LOVE'S ANGER (Not God's fault)

Chapter 5 Sadness

...Beautiful smile...

...Warm hug...

...I feel!...

...Ta. but it was a dream...

...They've been gone....

...(.(.Banner of Sky Al-fatih)...

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The world of Panji is changing, the harsh reality Panji cannot accept. Why have to sign! not anyone else. Panji's life was destroyed as it was destroyed, the sound of crying so loud in Panji's ear made Panji hate.

Mamah and Amira are still alive, it's not them. Everyone is lying ! why are they weeping, and the little children, are not Mamah and Amira alive, they are not gone!. The inner screams of Panji rebelled.

It felt like Panji's soul went somewhere, with a blank look Panji just kept trying to call the Papah. But the Papah's phone is not active.

Where is the Panji? why the phone is stuck in the hubungai.

Prangs...

The banner screamed while slamming its phone to shreds.

"Astagfirulah.. Promise what you do, Istigfar and Ikhlaskan "

Bugg...

One bogeman floated on Rafli's cheeks, Panji stared intently at Rafli who dared to advise him, Ikhlas ! It seems that Panji does not accept if they all consider the Mamah and Amira no longer exist.

"Mamah and Amira are still alive! "

"Flame.. "

"Silence asshole. Ma. mamah is still there and Amira too, me. they are resting not hix... "

Said Panji weakening while dropping his body. Panji's cry broke, Panji already doesn't care what others think of him. It feels like Panji can't bear to swallow this bitter reality. God assure me that this is just a dream, Inner Panji.

Pukkp...

The clap of the hand on Panji's shoulder made Panji look up at the middle-aged woman who tried to smile at him even though Panji knew the woman was holding back the wound.

Bruck...

Panji hugged Aunt Ani tightly, Panji spilled all the tightness in his warm embrace, Aunt Ani just kept quiet with a hand that kept stroking Panji's back.

"Ka. tell Tan, if se. everything is a lie ! "

"Surpassed, Son. "

"No! aunt Ani believes that Mamah and Amira are gone! No. , they still exist. Don't say that! "

"Enough Panji to avenge their loss. "

"No! Me. They still live.. "

Plaque...

One slap floated on Panji's cheek, for some reason Panji didn't feel any pain, maybe this feeling was too sore and tight than the slap that Aunt Ani gave. Panji just stared at Aunt Ani with a plea.

"Please kindly ask Amira not to make the son of Mamah tormented by the lashings of your heart.Son.hiks..."

Djs....

It felt like the words were so stifling Panji's chest. Tight, Panji's throat choked hard to just say. Duania Panji is destroyed, can Panji support my own life.

Panji shook his head as he continued to flail his head, hoping this was just a nightmare.

Grep...

Rafli hugged Panji tightly as if he also felt what Panji was feeling. Panji was crying in Rafli's arms. Until Panji remembered what Mamah had said

Remember !

What is in us is not really ours, but the creator's, including our own soul.

The speech continued to revolve in Panji's memory until tampa Panji said taking off his embrace from Rafli. Then Panji got up and walked into the room where there were Mamah and Amira who were lying covered in white cloth.

Panji stopped his steps right between Mamah and Amira's gurney. With trembling Panji opened the cloth that covered the face of the Mamah.

Degs....

The clear liquid again escaped just like that in the Panji eye fertilizer, with the body starting to shake.

There is no beautiful face that Mamah always emits. There is only a pale face with a few scratches broken glass that stuck in the face and neck of the mother. Until Panji no longer recognize the beautiful face of the mama.

Duania Panji seemed to be destroyed instantly, no more words were heard, it felt like Panji's throat was suffocating. Panji dropped his body on the side of Mamah's gurney with his head lowered.

This is my story of losing two women I love at once! why ? did I have any fault until God punished me in this way. Is this a punishment for the old me who was naughty! hyx...

Where's Papah! what should I say if Papah comes home. Papah must have dyed me all out because I can not protect mama.

The scream panji is sick.

Until the funeral was finished Papah still can not be contacted, where exactly Papah Panji? at a time like this why the Papa doesn't exist! want to feel angry but Panji energy is quite tired. What a busy session is the papah until the phone is also busy!

"Sister.. ma. forgive the new kayla comes. hiks.. "

Panji hugged his dear sister tightly, spilling all the tightness and hurt of his sister.

There should be papah here, beside me and Kayla, Panji thought.

Kayla is the adopted son of Mamah Panji, Mamah Panji brought Kayla because Panji almost mamah hit. Because it does not know the origin of Kayla let alone her tattered clothes make the Panji mamah not bear and bring her home.then Mamah Panji and the Papah raised her as a share of the Al-fatih family.

At that time Panji had just graduated High School and Kayla around the age of ten, but Panji loved Kayla like his own sister, although not born in the same diahim.

Mamah Panji sent Kayla until she graduated High School. Panji split because Kayla wanted to continue her study in Singapore.

It feels heavy foot Panji stepped away from the funeral, two women Panji loved asleep behind the mound of land that is still wet. Panki looked at the beautifully engraved tombstone two names that are so meaningful in the life of Panji.

It was still this morning Panji saw the smile of the Mamah and Amira. But now the smile just disappeared. Want Panji to chase, but not able. It was like a huge wall was blocking it. Panji tried to take off but in fact could not.

God why are you hurting me! why did you take them so tragically, can you tell me first so I can prepare.

You idiot! what I said, everything is impossible! You hurt me, you hurt me, you threw me into a pit of pain. I hate you, you don't exist! If you exist, why don't you stop him from leaving! you're evil...

Ah.hh...

The raging banner destroyed everything in his room. Until his hand reaches a potho frame where there are Panji and Amira. They looked at each other in love, throwing smiles at each other under a big tree.

"Why are you doing this to me! can't you say goodbye, or take me away with you. hiks.ak "

The banner hugged the potho tightly while sitting on the side of the corner of the bed that was far from the broken glass. Panji drowned his head on both knees.

The hope that Panji woke up turned out to collapse before erect. Can Panji walk like his support! that really hurts.

Never had Panji felt the pain that was as intense as it is now. The happy face of the Mamah and Amira is still clear in Panji's vision until the happy face is immediately blown away with a bitter reality.

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Seriate....

Don't forget

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