LOVE'S ANGER (Not God's fault)

43 Sadness

The world of Sandi seemed to be overturned with reality that made it crowded.

But what is the power of the Password can not replay the time that has been missed with a nesting grudge is now replaced by regret and surprise.

Sandi did not expect a friend who he considered a traitor and killer instead helped him from death threats. And the most pretentious Password When the truth comes with a heartbreaking departure.

Everything can not be replayed, his best friend has gone right in front of him with the situation turned.

The harsh reality he had to accept with an unrequited apology.

There was only regret that gnawed at him, his eyes reddened with anger, disappointment, sadness and regret.

Everything can't be repeated with just an apology, the friend who Sandi hates for the loss of his wife and child makes Sandi blind to the pain to make her crazy with all the evidence and accusations that lead to her best friend.

Even Sandi has destroyed the Al-Fatih family through Smit's father who is none other than Farhat Al-fatih, the sister of Mawar Al-fatih, the mother of Panji Sky Al-fatih.

Just one more step Sandi destroyed the most influential Al-fatih family and was very difficult to destroy. Until with crazy Sandi washing children without sin to hate people who do not know anything. Even Sandi had erased the memories of the three boys .

Until now the truth was revealed with a painful departure.

"I'm sorry.. "

Lilir Sandi stared at the pus of the wet mound of earth in front of her with a translucent droplet dripping in her eyes.

"If you're not the culprit then who is! who has complained to us! "

Monologue Sandi while staring at the name of a friend who was always there like and sorrow but all destroyed by the departure of the wife and son who died horribly.

Until Sandi was blind could not think clearly there was only hatred, revenge and anger enveloping her heart. Until Sandi is blind to everything and attacks the wrong person.

Not only was Sandi pretentious about the sudden incident, Farhan was also very pretentious about the fact that Sandi was also a victim! Farhan was silent with his own thoughts. So who's behind all this if not Sandi for the death of her family! that person is definitely not an ordinary person and they are people who hate the Pratama and Al-fatih families a lot, Farhan thought furiously.

Farhan's small memories begin to return when Farhan gets a violent clash due to fighting Panji's men plus evidence and explanation of uncle Andre. Makes Farhan really pretentious and surprised.

Panji makes a drama with Farhan to catch Sandi who has brainwashed him, but who would have thought the truth was revealed with a painful departure for Panji.

Just stepped one year the Mamah left Panji now the Papah must leave him too.

Panji's heart was broken into pieces.The wounds that have not been dry are now wet again making old wounds gaping again so painful.

Again God tested the Panji with pain that strangled his soul.

Don't you settle for destroying me huh. You're happy to see me suffer. You mean you're evil.. I hate you...

A roaring cry echoed in a room of Panji cursing his Fate that continued to play tricks on his life.

Why the Banner! isn't there still a lot of people in this world besides Panji, but he must be himself!.

Is not Allah not going to test a servant on his incompetence. God knows what destiny is revolving around running the scenario! God knows that the Panji is capable, but why Panji keeps complaining.

But Panji is just an ordinary man who is bound by the lust of pain that blinds the eyes of the Panji heart until the Panji curses and hates his God.

I hate this fate,,, you took Papah from me not enough did you take Mamah and Amira,,,, Why is it so sick.And now I don't know where my sister is... ah... I hate you. You've taken mine...

Desih Panji continued to rampage and curse his destiny, with a powerful clenched hand hitting the chest of his field that felt tight and sore.

Everything seems to play with the life of Panji, to make the manly peria weak with the path of destiny that continues to overturn his heart.

Just now Panji was happy to know that his sister was alive and the papah came back but Panji was thrown back into the valley of thorns in pain. Make the chest of the Panji tight until it is difficult to breathe.

Why Panji had to return to the valley of pain when Panji tried to struggle to crawl up to the top of the kink.

The banner of only ordinary men who are weak in faith continues to be shaken by the lust of unreality.

Again the sense of it shackles the Panji, to Panji as if the loyalty continues to condemn Destiny and its Lord.

The silence of the night witnessed the fragility of a Panji Sky Al-fatih, the moon seemed shy to hide peering behind the window slit as if it could feel the fragility of Panji .

The stars flickered as if surprised at the state of Panji that was not said to be fine.

Blowing night wind was hot by the creepy aura coming out of Panji.Making the silent night to be clutching makes the buluk Iudang anyone bristling.

Unsatisfied you ruined my life,, why did you do it huh. Give them back to me. hiks,,,

Panji unceasingly berates and hates his God for what happened, why his life destiny is not as lucky as others. Why must the Panji feel the pain, Why ! Don't get tired of God toying with the life of Panji !

No !!!

All the bitter life is glad to have been underlined Destine by His decree.Nobody can prevent it when God has said 'Kun 'behave. Then everything will happen.

God knows best who among his most powerful servants faces the test of Him, only that we sometimes always do not realize it which we only do lament sadness and anger.

But we never know behind the test that God keeps true happiness.

Sometimes we are given pleasure to forget our Lord and do not know thank you but when we are hit a little we just remember God, not to be grateful to blame for what happened to us.

Who is selfish! not we as slaves who are always selfish and greedy want to always be happy and victorious but we forget who the giver of everything! Until God rebukes to give a little test but we are impatient and even blame it when God only wants to be close to his servant to get his degree.

So great is the Spiritman of God in every servant but we are always away from the Spiritman of his Grace.

Don't blame what happens to us is God's fault, but blame ourselves for what we do until God punishes us.

It is a lover will be angry with his lover if he makes a mistake, but on the contrary a lover will increasingly fall in love with his lover if the lover always complies and does not make mistakes.

What God does to every servant, is not that we who are greedy want to have everything but we forget who our owner is and he is, or they are.

Do not know the banner that God is testing it not toying with his life ! .