LOVE WITHOUT SPACE

THE BENCHMARK IS CALLED MALE

“I did not have lunch at home today Ma,” Aksa told Ambar his plans today. Indeed, if Saturday and Sunday are usually Aksa at home but if he has activities, he certainly paid first. Unlike ABG children now who go in and out of the house at will. Aksa remains tight-lipped. He remembered when he wanted to go to High School first and at that time his father and mother were about to divorce all he discussed with Sonny. Therefore now all the things he discussed with Sonny and Abu he did not want to misstep.

“What business is it?” ask Ambar.

“School is in selection for Ma futsal team. Although I did not participate in futsal but I became the selection team,” said Aksa.

“But dinner at home right?” ask Abu

“The trick is done at 03.00 or 04.00 pm Ma, Pa. We'll be in selection since 10:00 a.m. The maximum should be at 01.00 siangsah finished yes. At least 02:00. It was 03.00 hours that I could just go home,” said Aksa. He's the same as Sonny who doesn't like hanging out. If Mukti likes to hang out, but can choose friends and do not want to be taken away bad things from his environment.

In the Lukito family if there are guests all have to gather especially now there is Sonny and Adelia certainly unethical if the host goes and again the warmth of the family will be reduced if one person does not come together. There are also Mukti and Ayya. So a rare opportunity to gather full team. All of this is not to be missed.

For this reason, Aksa really apologized to his father and mother because the arrival of Sonny and Adelia was also sudden, so it was not the fault of Aksa's activities.

“Ya okay. The important thing is that your dinner is at home,” replied Abu.

“You consider me cemen?” aksa said with her smirk smile.

“What to say macho or show the manhood of a man is shown by smoking and drinking? If I told you, something like that is even a sissy! That's even cemen. My brother is both accomplished and they are not cemen tuh even though they do not smoke let alone drink. Though they have a lot of money, to buy a container of cigarettes or a crate of drinks they can.” replied Aksa cynically.

“They have money to buy cigarettes and drinks with their own money! But they don't waste it to burn or just buy drinks. They give more money to the poor. You are cool and sissy! Smoking and drinking still use money parents alone already feel proud,” said Aksa.

Aksa knew many times Sonny said the thing we do now his regret is later and it cannot be removed. That history cannot be erased because that Sonny always wnti-wanti if you don't want to regret never doing bad things.

Sonny and Mukti once lived alone abroad. In a country that is free to drink, not stealth like in Indonesia. Even there are many free associations about the relationship of women and men. But his two brothers never did that.

Aksa has also started to know Mukti had made mistakes and the mistake was not the initial intention of Mukti but because of the drug influence of Eyang Menur on Vio and the free life that Mukti lived was not in west country there but in the country of his love. There was even a time when Mukti was in Bali. So we also cannot mention that all people who have lived in western countries are always adherents of free life.

In the village too, now many who embrace the understanding of free life.Kids in the village are not necessarily the age of a dozen are still virgin. So we cannot globalize things according to the view of the general public. All back again depends on the person, depending on each person.

Aksa remembered the story about the case of Eyang Menur since ancient times, his mother Mas Mukti had done a bad thing, namely living with a free relationship. So that's not a new understanding and that's not from the western world wherever there is such a thing.

That's why Aksa does not like the views of his friends about cemen and macho if the benchmark is only by smoking or drinking.

Aksa struggled with the file of futsal selection participants. He is not good at futsal but he understands it a little. He was recruited by his guidance teacher to help select the school's futsal team.

“So the details of his assessment are like that huh Aksa, Bagas, Ahmad and Martin,” said the teacher to the student whom he asked to help ease his duties.

“Iya Ma'am, I understand kok,” Aksa replied. Aksa's gym teacher is indeed female but for her ability she is the same as a male sports teacher. Gender does not distinguish the ability of the teacher.

“Okay we started yes. It's 10:00 exactly. We waste a lot of time if we are late. I still have another show,” said the teacher. He asked all his work team to prepare to start a selection event for the school futsal player team.