
After Sinta felt the change in her body condition was not right, Sinta began to remember the last time she menstruated. Sinta was really afraid that what she was worried about would happen to her. Sinta also did not dare to buy a pregnancy test to make sure it was not true if she was pregnant. Sinta now does morning exercise by running every morning around the complex of her grandmother's house. Sinta vigorously did the activity, with the aim that he could come months and get his period.
But it's almost three weeks too late he has not been getting guests every month. It was a concern for Sinta. Sinta really becomes stressed and panicked if she is really pregnant and two-bodied. Moreover, the man who had made her pregnant was now her stepfather. Sinta wanted to tell her about all that but to whom she had to tell so that she would not bear the burden herself.
That morning when running in the morning, Sinta finally stopped by a pharmacy that was open twenty-four hours. Sinta bought the tool. Sinta wants to confirm with the pregnancy test whether she is currently actually pregnant with her child Mukid. Sinta was really scared if that happened.
Although there was a fear when buying the tool in the pharmacy, Sinta dared herself to buy the tool. Especially when a suspicious eye looks at Sinta with his guess. The waiter at the dispensary was of course curious as to who would use the pregnancy test. Sinta of course said that the test was for her sister-in-law and she was told to buy it.
" Basically kepo? Want to know the personal affairs of people alone." Inner Sinta at that time.
Upon arrival at home, Sinta immediately went to the bathroom. She rushed to prove that she was not pregnant to make sure that her expectations and assumptions were wrong. He was late to come months because he was stressed because of heartbreak with Mukid and also moved in a new place or city.
The little thing was carefully looked at Sinta. There is already a sign on the object that indicates that Sinta is currently pregnant or not. The small object was seen and glared at several times by Sinta. But the same does not change the sign. Two red lines have been seen in the pregnancy test. Sinta's heart is getting less and less. She was really scared of her pregnancy. While the man who made her two-bodied has now been far from her and has even married her mother.
" This is impossible! I can't get pregnant. No!!" sinta said as she pulled her own hair. She doesn't believe she's pregnant with Mukid's child.
" Why don't I be careful doing that with Mukid? I don't want to get pregnant. I don't want this baby. I don't want to!" said Sinta. Sinta is really fucked up. She was really confused as to who to talk to to to divide her turmoil and her problems which to Sinta was really heavy. Moreover, she is an unmarried girl and is still in college.
" Mama! About Mukid! I don't want to talk to them both. How'this? What am I supposed to do? I don't want to get pregnant! I don't want this baby." Sinta hit her own stomach so she wouldn't get pregnant.
" Ratna, where are you?" ask Sinta through her cell phone connection.
" I'm ready to go to college. You're not going to college?" ratna.
" Eh, alright! We meet on campus." said Sinta. The outgoing call was immediately interrupted. Sinta started getting ready for college. But in her mind Sinta was not focused on attending the course this morning. He wanted to tell a story that revealed everything that made him chaotic and confused. The only person who can hear, be trusted and help with the problem is Ratna. There was no way Sinta would tell her about the matter to Wati's grandmother. This will further magnify the problem. Sinta doesn't want any of that to happen.
" Granny, I went to college first!" said Sinta while kissing the back of her grandmother's hand and kissing her right and left cheeks.
" Breakfast first, Sinta!" said Grandma Wati.
" Sorry, grandma! Sinta is in a hurry! Later in the afternoon just granny." said Sinta.
" Yo wes, be careful on the road. You can snack in your campus cafeteria." said Grandma Wati.
" Good grandma!" sahut Sinta left Wati's grandmother and left the house.
" Tumben Sinta's face looks pale like that." muttered Wati's grandmother as she stared at her grandson's departure.