LOVE WITHOUT SPACE
THE MAMA AMBAR MISSION
“Mama?” mukti asked in disbelief when Ambar entered his room
Ambar approaches Mukti's bed he lets his son kiss her hand then he hugs Mukti tightly.
“Why you?” whispered Ambar
“Neverything Ma,” Mukti avoids answering her mother's questions.
“You were my mother's son from the first day of birth. Mama knows why you're sick. When everyone doesn't know, Mama knows, right?” stern Ambar again.
Can't hold back Mukti's emotions even shed tears.
‘This woman, yes only this woman who understands how I am when I am happy or when I am down!’
“I am outside aja yes Ma. Mama may want to talk to Mas Mukti,” Komang Ayu. He knew that the man did not want to tell him when he was. Ayya came out without waiting for Mukti and Ambar to answer, she closed the door.
“Remember when you were in the 2nd grade first and the only incident you were called by the school. K you can't hold back your fear so you have a high fever,” said Ambar after Ayya came out. Mukti recalls that he was in 2nd grade and accidentally broke the window of the school.
At that time he was playing with his friends there was a volleyball that approached him he kicked the ball so hard that it broke the window glass and there were fragments of glass that hit two students nearby so Mukti was called by the school to account for the broken glass not for the problem of injuring his friends because it was the side effect of the broken glass and not planned.
Because it was too scared then Mukti until high fever and did not dare to tell his mother and give a call from school. Not the price of compensation that Mukti feared, because with personal savings money he could replace. But guilt put his parents to shame which made Mukti very depressed at the time.
The secret was only discovered when the doctor came home, because Mukti did not want to be taken to the hospital. He was terrified when he was taken to the hospital. Usually it's not like that.
“If you're okay, it's impossible to have a high fever like this. Only once did Mama know you were scared that was the 2nd grade of Junior High. The rest you always face all your problems with rigid.”
“Even yesterday when it slumped because of the DNA case also because your Vio case did not fall like this. You can handle it, you can deal with it. Now what's up?” press Ambar but gently, so that Mukti does not feel burdened.
‘Why do you know the hell Ma? Though I am not who you are, Mukti” speaks in his heart while looking at the figure of a mother who really understands all her children one by one.
“I can not Ma, I can not tell,” reject Mukti while shaking weakly.
“Doctor Mukhlis used to say what? As long as you haven't expressed it, it won't be possible to get out of your mind. So that your disease will still be lodged in the body.”
“You need to take medicine one bottle will not be able to heal because the medicine is in your own mind. Medicine cannot dispel the source of your disease because the center is in your brain,” Ambar said.
Doctor Mukhlis is a doctor called Ambar to deal with the shaking of Mukti's soul during Junior High School.
“Mama knows you are preparing for the big event exhibition you are waiting for. Although not your single event, but with many friends and also with the Government of Bali. Mama knows you want to show your fangs both in front of Pemda and in front of Ayu who is the first time this is your companion in an event.”
“So Mama is sure you don't want to keep your illness. You must want to get rid of your illness. If you want to get rid of your disease get out!”
“That's why Mama immediately flew here just for you, because only Mama knows how to get rid of this disease of yours,” Ambar said gently. Ambar never told anyone about his son's illness. He did not want this disease to be discovered by anyone including Abu. He holds all the secrets of Mukti tightly. He pity if Mukti is more depressed by the people who know the disease!
