LOVE WITHOUT SPACE
THE CRY OF TWO BELOVED WOMEN
Ambar was moved to hear the history of Ayya's life that he had just heard this time. It turns out that Ayya suffered a lot because she had a very cruel biological mother. Fortunately, he did not do that to Mukti. Since receiving Mukti on the second day the baby was born, Ambar loved Mukti without ever thinking that Mukti was a thorn in his household. Because when receiving the baby Ambar and Abu still believe Mukti is the son of Abu and Witri.
“How is it possible that it will repeat itself dear you? Mukti does not have a wife like Goddess. And how can it be repeated if the condition is not the same as your mother and your father. Your mother and your papa did a hidden love whereas you didn't.” Ambar tries to quell Ayya's fear.
“All did say that Ma. But I am the only one who still does not dare. I dare not open my safe zone now. I'm safe alone. I'm still afraid that mom and dad's events are repeating. The trauma remains to this day. How I was made a maid by my own mother.”
“Surely at that time I did not know that I was an adopted child. I was yelled at and told to do things that were not common to a 4-year-old. I was really just a maid in my mama's eyes that I considered my real mama. I even got sincere love from my babysitter mother whom I called Sukma.” mother
“I brought new understand when I was in SD that I was not her son Miss Dewi, but I was her biological child by Sukma. I just got comfortable living after being away from the Goddess mom. There is no fear of being yelled at, doused in drinking water or other rude acts from mama besides of course rude abuse. I'm happy with mom's warm embrace and her soft words.”
“But the trauma remains Ma. That's why I'm so afraid of committing to an employer.”
“From Sukma's mother's love I got it all. That's why I'm willing not to eat in Jakarta which is important I can send money to mom because mother's love is everything to me. I don't need another love.”
Ambar stood hugging Ayya he did not believe the life story of his adopted son was very painful.
“Iya Ma. Thank you for your sincere love Mama. I feel grateful to have met my mother and family here who never looked down on me. I feel the sincere love of Mama,” Ayya said as well while tightly hugging Ambar. They cried because Ambar was crying too.
Mukti who came out of the room to take a drink was shocked to see two people he loved were hugging crying in the dining room finally retreat not so take a drink.
‘What are they both doing at midnight? Is Ayya already saying to mama will resign and mama forbid?’
‘Or is there something else?’ mukti Inner is full of question marks.
‘Tomorrow I'll ask mama.’
“Now you sleep yes. Don't be a burden on your mind. No need to answer his love Mukti. Let your heart answer everything.” Ambar tells Ayya to go to bed.
“Iya Ma. Good night,” said Ayya. He put a dirty glass in the dishwasher and immediately stepped into his room.
