LOVE WITHOUT SPACE

READING MOM'S MESSAGE

“Mama nulis anything huh? I didn't read that. Afraid caught. If only I had seen in his top up what it was. I'm so curious I see again ah,” said Ayya slowly.  He changed his old phone number again. He opened the first and second Ambar messages. The same content means that the bottom also contains the same content.

Ayya also noticed two misscalls from the Mukti number after the connected number earlier.

“So desperate mommy to write those words. What do I have to answer? Not good Mama like this I didn't answer.”

Ayya read Ambar's message repeatedly. In the forward also the message to his new number for him to read repeatedly. Please come one time to forgive Mukti. If you don't want to continue the relationship, that's okay. Mama is sincere. The important thing is there is an apology for Mukti so that he can continue his life.** Not like at this time.** That's what Ayya read.

Reading that was of course Ayya cried. Mama to sacrifice her ego to ask for help every day so that Mukti can get an apology from her.

“Mama knows I can't be angry but I'm vindictive. I can't forgive the lies that Mukti did. If the incident was not on his initiative and the incident was not on his will, he should not have lied to me. He should have spoken the truth, so I knew from the beginning. No surprise to see that video.”

“Who would want me to split up with Mas Mukti?” ask Ayya. He talked to himself in his room.

“Is Carlo that bad?”

“Or even Arjun?”

“I don't know. I can't understand if they did that. That's why I'd better back off.”

“So I also see Carlo calling me every day as if he knew I was breaking with Mas Mukti. What is Carlo really? Because Luke didn't call me either. Luke should have been looking for me because he was in Solo and we hadn't met. But it wasn't Luke who called me every day.”

“Arjun it doesn't feel like that. But I don't know. We cannot judge people from outside.”

Abu was startled early in the morning Ambar yelled while holding his phone. At that time they just woke up and will perform dawn prayers.

“Why Ma, why?” ask Abu.

“Papa just read it. Papa just read it,” Ambar replied repeatedly as if he could not believe it.

Abu took the phone from his wife's hand, he read the incoming message since last night at 01:17. Early morning, exactly midnight.

‘Ma. Sorry if I avoided it all this time. But I'm still Mama's son. I pray that your mother is always healthy. So did brother Adel and other families.’

‘For now I have not been able to meet Mama or anyone. Let this heart beat Ma. This bara is hard to extinguish. So please Mama understand me.’

‘Mama don't think where I am. Because even Papa Wayan I do not tell you where I am. I can still work and eat. Mama don't have to worry about it.’

‘One more time I love Mama. Greetings to Eyang Angga and brother Adel.’