LOVE'S ANGER (Not God's fault)

49 Why is it always hurt..

The pensive pennant felt guilty for yelling at his best friend.

Everything did not change anything because Rafli was gone, Panji just stared at the nanar file lying in front of him.

Why is it all happening to me, why !

Panji claustrophobic inner scream asked himself as he continued to lash his chest tight.

Ah....

Panji pulled his hair out a stifling anger, clear hair from earlier continued to fall down the cheeks Panji, his head began to throb making Panji continue to be haunted by the shadows of the Mamah and Papah.

Why Papah Mamah went...

Screaming Panji while banging his head continuously.Like the man of Panji's loyalty ransacked the drawer looking for a cure. Already found it by trembling Panji took some medicine hoping the pain in his head disappeared.

Cold sweat flooded his temples occasionally, Panji inched towards the bed and leaned his back against the side of the bed. His breath hunting with a blurred look, the corner of Panji's lips attracted to the side formed a smile with teary eyes, the hand of Panji stretched out as if to reach something.

Ma. mama's.. Dad.. Am..

Lilir Panji until his consciousness disappeared.

The banner lay helplessly with breath blocked as if the dream was so painful, his lips trembled as if to Panji saying something but no one knew only the silence that enveloped Panji's room back.

While Rafli cried so badly in the car venting sadness and anger.

Ah.. bugs...

Rafli screams while banging the steering wheel, what should Rafli do to get his best friend back again, Rafli can not help more because he could not bear to continue to leave his wife and child.

It was calm Rafli turned on his car engine and sped away from the Panji house.

I don't know what was in Rafli's mind his eyes looked sharply ahead until Rafli turned towards the house.

Rafli no longer cares about the car that follows him wherever he goes, what is in Rafli's mind at this time is only the wife.Rafli ran fast when he parked his car in front of a house that is quite large even though not as big as the Panji mansion.

"Assalamualaikum.. "

Rafli said inside but there was no word at all making Rafli confused. Rafli runs to his room to find his wife, but Rafli still can't find her.

"Darling.. "

Call Rafli still no sahutan until Rafli's mind began to mess up, the goal is only one room the son. Rafli quickly headed to the son's room next to his room.

Rafli's heart warms to see the scenery in front of his eyes, the wife in fact fell asleep while hugging the son's friendly. Tired and angry immediately disappeared just looking at the angel in front of him.

Cup...

Rafli kisses the top of the head of the son and then turns to kiss the wife's cheek.

"Darling... "

Rafli whispered in the wife's ear while continuing to kiss the wife's cheeks and shoulders.

"Emmmzmzmd.. "

Rara muttered because she felt amused in her sleep, slowly the sakura's eyes opened until her lips smiled to see who had dared to disturb her sleep.

"Hubbys... "

The great-grandson of Rara was surprised because the husband carried her as if stealing himself from the son who seemed calm in his sleep was not disturbed at all.

"When to go home, sorry Rara did not welcome. Has hubby eaten yet? "

Said Rara felt guilty for sleeping until she did not welcome the arrival of her husband.

Rara tightened her necklace on the husband's neck, but Rara's eyes stared at another object that made her heart ache.

"It's okay baby, Hubby hasn't eaten yet ! "

Rafli said softly while holding the wife by the side of their bed.

Grep...

Rara held gently the hand of the husband who was about to open his work coat.

Slowly Rara stood up to take over what her husband was going to do, Rara kept her husband's coat on the side of the bed and then opened the tie to make Rafli more free.

Sretti...

Bruck...

Rara spontaneously pushed gently the chest of the sumai until her back was docked to the dingding.

Rafli just kept quiet with what his wife did, the flickering hands deftly opened one by one the buttons of the shirt that Rafli was wearing.

It appeared that the chest of the field was slightly overgrown with fine feathers, with a checkered stomach that made Rara sigh.

Rara throws her husband's shirt on the bed, the two clumsy hands Rara kept on the shoulder of the husband slowly Rara pressed him to make Rafli bend but Rara continued to press until Rafli successfully sat on the floor with his back still tendering.

Both legs Rafli left berselonjor with Rara who successfully sat beautifully on the thigh of the husband.

I don't know what Rara will do to make Rafli only confused but Rafli did not perotes with what the wife did.

Rara lowered her head successfully attached to the field of the husband, a drop of clear liquid out of the eye Rara .

Rafli was speechless with what his wife was doing until his stomach was cold and Rafli quickly lifted his head.

Degs...

Rafli was stunned to see the sakura eyes of the wife who had reddened with tears that kept coming out.

"Why say... "

Cup...

"Ap. does this hurt.. "

Lilir Rara makes Rafli freeze at once to understand what makes the wife cry.

Cup...

"Is this also painful.. "

Rara repeated again while peeling some bruises and tears at the tip of her husband's lips.

"Why do you always get hurt...."

"I'm sorry... "

Rafli said that he felt guilty for making his wife cry because of the wound on the corner of his lips and temples.

"What is it that Brother Panji does this again.. "

Rara's hands clenched firmly at the nod of the husband, which wife is not hurt if almost every day saw the husband hurt even though it was just a normal wound.

"Hubby's okay, baby, it's a small wound.. "

"But it hurt Rara, by... "

Rafli was silent to hear what the wife said, Rafli always broke his promise every time he went home to be okay but in fact Rafli broke it and made the wife sad.

"Sorry.. "

"Stop and work at Papah's company. "

Degs...

Rafli shook his head strongly at the tone of the wife's order making Rara instantly clench with a sharp look.

" I'm sorry dear Hubby, Hubby can't possibly leave Panji in a bad state. It's a shame to know that the banner is everything to Hubby.. "

"Keep Rara what ! what Rara has to do is keep seeing Hubby always get hurt. "

Rara's words began to rise making Rafli sigh.

"Rara Hubby's wife, every day waiting for hubby's return and praying that hubby would be okay but in fact hubby always hurt every time he meddled in the affairs of Panji. "

Rara's snapping makes Rafli pinch to see the outburst of anger of the wife.

Rara, a wife who always feared anything happened to her husband, is wrong Rara selfishly wants the husband to stay fine.

Grep...

Rafli pulls the wife into his arms, Rafli knows the wife is so fretting that his anger comes out, all Rafli can do is hug the wife tightly trying to appease the wife.

A position that makes Rafli go awry, on the other hand Rafli does not want to make the wife of the owner on the other side Rafli is unlikely to leave his best friend in a state of slump.

"I'm sorry, dear Hubby.. Please.do not place hubby in complicated position... "

Rafli said softly as he tightened his embrace on the trembling body of the wife.

Seriate....