LOVE'S ANGER (Not God's fault)

Chapter 86 The great decision

The days that Sky went through were not easy, could accept the circumstances that made Sky himself could not think clearly.

Sky's heart and mind were so muddled, that Sky could only moody and lock himself in the room.

Sky out of the room is only limited to eating, and chatting if there is something important the rest of Sky will go back into the room.

The smile of compulsion Sky always gives to his family, especially to his parents, Sky does not want to see his parents sad just because he thinks of him.

Sky's brain continues to spin where the first step Sky must take, seven days away tampa tampa news makes Sky start to think, what kind of marriage he lived.

Even Sky never once in seven days out of the residence, however Sky knows the limits. A wife cannot leave the house when there is no permission from the husband, Sky knows his status.

But Sky also has the heart and the feeling of wives in general, who will feel pain and disappointment if left there is certainty.

Sky's wedding seemed to float somewhere to take him sailing. Sky cannot walk alone if the Imam is not around.

What Sky must continue like this, dwells in a bond that only Sky considers.

How can a marriage be solid if the Imam and his Master cross the road.

Sky fell silent only appreciating her husband, but that does not mean Sky will stay silent if it must continue to be hanged.

Doesn't a woman always need certainty in a relationship let alone this in a marriage witnessed directly by the angels.

So does Sky, just need certainty where he should step.

"Do I have to break the new bond! "

Monologue Sky looked at himself in front of the mirror.

"A bond can not be strong if one of them tried to escape, I know divorce is a sentence that is very hated by God.But what about this marriage is uncertain!"

Sky's monologue seemed to be pinched in every word that came out of his own lips.

"Every morning and night I wait for him to wish he had come, he. he. like a fool! but until now he had not come, aware Sky he did not want this marriage either. I tried to accept the reality, but whether he was the same or his heart was still tied to the departure of Brother Amira.. "

Lilir Sky as if tore his heart apart knowing the reality, Sky chuckled at his stupid self.

Always waiting for someone who is either coming home or not. Although Sky always reassured his heart, Panji will one day go home and decide where this marriage continues.

Can Sky hope, even if only a little! ha. huh..

How could Panji return to give the news was not.

"What a divorce says is the best path to this relationship! what about Ummah and Baba, would they be disappointed if I did.. "

Huhhhhh...

Lilir Sky while giving a rough breath then began to comb the same long brownish hair exactly like the Baba.

But hope is only hope, everything is not in accordance with the flow of his mind. It turned out that God's scenario went far ahead than Sky had thought.

Huhhhhh...

Again Sky can only throw a rough and deep breath, never once did Sky have trouble thinking. Even the material Law, Economics and Medicine is very easy Sky learn, but the problem of marriage really makes Sky bingbang heart and mind, whether he should step or step back.

As hard as Sky thought, his mind was still deadlocked.

"Ah... If this is better I take care of 1000 cases and business than have to be in this complicated situation."

Angry Sky while scrambling back the beautiful hair that has been combed, Sky seemed really frustrated thinking about it.

"Even baba equals ummah instead of calming and giving solutions instead decide something that just makes me quiet."

Disappointed! yes sure. How not to be disappointed the baba decided Serra took over the company and sent Fatih's brother and Serra back to Turkey. With the reason Fatih a lot of work and Serra had to replace while Sky position in time Sky can already adapt and accept each other in his marriage.

"Oh God what should Sky do!"

Sky muttered trying to close his eyes, but it was really difficult for Sky. Making Sky continue to roll left and right still his heart and mind are not calm.

Though it was 2 in the morning but Sky's eyes still did not want to be closed.

Sky went to the bathroom and took the ablution water, spread out the fruitful and started the evening prayer.

Sky was begging for forgiveness and guidance from all the turmoil of his heart and soul.

"Your God knows what happened to Sky, what is best and what is not good for Sky. Sky beg your guidance, You are all-powerful of love and help. Please help this weak Sky heart that is not patient and grateful for the Destiny that you have set. Open up and reconcile Sky's heart, if this marriage is the best path Sky has to go through, please Sky, give Sky the strength to live and defend it. If this wedding is not the best for Sky, give Sky a hint that Sky does not make Baba and Ummah sad and disappointed. Sky leave everything to you. and protect it wherever the whereabouts of Sky's husband, however Sky's husband's banner that Sky must still respect. "

Lilir Sky with trembling lips held back his sentence, as if Sky's heart felt torn by reality.

Sky still pray for the safety of Panji even though Sky knows Panji does not need his prayer, who is Sky! not only the wife who lives.

Truly Sky could not continue his prayer, his heart was really squeezed with a clear bulir barged out of Sky's eye fertilizer.

Sobs began to break the silence of the night, as hard as Sky held back by biting his lower lip still the sobbing was heard.

Whether as strong as Sky withstood the turmoil of the heart that continued to thrash want to be overflowing, Sky squeezed his chest strong, occasionally hitting him hoping this tightness disappeared.

But no matter how hard Sky tried, the tightness was even more gnawing at Sky's heart and mind.

Brother Amira why should S-sky. Is it because you know Sky's heart! To-please, allow Sky to surrender. D. he doesn't want Sky. Even he left Sky on the night of our wedding, this heart aches...

Sky's inner screams tightly hugged both knees, as if Sky had given up on an uncertain hope.

Seriate....