LOVED MY STEPFATHER

THE CONFESSION

You are like a substitute when that is gone. You seem as a complement when those who were present first disappeared. But the truth is you existed before he existed because I was part of your rib that had been broken.. Although this existence seems unreal and there is a shadow that follows the steps.

Is this greed when you have to complete all that is lost from my side. Presenting me as fulfilling your wishes. But whatever the reason for all that, I am yours now.

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(Cover made mimin novel toon) Thank you 😘

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Radit and Sinta are enjoying their vacation. This time they brought their own car to travel. Radit was like a kasmaran against Sinta, his smile was always on his lips when he saw Sinta at his side. Sometimes Radit's hand grabs Sinta's wrist. The back of the hand was frowned upon fondly by Sinta.

In a cool and cold villa, the two lovers had joined each other. What a world like theirs, love has made them surrounded by various colorful flowers.

Sinta followed Radit's steps leading her to the room at the inn. After Radit led Sinta to the inn room and did not wait for a long time immediately pushed Sinta's body to lean against the wall of the inn room. Radit started to ferociously play the action. Radit could not stand during the trip it feels like he wanted to kiss the woman who has now made himself drunk dear. Sinta was out of breath because Radit did not give Sinta a chance to take oxygen in between her long kiss. Radit began to break through the top of Sinta's and began to mere mas and his milin. Sinta started the men de sah and the eyes began to shut. Sinta's feet began to relax as Radit's fingers began to mischievously enter and break through to the inside of Sinta's. Sinta glittered jang. Radit's getting brutal.

But Sinta soon realized what they had done. Sinta pushes Radit's body away from Sinta's body. Sinta adjusted her breathing which was still stingy. While Radit was very surprised by what he had done to Sinta.

" Sorry!" said Radit briefly. Indeed Radit is an adult man who is very passionate when he is close to the woman he loves. In fact this is opium for Radit to get closer to Sinta. And the opium was getting stronger demanding more than just handrails and kissing. Radit wants more than that. Although Radit knows very well that these hills they can not do before they are completely legal and lawful to be a couple.

But the weather and atmosphere are very supportive makes Radit want to do that with Sinta. Especially now that they are on top of the cool and cool top of the villa. Plus only the two of them were currently in that inn room.

Indeed the plan they will go to tourist attractions in the city of Jatim Park, but because of fatigue they stopped by first at the inn, while eating together.

But Radit was no longer able to stem his desire if he was alone with Sinta.

Sinta stared intently at Radit. Sinta's eyes glazed over when Radit had almost kebablasan wanted to do that relationship with Sinta.

" I'm sorry, I'm sorry Sinta." said Radit. Now Radit embraces Sinta's body which is crying more and more.

" Bang Radit! I'm me. I want to be honest with you. But.." said Sinta accompanied by his cry.

" Hey, what's wrong? Don't cry, I promise I won't do it again before we're completely legal and lawful to be husband and wife" Radit said, summarizing Sinta's cheeks. Radit began to wipe the tears of Sinta who was still breaking.

"Bang Radit! Actually I.. I. I am no longer a virgin." said Sinta. Now Sinta returned as he pleased and shed her tears. Radit momentarily gawked and did not believe Sinta's words. But Radit could not speak.

" I used to do it with my girlfriend. Sorry I lied to you all this time. Before I knew you, I had once been in contact with a man and he was the man I loved so much. With him I do it all. She was my lover." Sinta finally told me. Sinta's crying has begun to subside. Now Sinta has resigned if Radit invites her to break up from him. For this Sinta who always feared her when Radit invited her to get married. His biggest secret is yet to be revealed.

"I think, this is the time that you should know everything before you really want to marry me. I am no longer holy. I did that with my girlfriend. Not once we did it, but many times" said Sinta finally told the truth. Radit now began to pull his hair violently.

" I'm sorry, I'm just telling you now that you've expressed your desire to marry me to Wati's grandmother and your family. I'm sorry, bang Radit." said Sinta more smoothly and sure to tell Radit everything. The man who will marry himself. The man who said he loved himself very much.

" But why are you telling me this now, Sinta?" sahut Radit rubbed his face violently.

" I'm sorry, a. a. I'm scared! Fear if you stay away and hate me." said Sinta.

" It's not too late, is it? We're not married yet. If you want to break up from me, I've resigned and sincere in all your decisions." said Sinta as she grabbed her bag and was about to leave the inn room. Radit held Sinta's hand. Sinta sat back there.

" Worse, I got pregnant with that man. And.. and I have aborted the fetus." said Sinta. Sinta's cry broke out instantly. His regret about it really tormented him. Killing the fetus that is still in his womb.

" God Sinta! You. ye. akhhhh.. O Lord! Why would you do that?" said Radit loudly making Sinta very surprised made her.

" That's why I have to do it! Because we broke up. The man and I have chosen our own way of life. I can't possibly beg to hold him accountable. Because he also had a future wife and in the end he married the woman." Sinta story. Radit looked at Sinta's eyeballs. Disappointed looks are also angry. Why can Sinta do such a stupid thing.

" You're such a fool!" radit said with a stifled voice. By summarizing the two cheeks Sinta Radit began to speak.

" You stupid woman! Why would you do that if that man had no serious intention of marrying you?" said Radit.

" Because I love her. I'm willing to do that with her." said Sinta lirih.

" What?" radit shouted with his eyes round.

" For me, love must be proved. And I would do that." said Sinta again.

" Oh yeah? Then do everything for me! If you love me too!" gertak Radit's. Sinta was surprised by Radit's words. Sinta did not expect that his words backfired for her.

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I don't know what influence made Sinta desperate to do that with Radit. Sinta boldly starts kissing Radit. The cool atmosphere with the cold weather was very supportive of both of them to do just that. Radit has no power to resist. Even Radit began to reciprocate the warm treatment from Sinta.

Radit's speech, which was like telling Sinta, made Sinta determined to do that with Radit.

" I love you now, Radit! I'm willing to do all that. In the end, you didn't marry me. I am your lover at this time. And I will do that with you." said Sinta quietly as she approached Radit's face and brought her lips closer to Radit's lips. Sinta starts kissing Radit slowly. Then over time began to bite her a little slowly. The storm started to light up. The blood flow is both getting crazier and hotter. Radit began to return the kiss brutally. Sinta closed her eyes.

" I love you with all your shortcomings, Sinta! Fuck your past. Sinta's... Sinta.." said Radit slowly while laying Sinta on top of the contest. Until some time the two are getting more intense doing it.

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Do you like her, honey?" tanya Radit is now beginning to return with her actions. Sinta mele nguh and her hands are now squeezing with the rough shoulders of Radit who is on top of her. The melodious and hoarse sounds came out from Sinta's tiny lips. It made Radit spur his spirit to make Sinta claw his broad shoulders. Radit grimaced in pain from Sinta's claw accidentally and consciously made a scratch there. Radit further advanced his movements like playing his violin until shaken body nan sexy owned by Sinta.

Sinta unceremoniously joined rubbing sweat sweat sweat rolling on the forehead of the man who had now toyed with his naked innocent body. Re ma and Radit hand again make Sinta gelin jang and men de sah. His breathing is irregular in sports on top of that contest. Sometimes Radit whispered softly naughty words near Sinta's ear. Sinta slaps Radit slowly as Radit gets more mischievous both the words thrown and the action.

Back the loud screech and without shame Radit voices. No matter if his voice came out from behind the door of the inn room. Sinta instantly covered her with her palm.

" I'll make you forget that past incident with that jerk guy!" radit said with his emotions. Sinta instantly began to glaze over.

Radit now kissed Sinta's neck and took a long sip. Sinta started moaning. Radit again led Sinta to the bed. Back Radit demanded more than all that. The rhythm was re-played, accompanied by various musical instruments that produced a sound that flowed gently there. The voice of de sa han, to lu han, lengu han was heard quietly from the living creature of God.

The cold weather made them cling more strongly and tightly. They no longer care about sins. Both of them just want to prove their love. The dim moonlight began to be covered in clumping black clouds. The longer it goes black. Accompanied by a breeze that blows slowly into all crevices.

" I love this scent, Sinta! I want to do it continuously with you. I will marry you, baby! I promise, I won't bring up all your past. Together with me, we're going to start this beautiful story." whispered Radit while still playing his violin that made his soul tremble and thrashed has his rat.

" really? You still want to marry me, Radit?" said Sinta with trembling lips.

" Yes, because I love you, baby!" sahut Radit while stomping Sinta's body firmly. Sinta bit her lower lip. His heart is so relieved. Her honesty was welcomed by Radit, although in the end they did that before actually getting married.

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