LOVE WITHOUT SPACE

UNABLE TO CONCENTRATE

Ayya tidied up the leftovers and dirty dishes and she went to her room. He shut the door and he locked it. But he is not ready, after all. Mukti just smiles, he still will not force but hear the door locked he knows that Ayya does not want to give a chance. He didn't want to knock or ask permission to enter. Never will it, it will make Ayya uncomfortable.

Ayya sets an alarm to wake up at dawn but it is not yet time for her to wake up.

Ayya immediately cleans herself to get ready for the new dawn prayer she will wake Mukti. Outside he saw that the man was already sitting on his alphabet.

“Mas not sleeping?” ask Ayya.

“Sleep,” Mukti replied.

“How many hours sleep? Not sleeping from the afternoon. It was 02.30 hours just entered the room right time 04.00 hours already here?” search Ayya.

“Please, I'm sleeping. Later in the day also sleep again,” said Mukti. They also started praying.

“What mom cooks?” ask Ayya. He wanted to give Mukti breakfast early after the prayer so that Mukti could go to sleep immediately.

“Cuma nasi uduk and fried tempeh only, same omelet,” replied bu Pinem.

“That's good Mom,” said Ayya.

The simple menu of nasi uuduk, tempe fried and omelet omelet was breakfast this morning. Ayya deliberately gave Mukti early in the morning to finish this Mukti sleep.

“Mu I get Mas Mukti first yes let him sleep, he has not slept at all.”

“Good mbak,” says mother Pinem.

“Mom knows what time Mas Mukti is out of the room?”

“When I leave the room at 03.30, Mr. Mukti is praying in his alphabet Ma'am,” replied bu Pinem.

“Kok no coffee Yank?”  tanya Mukti saw her brought rice with full side dishes and a small cup of tea.

“No need to copy Mas, eat first breakfast directly sleep.” Ayya orders.

“Mas is okay,” said Mukti slowly.

“Nggak Mas not angry with you. Mas just angry at myself,” said Mukti.

Ayya just shut up. She hasn't had breakfast that hour she's just drinking honey tea like she made for Mukti.

“Add ya?” ask Ayya.

“Quite.” Mukti replied short and flat.

“If Mas is not angry, the answer is not that short,” said Ayya.

“Serious Yank, I'm not mad at you. Mas just hate yourself,” Mukti said again.

“Why?” ask Ayya.

“Ngak. Nothing.” replied Mukti while shaking slowly.

“Mas sleep yes,” say goodbye Mukti.

Ayya did not answer. He just brought the dirty dishes to the back.

“Mbak Komang kok tumben early in the morning drink tea, usually make su5u hot chocolate,” said bu Pinem.

“So all make Mukti mas,” Ayya replied. He was also strange usually early in the morning he always drank chocolate su5u but saw Mukti who was silent and just sitting on the prayer mat made Ayya more confused so that he did not consciously make two cups of tea. Finally the one he just drank.

“What time does mom come out and see Mukti mas?” ask Ayya to Ms. Pinem. He forgot to ask this. Ayya was also completely unable to concentrate.

“I see 03.30 hours already sitting in the prayer mat Mbak.”

“Means he didn't sleep at all Mom. I stay in Mukti after cooking it at 02.00.” said Ayya.

“What's up Ma'am?” ask Ms. Pinem.

“Where do I know Mom? If I had known it, I wouldn't have just. I asked, he did not want to say anything.” said Ayya.