ratna and Yuyun is tenuous. I don't know which story is right between Yuyun and Ratna. Ratna assumes that Dino and Yuyun have betrayed her. But Yuyun said that everything was not as Ratna thought. Even he was just made up when he found out that Dino had decided on Ratna.

With that problem, eventually the friendship between them broke down. Ratna, Yuyun and Dino never say hello when they meet even in class. I as Ratna's best friend understand exactly what Ratna feels. Ratna breaks up and soon the two between Dino and Yuyun blatantly show that they are being made. This really hurt Ratna.

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The first time I went on my new matic motorbike was given by Grandma Wati I was like experiencing dejavu. The incident when I fell from my motor matic when in Jakarta is now like happening again.

I went to college that morning. The road is still quiet and not crowded like a big city in Jakarta. But somehow I could fall off my motor matic. Am I actually not good at riding a motor matic. Or am I better at just driving a car? In fact when I tried to turn I lacked balance and fell off my bike. When it was not far from me falling there was a car also about to pass on the same road. I didn't fall for a slash. But because there are pebbles on the road, it makes my balance less than my motor matic. I was embarrassed when someone saw me at the time. But it turns out that there were good people who helped me when my motor matic fell on my body. I did not have a bad injury. But this is enough to embarrass me. My leg is a little limp from a sprain. Later that night I can call mbok Darmi to massage my body back.

Beyond my expectations, the one who helped lift my matic motorbike and pulled it away was a young lecturer in my department, Mr. Chandra. Wow this is really quite a coincidence. But Mr. Chandra only helped lead my motor matic to but only. I can still walk to the edge myself.

" Are you okay, Sinta?" ask Mr. Chandra still memorized my name.

" It's okay sir?" I answered that morning.

" You can still ride your own bike, right? Or do you want to be with me?" haggling mr Chandra.

" In the smallest right then you can pocket it in your pocket or just put it in your bag. How's it?" candelessly.

" Hem, not Chandra sir. I can ride it slowly." I said.

" Okay, be careful! Did you have a lecture this morning? Or go to the market?" nyleneh. I frowned at me.

" To the college sir! There's a research method course by Ms. Veronica" I explained.

" Oh great! Be careful riding his motor matic. Don't fall again!" message mr Chandra.

" Good sir, thank you very much." I said.

" Okay, then I'll go first!" said Mr. Chandra again and then left me. Mr. Chandra got in his car and ran it past me by honking his car horn.

After that incident I was more embarrassed because I was found to be less adept at riding my own motor matic.

The night before my body feels sore all I ask Grandma Wati to call back mbok Darmi. During the massage by mbok Darmi I did not feel dizzy or nauseous. Suddenly I experienced two of them. My head is dizzy and my stomach feels nauseous it feels like I want to vomit. While being massaged by mbok Darmi I excuse you for a moment to go to the bathroom. There I spewed out all the food I had for my grandmother's dinner. All the out that I've been eating. Dinner with Rawon vegetable menu with sprouts, spicy sambal, and also tempeh, tofu and salted eggs. Last dinner I was really greedy to spend a lot of portions on my plate. I added a few times. Grandma just saw me become astonished when my portion of food was much more than usual.

" Why not Sinta?" asked Darmi after I came out of the bathroom and still paled my face.

" My head twists and my stomach feels nauseous" I replied.

" Yes already, how about kerokin mbok only well non. How to know non Sinta is catching a cold" said mbok Darmi.

I was again massaged by mbok Darmi and also dredged by mbok Darmi. Until late at night mbok Darmi massaged me until I fell asleep until the morning.