LOVE'S ANGER (Not God's fault)

Chapter 90 The heart of a mother

A decision that is so heavy but easy for Panji to decide, whether what makes Panji decide to survive, maintain a new marriage for a long time.

Is it because I want to repay Sky's kindness, or because of Aiman's request! really if the Panji reason was just that, Sky would never forgive Panji. Sky is not a person who wants to be countered if he does something and does not like to be protected, Sky strong girl does not need all that.

What if the Panji reason was just that, Sky's disappointed! but unfortunately, that reason is not the main reason Panji survived.

Maybe the beginning of the Panji received for two reasons, but when the Panji left there was another sense that seemed to be left behind that bound the Panji.

In addition to the nightmares that always come in every Panji deep sleep, as if disturbing the heart and mind of Panji. Afraid! of course, how Panji was not afraid that in the dream Amira always came and threatened that Amira would take Sky away even Panji himself could not reach it.

The sense of loss makes Panji afraid to feel it again, really it is very painful.

Going tampa saying goodbye is painful, as well as Panji feels and it makes Panji haunted by fear and fear, not wanting to repeat again that will lead Panji to the abyss of regret.

Somehow Panji could feel the pain that Sky felt, even though Panji knew Sky never once showed pain, but those eyes! that look! Panji understood it as if Panji was dragged into the sadness that Sky always hid behind a clear eyeball that always radiated sharpness and authority.

Amira. I will try to accept Sky's presence in my heart, but you do not travel, your name is still beautifully stored in its place. So don't you take it from me, it hurts a lot. You went to give me a message, so don't make Sky do the same thing as you, I'm the one who left for a moment, maybe Sky can be patient and strong but I'm not sure to myself if I will be strong after feeling the pain when you, Mamah and Papah leave, I don't want any more words to go... so, so let Sky be with me.

Panji Monologue makes occasional glances to the side where Sky is asleep in the seat beside the steering wheel.

The beautiful face looks peaceful when sleeping makes Panji feel something that can not be revealed.

Beautiful face with lashy eyelashes though not as flirty as Fatih's brother, thick eyebrows, sharp nose and natural red sexy lips.

The new banner realized that Sky had never used excessive meupu, looks natural and it makes the beauty of Sky more radiated.

Two mixed genes manifest an angel beside Panji, whether this is a dream or what, Panji gets the perfect girl like Sky.

"Emira Halime Sky Mahmued, a name so beautiful, tough, kind as the person. I just realized that Sky's first name is almost the same as Amira, distinguishing only the initial letter 'A and E' and Sky's middle name is the same as the name I have, Panji Sky Al-fatih. This is a coincidence or what! he came in the middle of my barrel, conscious that he healed him, like his name between my name and my family's name. I hope my decision is not wrong, you are right we met on purpose married too, but I hope this is the beginning and the end of me building a household, he said, there's no divorce in it like my parents, only death separates."

Amens...

Monologue Panji while staring fixed carved face Sky who is still asleep, Panji drove his car again to the residence Mahmued.

Sendari was indeed Panji stopped his car his intention just wanted to change the car seat a little supine to make Sky to be comfortable in his sleep.

But Panji instead spoke to himself while looking at Sky's face that was like a dream in his sleep, as if last night Sky did not sleep.

Panji stops his Sport car right in front of the Mahmued mansion, Panji intends to wake Sky but seeing the peaceful face of Sky makes Panji not bear.

Grep...

Panji carried Sky with great caution as if afraid of Sky being disturbed in his comfortable sleep.

A bodyguard opens the door to make it easier for Panji to step.

Ummah Ais was surprised to see who came, which made the Ais ummah surprised not the person who came but his daughter who was carried by Panji.

Ask ummah Ais quickly while blocking Panji's steps because of anxiety.

"Sttt.., sorry aunt, Sky is sleeping. Can aunt tell me where Sky's room is? "

Ask Panji slowly and carefully it feels like the lips of Panji are a little confused if you call the Ais ummah with the name Ummah.

Huhhhhh...

Ummah Ais exhaled softly feeling relieved, ummah Ais thought her daughter fainted again.

Ais quickly led Panji to the princess's room upstairs.

Slowly Panji put Sky to bed very carefully, as if Sky was the most precious diamond in Panji's life.

What Panji did could not be separated from the gaze of the Ais ummah, his heart felt cool to see how attentive Panji was to the princess.

May you pass all the trials that will be faced, and hope that your marriage will last until the fate of God picks it up.

The mind of the Ais ummah hopes, the Ais ummah smiles when Panji sees it.

"Son. "

Call the Ais Ummah while sitting on the side of the bed, his eyes look at the princess and then turn to the banner in front of him.

"Ummah hope there is no farewell between you, ummah know you do not love each other. But the hope of the ummah is great, may your marriage grow old until His jannah."

"Amin, thanks tan... "

"Ummah."

Cut the Ais Ummah while holding the Panji hand and keep it on the lap of the Ais ummah.

"You have become the husband of the daughter of the ummah, which means you are now the son of Ummah, so call Ummah and Baba as Sky did. Sky is now your responsibility to the afterlife, she is a tough and brave princess of the ummah but one you should know, Sky is just like any other woman who has a weak side. Sky is a little stubborn always trying to hide his sadness in others including the ummah and baba, but with you, Ummah hope you can make Sky open. Bingbing and teach the daughter of the ummah with meekness, rebuke her with affection...,"

Ummah Ais softly resisted the agitation of the heart, her eyes reddened ready to spill the clear liquid.

The heart of the ummah Ais sick to see the princess who has always pretended to smile and act silly just want to see herself happy, without Sky realize the heart of a mother can not be lied to with anything. I always knew what the princess felt, even if it had to be hidden by Sky.

It is enough for Sky to withstand fear and sadness, ummah Ais hopes that the Panji can heal the lara that shackles Sky to rise.

"Well, trust you, son."

Seriate....