Love Sheila

S2 Lost

"Haha. Release Sonia? After all these years I've been looking for her with great difficulty?" asked Raka with a grin.

"But... Hmm, that seems like a bad idea too. At least not just me, but you're the one who's going to suffer a lot more from losing this girl. And Steven Sheila too will surely suffer to see her son destroyed. All right then, then,,,"

And suddenly Raka turned around to push Sonia through the iron fence of the balcony.

"SONY!!!" shouts Sean loud.

Unexpectedly, Sonia nudged firmly into Raka's stomach, causing Raka to complain of pain. Utilizing the situation Raka who was careless Sonia also tried to escape. Sean moves quickly to Sonia, trying to save his wife.

Sean lost quickly. The angry Raka pushed Sonia's body with all her might.

"Basic brash woman!" raka shouted by pushing as hard as Sonia's body toward the wall.

Sonia's back hit the wall strongly.

"Ohhhh!!!" sonia screamed with extreme pain in her back.

"Sonia!" shouts Sean. "Braven, how dare you hurt my wife" growled Sean.

Sean ran hunting towards Raka. Hit him in the face in full force. Raka who was not ready to receive an attack from Sean immediately his body shrugged. The second blow from Sean made Raka's body pushed backwards until finally passing through the iron fence of the balcony guardrail and made Raka fall.

"Ohhhh!!!" shouted Raka who fell from the balcony of the third floor of the old house.

Naas for Raka because her head first hit the paving block very hard. Fresh blood immediately flowed out from Raka's injured head. Even from Raka's mouth and nose.

Sean immediately turned around and ran towards Sonia who was sitting on the floor while moaning in pain by holding her stomach.

"Aren't you pa-pa, honey?" sean asked frantically by holding onto both of Sonia's shoulders.

"Akht, my stomach hurts a lot Mas," complained Sonia with a grimace.

"Astaghfiullah!" sean screeched when he saw the blood seeping out of Sonia's robe.

"Mas,," said Sonia, who was getting more and more in pain and clutching tightly to Sean's arm.

"Don't worry, baby. We're going to the hospital now" Sean said.

Sean then took Sonia in his arms and was about to take her out. Inside the room, all Raka's men were successfully paralyzed by Syafiq and others.

"Syafiq anterin Abang to the hospital now. Sonia was hurt," cried Sean as he half-runs carrying Sonia out of the room.

"OK Bang" said Syafiq who immediately followed Sean behind him.

"Alvin takes care of all our wounded men. Raka's men to be handled by Om Darius' team. Mas Rian will follow Sean to the hospital," Adrian said.

"Okay Mas" replied Alvin.

Adrian then ran after Sean and Syafiq who had come out first.

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Sean was sitting limply in the waiting chair of the hospital in front of the operating room. Hiding his face with both palms. Syafiq and Adrian could only stand in silence, not knowing what to entertain.

The team of doctors is currently performing dilation and curettage on Sonia. Yes, it is unfortunate because the hard impact experienced by Sonia in the old house made the 4-week-old fetus Sonia could not be saved so Sonia had a miscarriage.

This is a shocking news for Sean. Sean and Sonia do not even know the presence of the fetus in Sonia's womb and now they have to lose their future baby. Sean was truly feeling down and lost at this moment.

Sheila arrives with Steven and Safa. Sheila sat down next to Sean quietly.

"Abang," call Sheila softly by holding Sean's shoulder.

"Abang failed Bun. You can't take care of Sonia. You also cannot take care of our child. Brother is really useless Bun," Sean wrote to himself.

"Ssttt, you can't say that" Sheila said.

"We don't even know the presence of our future baby Bun. And now we've got to lose her Bun. What's our fault, Bun? How did you explain to Sonia later Bun?" complained Sean with increasingly heavy tears streaming down his cheeks.

Safa had been crying in Adrian's arms ever since.

"Abang and Sonia just wanted to see a doctor that day Bun, but it turned out to be all this. My brother is useless, Bun. He failed to be a good husband. Brother failed to protect our wife and child-to-be Bun, the hyx. Brother failed Bun," complained Sean with a whim.

Sean spilled all the burdens in his heart to Sheila. Sheila gently stroked the back of her eldest son who continued to tremble because of that cry.

"Abang can't say that. Everything has become the decree of Allah SWT Bang. We cannot avoid destiny. You've also tried your best, so don't ever tell me that you're failing and useless again, yes," Sheila's advice.

"Abang must be strong, so that Abang can also strengthen Sonia. Not only Brother, Sonia must also be very hit after knowing this news later. Sonia was the one who felt the most devastated by this loss Bang. And in times like these you should be able to strengthen each other, support each other, and rise up together."

"Keep Bang, all the decrees of Allah SWT must be the best for us. Take the positive side of this disaster. The fetus may not be your sustenance yet. But instead he can be your savings when in the afterlife. You are young, there are many opportunities. Mother is sure that Allah SWT will soon provide a better replacement for the two of you. You just need to keep trying, keep praying, and also be patient, yes. You must be able to strengthen each other" Sheila advised at length.

"Abang promise to Mother yes, after this you can not blame yourself Brother again. Brother must also be strong, for Sonia's sake. At the moment Sonia really needs the support of Abang, yes," Sheila pinta.

"Okay Bun" replied Sean.

Sean nodded small in his bundles arms. Steven, Syafiq, and Adrian also quietly wiped the tears that came out of the corner of their eyes.

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Sonia's curettage operation went well. Sonia has now been transferred to the VVIP room at the hospital. Sean sat next to Sonia's bed. Gently grasped Sonia's right hand which was freed from the infusion needle.

Sean was waiting for Sonia alone at this moment. Sean asked Steven and the others to go home first because it was already a very late day. Sonia's condition has improved. So Sean asked them to come back to the hospital tomorrow.

Not long after, it appeared that Sonia had begun to wake up. Sean felt Sonia's hand that was within his grasp begin to move slowly. Sonia also started to open her eyes slowly.

"Darling," call Sean soft.

Sean kissed Sonia's hand which he was holding then gently rubbed Sonia's head.

"You're sober? Is anyone sick?" ask Sean.

"Mas," call Sonia down.

"Yes dear. Here," replied Sean.

"I'm sorry. I can't take good care of our future baby" Sonia said with tears streaming down her cheeks.

Sean got up from his seat and sat on the bed beside Sonia. Sean kissed Sonia's forehead gently.

"Ssttts. Don't talk like that, baby. It's not your fault. This has all become the destiny of Allah SWT for us" Sean said in front of Sonia's face, trying to calm her weeping wife.

Sean wiped away the tears on Sonia's face with his thumb.

"I feel useless. I can't protect our future baby well. I haven't even noticed her presence, and now I've got to lose her Mas. What kind of mother am I," wrote Sonia to herself.

"Ssttt, you can't think like that baby," said Sean who immediately grabbed Sonia's body into his arms.

Everything Mother Sheila said was true. Not only was Sean feeling down and lost, Sonia also felt the same way. More than Sean felt.

Luckily Sean had received so much advice from Mother Sheila. So Sean can feel calmer and feel better at the moment. And now it is Sean's turn to be able to calm and strengthen Sonia from the sadness of loss and guilt to himself, just as Sean felt earlier.