LOVE'S ANGER (Not God's fault)

Chapter 44 Sky's Anxiety.

So painful news was heard until the state that stood in the continent of Asia and continental Europe which is none other than Turkey.

The country is famous for four seasons that are always the spotlight of tourists in parts of the world including Indonesia.

The heartbreaking news made a girl surprised to hear the news from her best friend.Entah what other reactions should Sky show hear the painful news.

Sky was speechless with eyes looking straight ahead, I don't know what was on the girl's lap of Turkish-Indonesian blood.

Sky seemed to not believe the news from his best friend.Rasanya recently Sky took care of uncle Andre and now the middle-aged man was gone for eternity.

"Thank you, Son. You helped Uncle's family again "

Uncle does not know what God is planning, his fate brings Sky to Uncle and becomes a helper of the uncle's family. Though uncle knows our distance is so divided by the Continent . "

If one day something happens to uncle, will Sky help Panji in his heresy! "

Uncle knows it's hard for Sky, but Uncle won't see uncle's son doing anything stupid for the second time, there was a terrifying aura at its foundation if the uncle's son lost control like what Sky had ever seen. "

"Paman.paman sure you can! ".

Sky Sighs rudely recalling the last meeting with uncle Andre.

Those words seemed to be re-spinning on Sky ''s head, pushing his heart so that ! I don't know Sky is still confused.

"What Sky can Uncle ! "

Lilir Sky glared forward remembering where Sky first met Panji. Those eyes radiated a deep sadness, as if creeping through Sky's ten hearts.

Under the sway of Rain Sky saw Panji's indecency, his soul drifting somewhere. Sky's tender heart could not deny that he was frightened, afraid that something big would happen.

Can I help her in my own fear! am I going to be a coward a second time to make him go away for ever. Nah! I won't be a coward, Sky can. Sky can... Sky can...

Sky Monologue to himself, Sky seemed to be struggling with something painful, no matter what it was! only Sky knows .

Silent...

Silent...

Dret...

Until the sound of the phone shocked Sky from his daydream, Sky immediately took the phone from earlier lying on the side of his leptop.

Sky's lips smiled to see who was calling.

"Vaalaikumsalam, Bang. "

"Do you know anything from Indonesia ? "

"It's bang, Serra just called! "

Sky's speech was a little different making Fatih be flown over the phone sighing softly. Fatih knows what the sister is feeling, let alone a promise that must be kept even though Fatih knows the sister did not answer a promise, he said, but Fantih is very unfortunate how the stubborn nature of the brother wrapped in the softness of his heart just like the Ummah.

"Now what is the decision of adek ? "

Sky quietly understood where the brother was talking.

"Here bang, adek confused! Moreover, adek has not told Baba about the request! "

"Abang believes Adek can overcome it, Abang will support any decision adek. But one thing to remember! no abrasions in the body of adek, then Brother who will intervene directly ! "

"Guard understands ! "

"Yeah, don't be too heavy thinking remember good health! "

"Adek doesn't want to be a coward for the second time! "

Degs....

Fatih gasped at the weak tone of her sister, Fatih knew full well the fear that had shackled her until now. Even Fatih also did not know until when the younger brother continued to be shackled with that fear!

"Speak to Baba tonight ! "

"Good Bang. "

"Abang hang up the phone first Assalamualaikum,,,,, "

"Columbration,,,, "

Said Sky slowly then put the phone back in its original place.

Where Sky can't help his own patients to suicide.

"Basic killer... "

"You don't deserve to be a doctor, you, you killer,,,, "

"Killer,,, get behind you,,,, "

Tests....

Clear thread flowing just soaked Sky's cheeks with eyes still closed, the clear liquid continues to flow can not be stopped making Sky's chest hurt and sore.

"Am I going to be a murderer for the second time,,, "

Lilir Sky her heart was pinched while opening her two reddened eyes holding back the stirred up turmoil.

Sky recalled the pain-filled eyes, which Panji showed Sky that he was fragile.

"What pain is like him! are you going to do the same as him! Why should I. Why do I have to be in such a complicated situation ! Am I able to save you from that crash! Or I will fail and end up painful like him. Why you should sign Sky Al-Fatih. "

Sky muttered with a wry smile, Sky does not hate his destiny at all but Sky hates himself who cannot fight his fears.

Can Sky help get the Panji out of its slump in the shackles of Sky's own fear.

Or Sky the same ! It will fail like it did a few years ago.

Sky continues to struggle with his own mind and heart so that Sky does not realize that the day is getting dark.

Ting...

An incoming message made Sky again jerk in his daydream.

Sky pulled the corner of his thin lips reading the short message that came in.

In a hurry, Sky cleaned up the messy files on the table and turned off the leptop.

Already neat on his desk Sky immediately took his briefcase and stepped out of his study room to the lobby.

Sky's lips curled into a smile to see a man who was rendering to the body of the car with black glasses that adorned the nose of the nose.

The man did not realize that Sky had walked towards him, the eyes were only focused on the phone that the man was holding standing with his legs crossed adding the impression of coll .

"Come on... "

Sky casually shifted the man who was blocking the car door.

The man only snorted annoyedly at Sky getting into the car. Then the man put his cell phone in his pocket and got into the car.

"Don't think too much until it's too late to go home! "

Ketus man made Sky grimly show his white teeth.

Soon the red Sport car stopped in front of the Mahmued family's gunion.

"Bang "

Fatih stopped the movement of her hand when she was about to open the car door and turned to look at her sister.

"Help tell me ya baba.. "

"Hemmmzz,,,"

Sky smiled looking at his pretentious but considerate brother's behavior. The brothers entered the house while saying their greetings.

Fatih and Sky kissed the backs of the hands of his parents who were relaxing looking at the news.

Sky sat down at Baba's side while Fatih sat down at Ummah's side.

"Come Baba ! "

Degs...

Sky was surprised to hear the Baba's command, just now Sky was about to speak but Baba had already gone first.

Baba knows what happened! if so what should I explain, Inner Sky is restless.

Seriate....